Totalore
Level 138
Hey kids,
So I'm feeling extra edgy today and I want to share my "life story" on SRP.
I joined in 2015, when the OG demoted admins were there as well as Ryanark being the first co-owner of the server. Not gonna lie the quality of the server was absolute shit. Kids like me were roleplaying as like robots. then there was the baby incident- oh boy. Glad to see this server changed from back then
I was a terribly unknown player who only had about three or four friends at the time. It was like that until around 2016 or 2017 when I got some more friends. I didn't get remotely "relevant with the cool kids" until around the mid of 2018. Life was looking pretty good, until it wasn't. I had my first ban. 2017/2018. Can't fully remember, but it was around that time. Man, I was super fucking edgy. I got unbanned, of course, and had to unfortunately rebuild my reputation. Hell of a struggle.
I sort of floated away from SRP, I get that. Then there is my reputation of being a "toxic" player. And then the second ban came to be! I don't like talking about this one to certain extents. But some of you guys already know. An incident happened where I got into a situation with another player, and that got me a permanent ban. I deserved it. I indeed felt incredibly bad. I didn't apologize to the girl. I felt bad but I also felt incredibly ashamed. I pretty much gave up on my life, really edgy I know. I had a conversation with Im6 and I got unbanned. Very grateful for that. Thank you.
I also want to publically apologize to the female in the incident. It was a shit thing to do and I recognize that, even when it was months ago. I still feel like an ass for what I did. I'm very proud of where you currently stand on the server. Thank you for not giving up on it and leaving.
After that I got a few new friends. CommunismRP being one of them. She became literally the best person to talk to for me. She was previously a disliked foe, and now she is my best friend. I love her for not giving up on me and dropping me on my ass because I deserved it. Although she is taking a break, I know she'll be on enough to grow her already loved reputation on here.
Before all this really came to be, a good nerd named Callie introduced me to a newer life of roleplay. She also introduced me to MoonTech and all that. It was pretty great, honestly. She has her own little superhero costume too, it's very adorable. Although I don't want to get some mysterious hitman on me so I'll stop chatting.
Before I kick this off so I can sleep, here are some honorable mentions.
@Atakka - What is up bud? Thank you for being such a great guy. Hate to say favorites in public, but you were the best. I remember the time your Handyman Dan character or whatever gave me some therapy. Helped me both ICly and OCCly.
@Callie - You're currently one of the coolest people I know. You know how to make someone laugh and then shit themself watching you fucking whip out your gauntlets. Thank you for accepting me into MoonTech. It is insanely fun working with you.
@MaiVamp - You're a nerd. That's all I need to say. Love you.
Mason - I don't know what the hell your forum name is, but you're one of a kind. Knowing how to make a conversation turn into shits and giggles is your forte.
@Im6 - Thank you for not giving up on me. I treated you like shit at times. You were a trusted friend. You were there for this server when Ducks was absent, and you got everything to go uphill instead of down. I hope we can chat in the future.
@Ducks - Pretty sure you're on every honorable mention in SRP. I don't talk to you, and you pretty much dislike me or something, but hey thanks for not shutting this place down.
@RqseThqrn - Absolute twig. I'm kidding. You're a good person. I love roleplaying with you because you're absolutely fucking weird and I love it. Keep it up, you old fart.
I forget what you call yourself now. Azaria or Aria. My apologies for not remembering. - I remember when I was a shit knockoff of Gordon Ramsay. We had a good run, without all the drama of course, and I'm proud of where you got. If you wish, I believe we can start our friendship over again.
Charles, forgot your forum name ecks dee. - You're a pretty good person. Interesting characters, especially the character based off of Baby from that movie.
@DarkwingRose - Dude you're a fun lad to be around. You built 11-7 from the ground up and eventually departed from it. I'm glad you're back on this server.
Cloud_Divider - Saying this now, you and Callie are like a dynamic duo. Although you don't talk too each other much, together you guys are one hell of a force to be reckoned with. I'd love to say I'm in it to make it a trio, but no. You guys are completely fucking perfect together. Not that you guys are perfect for dating of course it's just that you guys are good as a team! I'm gonna stop typing this now.
@Totoro_Sam - Shut your no head hair, bedridden, raspy voice, doug dimmadome ass up. I love you.
I'm not mentioning every staff member because to be frank I don't have a friendship with all of them. If I didn't mention any other staff members, it may be because we don't talk or didn't "click" right. But you guys are great at what you do. Keep doing it.
For those normies that I didn't mention, I'm sorry. I probably forgot some of you kiddos and I'm too tired to get it right.
im not quitting or anything like that, so dont go all fucking toys r us lovers tweeting when it shut down.
im also really sorry if this is pretty scattered, im too tired to organize this entire thing. currently 1:37 in the morning
So I'm feeling extra edgy today and I want to share my "life story" on SRP.
