Noot6
Level 12
I love SRP, from the map to the players to the NPC's. SRP was once the highlight of my long days. I'd remember coming home and rushing to do homework just so I could get on, and in a way SRP still is but for different reasons. SRP went from being a highlight to more of a focused moment. I used to get on to try and socialize because I was a loner, I had a hard time making friends and slowly it did in a way help me learn how to talk to people. I can't say it's the reason I have friends now, but it did help me meet a lot of the people I'm friends with now.
But as much as I love it, I also hate it. The social pressure to keep up with everyone and constantly keep pushing and pushing to keep up with RP and try hard not to break rules. I used to have a few friends that would try to force me on everyday, and they still do at times. At the same time I also have to get on to talk to the few friends that I thought would spend time with me. I can still remember all the broken promises I went through because they somehow didn't have "time" but they had time to get on SRP.
So slowly I faded out of the world of SRP, I stopped playing for nearly half a year and focused on myself and school. I caught up with my peers and ended up passing my finals with 3 top scorers. So one day I decided why not go on SRP again and I did, and I've been on since then till now. Though this time I'm not taking a 6th month break. Now I'll only be on in the weekends because too much stuff has been taking a toll on my mental health, it's to a point were IC stuff effects me even though it shouldn't.
I used to love roleplaying, now I have a love-hate relationship with it. I love SRP, it's still a very beautiful place in my eyes, with a wonderful community and friendly staff.
Have a lovely Morning/Afternoon/Evening/Night. Love to all the people of SRP
"Just a Penguin" -Noot6
But as much as I love it, I also hate it. The social pressure to keep up with everyone and constantly keep pushing and pushing to keep up with RP and try hard not to break rules. I used to have a few friends that would try to force me on everyday, and they still do at times. At the same time I also have to get on to talk to the few friends that I thought would spend time with me. I can still remember all the broken promises I went through because they somehow didn't have "time" but they had time to get on SRP.
So slowly I faded out of the world of SRP, I stopped playing for nearly half a year and focused on myself and school. I caught up with my peers and ended up passing my finals with 3 top scorers. So one day I decided why not go on SRP again and I did, and I've been on since then till now. Though this time I'm not taking a 6th month break. Now I'll only be on in the weekends because too much stuff has been taking a toll on my mental health, it's to a point were IC stuff effects me even though it shouldn't.
I used to love roleplaying, now I have a love-hate relationship with it. I love SRP, it's still a very beautiful place in my eyes, with a wonderful community and friendly staff.
Have a lovely Morning/Afternoon/Evening/Night. Love to all the people of SRP
"Just a Penguin" -Noot6
