Yo, so how's everybody? Hoping everyone is alright. Things are looking pretty perfect for me. Valentine's is just around the corner. People are busting out their best moves for the people they love. I'm going to be honest here, I didn't expect anything from my baby this year. We aren't big on gifts. There is always that amount of love shared through and through. Gifts are just a really nice surprise bonus for a sweetened deal. And I'm going to show you exactly what came at my doorsteps this afternoon while I was watching Netflix!! It's pretty amazing! Let's get to it. Okay I have never mailed to anyone in my life. I'm sure some of you guys can relate. He sent me a really beautiful surprise at my doorstep right before I wanted to get something to eat or snack on. I thought it was just the mail boy, so like the pinche cabron I was- I answered the door with a comfortable night gown shirt. Embarrassing... Here I am, receiving a beautiful bouquet with special add-on's like, a teddy bear, box of premium chocolates, and a balloon tied to the vase. There was a note sticking out with no name to sign it off. "I love you with all my heart, (My name obviously.)" Surprise??~ I really love my baby but there's a lot of confessing from other guys that he doesn't know about. I've been pretty straightforward with what I want with everybody. But if it was you, how would you handle something like that so that way everyone gets out of it unscathed? Would there be a way so that nobody gets hurt in the process? Maybe but I'm not going to have time to think about that on a whim when someone's trying to talk to me like that. Besides, I don't make dreams come true.. Then again-! I have officially done the impossible by showing how much I care to my boyfriend and keeping the boys that confessed only at arms length but friends without them hating me. It's pretty easy to deal with when you genuinely care about others when you're turning them down. People deserve to know how you feel, it's really not a crime. At the same time, respect goes a long way when it comes to relationships friend-wise or girlfriend/boyfriend-wise. Now, I know I don't got to remind you wild kids how to respect your friends and respect your significant others at the same time! If they want s p a c e after a rejection, go ahead and give it to them. In the end, you do you. I do me. He does him. And she does her. That's how you get shit done, amirite? But if someone get's a little revenge-crazy, just be prepared? Set up your funeral plans? Take your time with the process. I think I'm going to play it safe and chill with no boys for Valentine. Maybe a nice dinner out in the city just to come home and relax in front of Netflix. I already had a good Valentine surprise that truly made my day. [Not bad for a price tag around $100 cash!] The thoughts that come with it was worth it. Out of all the surprises in the package, the teddy bear bested the chocolates and the flowers. Not going to lie. It's sustainable, soft, cute, and momentary lapses of joy gets thrown my way. Thank you so much for checking it out. Lots of love to the server! Hope everyone has a nice day and don't stress too much about having a date for Valentine. If you're not feeling the love, make yourself feel like you deserve one hell of a party and make it last. Might as well go out with a bang, right?!