Sam, I'm so sorry for you! We believe in you, you WILL beat this cancer.
Here's a quote of inspiration, that I hope will ease your mind.
"ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇꜱᴛ ʟᴏꜱꜱ ɪɴ ʟɪꜰᴇ.
ᴛʜᴇ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛᴇꜱᴛ ʟᴏꜱꜱ ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴅɪᴇꜱ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ᴀʟɪᴠᴇ.
ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ꜱᴜʀʀᴇɴᴅᴇʀ."