I joined in 2015, when the OG demoted admins were there as well as Ryanark being the first co-owner of the server. Not gonna lie the quality of the server was absolute shit. Kids like me were roleplaying as like robots. then there was the baby incident- oh boy. Glad to see this server changed from back then
I was a terribly unknown player who only had about three or four friends at the time. It was like that until around 2016 or 2017 when I got some more friends. I didn't get remotely "relevant with the cool kids" until around the mid of 2018. Life was looking pretty good, until it wasn't. I had my first ban. 2017/2018. Can't fully remember, but it was around that time. Man, I was super fucking edgy. I got unbanned, of course, and had to unfortunately rebuild my reputation. Hell of a struggle.
I sort of floated away from SRP, I get that. Then there is my reputation of being a "toxic" player. And then the second ban came to be! I don't like talking about this one to certain extents. But some of you guys already know. An incident happened where I got into a situation with another player, and that got me a permanent ban. I deserved it. I indeed felt incredibly bad. I didn't apologize to the girl. I felt bad but I also felt incredibly ashamed. I pretty much gave up on my life, really edgy I know. I had a conversation with Im6 and I got unbanned. Very grateful for that. Thank you.
I also want to publically apologize to the female in the incident. It was a shit thing to do and I recognize that, even when it was months ago. I still feel like an ass for what I did. I'm very proud of where you currently stand on the server. Thank you for not giving up on it and leaving.
After that I got a few new friends. CommunismRP being one of them. She became literally the best person to talk to for me. She was previously a disliked foe, and now she is my best friend. I love her for not giving up on me and dropping me on my ass because I deserved it. Although she is taking a break, I know she'll be on enough to grow her already loved reputation on here.
Before all this really came to be, a good nerd named Callie introduced me to a newer life of roleplay. She also introduced me to MoonTech and all that. It was pretty great, honestly. She has her own little superhero costume too, it's very adorable. Although I don't want to get some mysterious hitman on me so I'll stop chatting.
Before I kick this off so I can sleep, here are some honorable mentions.
@Atakka - What is up bud? Thank you for being such a great guy. Hate to say favorites in public, but you were the best. I remember the time your Handyman Dan character or whatever gave me some therapy. Helped me both ICly and OCCly.
@Callie - You're currently one of the coolest people I know. You know how to make someone laugh and then shit themself watching you fucking whip out your gauntlets. Thank you for accepting me into MoonTech. It is insanely fun working with you.
@MaiVamp - You're a nerd. That's all I need to say. Love you.
Mason - I don't know what the hell your forum name is, but you're one of a kind. Knowing how to make a conversation turn into shits and giggles is your forte.
@Im6 - Thank you for not giving up on me. I treated you like shit at times. You were a trusted friend. You were there for this server when Ducks was absent, and you got everything to go uphill instead of down. I hope we can chat in the future.
@Ducks - Pretty sure you're on every honorable mention in SRP. I don't talk to you, and you pretty much dislike me or something, but hey thanks for not shutting this place down.
@RqseThqrn - Absolute twig. I'm kidding. You're a good person. I love roleplaying with you because you're absolutely fucking weird and I love it. Keep it up, you old fart.
I forget what you call yourself now. Azaria or Aria. My apologies for not remembering. - I remember when I was a shit knockoff of Gordon Ramsay. We had a good run, without all the drama of course, and I'm proud of where you got. If you wish, I believe we can start our friendship over again.
Charles, forgot your forum name ecks dee. - You're a pretty good person. Interesting characters, especially the character based off of Baby from that movie.
@DarkwingRose - Dude you're a fun lad to be around. You built 11-7 from the ground up and eventually departed from it. I'm glad you're back on this server.
Cloud_Divider - Saying this now, you and Callie are like a dynamic duo. Although you don't talk too each other much, together you guys are one hell of a force to be reckoned with. I'd love to say I'm in it to make it a trio, but no. You guys are completely fucking perfect together. Not that you guys are perfect for dating of course it's just that you guys are good as a team! I'm gonna stop typing this now.
@Totoro_Sam - Shut your no head hair, bedridden, raspy voice, doug dimmadome ass up. I love you.
I'm not mentioning every staff member because to be frank I don't have a friendship with all of them. If I didn't mention any other staff members, it may be because we don't talk or didn't "click" right. But you guys are great at what you do. Keep doing it.
For those normies that I didn't mention, I'm sorry. I probably forgot some of you kiddos and I'm too tired to get it right.
im not quitting or anything like that, so dont go all fucking toys r us lovers tweeting when it shut down.
im also really sorry if this is pretty scattered, im too tired to organize this entire thing. currently 1:37 in the morning
tl;dr i talk my big baddies and big goodies, honorable mentions too
this week must be serious. already filled with "serious" posts.
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