Myeong Iseul
명이슬
INFORMATION
First Name: Iseul
Surname: Myeong
Alias(es): Yeou (여우), Yeoseul, more to be added.
APPEARANCE
PERSONALITY
OTHERS
AWARE - TRIGGER WARNING
These are things that ISEUL MYEONG has, (problems, addictions, disorders, illnesses, disabilities, etc.)
FAMILY
ㆍMinhyuk Myeong (Father) Dead
RELATIONSHIPS
> Valentin Jaeger (Best-Friend)
“My Valyval, he’s like a little cat, someone I want to keep safe and keep forever! My best friend!”
Iseul sees him as his top priority especially knowing now people are after him; he wants to make sure he doesn’t get himself seriously hurt or even leave his side. He finds him calming to be around and he enjoys his presence.
> Finn Ikari (Best-Friend)
“My little bae! A drinking buddy, a best friend, kind of like a mini-me.”
Finn reminds him of a mini-me, they both enjoy drinking and they’re both mischievous in their own ways. He sees them like family, someone he can be around without feeling bored or what not. He feels comfy with him and enjoys being around them.
> Rosalyn (Last Name) (Friend)
“She’s different, I like her!”
Iseul finds her silly and easy to tease, it makes him laugh the way she gets upset or starts to complain.
MORE TO BE ADDED !
BACKSTORY - MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING
NOTE: i need to add pics and play around w the fonts omfg
명이슬
INFORMATION
First Name: Iseul
Surname: Myeong
Alias(es): Yeou (여우), Yeoseul, more to be added.
APPEARANCE
PERSONALITY
OTHERS
AWARE - TRIGGER WARNING
These are things that ISEUL MYEONG has, (problems, addictions, disorders, illnesses, disabilities, etc.)
Fears?
ㆍThe sound of teapots or water being boiled (boiling water, tea, coffee.. Anything involving the hot water he avoided, he hated.)
Trauma; his mother used to pour it on him!
ㆍAbandonment
Never again does he want to be left alone, even if it’s one person gone.
Diagnosed:
ㆍSevere Anxiety
Anxiety, you feel like you're worrying too much and it's interfering with relationships or other parts of your life. Your fear, worry or anxiety is upsetting to you and difficult to control. You feel depressed, have trouble with alcohol, etc.
ㆍPTSD
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it.
ㆍSchizophrenia
Schizophrenia usually involves delusions, hallucinations (seeing or hearing things that don't exist), and disorganized thinking and speech.
*SMALL ADDICTION: Alcoholic
Iseul wasn’t a bad drinker infact he was really good with drinking to where he’d drink a lot until it had hit him, it wasn’t a daily thing he did but it was rather time to time when he felt like it- when he felt he was about to sleep just as a way to wake himself up. As he was drunk his body seems to react to that alcohol causing him to shake a lot or his head becomes somewhere else- his speech becomes more slurred and he often sounds stressed from his mind as he spoke. It didn’t even sound like genuine words.
*ADDICTION: Not sleeping
His insomnia was rather bad and concerning. The male didn’t sleep, you’d seem him pass out time to time in school for a few minutes that’s it. As a child he was horridly traumitized. His mother as the child slept would quite literally agressively drag the boy in his sleep, it was an often thing at night where he now feels unsafe alone or in general asleep. When he wakes up he’d flinch or worry something had happened to him, sometimes it would even be him crying you’d see. His mother not only dragged him as a child but as the boy slept, boiling water was always there. His mother wasn’t in the well state of mind, she was horribly mental and let things out on her children.. The boy as he slept got boiling hot water poured on him, leaving large burns, marks, wounds. Screaming and crying in pain, a way to wake up in. Its rare to have him asleep, he feels unsafe to this day.
*REACTION: Scratching and fidgeting
Whenever he felt out of place, under stress, or just a reaction as he had a panic attack.. The male had often scratched himself, it’d start of light scratching to where when it hit him it’d be more aggressive to where it’d leave a few markings. If you were to see him fidgeting relentlessly to where he looks zoned out, he was likely under some pressure or some sort of stress was hitting him, he fidgeted often with his sleeves and hands. Constant shaking eyes and hands he had when he was like this, he never knew what to do in these cases.
ㆍThe sound of teapots or water being boiled (boiling water, tea, coffee.. Anything involving the hot water he avoided, he hated.)
Trauma; his mother used to pour it on him!
ㆍAbandonment
Never again does he want to be left alone, even if it’s one person gone.
Diagnosed:
ㆍSevere Anxiety
Anxiety, you feel like you're worrying too much and it's interfering with relationships or other parts of your life. Your fear, worry or anxiety is upsetting to you and difficult to control. You feel depressed, have trouble with alcohol, etc.
ㆍPTSD
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that's triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it.
ㆍSchizophrenia
Schizophrenia usually involves delusions, hallucinations (seeing or hearing things that don't exist), and disorganized thinking and speech.
*SMALL ADDICTION: Alcoholic
Iseul wasn’t a bad drinker infact he was really good with drinking to where he’d drink a lot until it had hit him, it wasn’t a daily thing he did but it was rather time to time when he felt like it- when he felt he was about to sleep just as a way to wake himself up. As he was drunk his body seems to react to that alcohol causing him to shake a lot or his head becomes somewhere else- his speech becomes more slurred and he often sounds stressed from his mind as he spoke. It didn’t even sound like genuine words.
*ADDICTION: Not sleeping
His insomnia was rather bad and concerning. The male didn’t sleep, you’d seem him pass out time to time in school for a few minutes that’s it. As a child he was horridly traumitized. His mother as the child slept would quite literally agressively drag the boy in his sleep, it was an often thing at night where he now feels unsafe alone or in general asleep. When he wakes up he’d flinch or worry something had happened to him, sometimes it would even be him crying you’d see. His mother not only dragged him as a child but as the boy slept, boiling water was always there. His mother wasn’t in the well state of mind, she was horribly mental and let things out on her children.. The boy as he slept got boiling hot water poured on him, leaving large burns, marks, wounds. Screaming and crying in pain, a way to wake up in. Its rare to have him asleep, he feels unsafe to this day.
*REACTION: Scratching and fidgeting
Whenever he felt out of place, under stress, or just a reaction as he had a panic attack.. The male had often scratched himself, it’d start of light scratching to where when it hit him it’d be more aggressive to where it’d leave a few markings. If you were to see him fidgeting relentlessly to where he looks zoned out, he was likely under some pressure or some sort of stress was hitting him, he fidgeted often with his sleeves and hands. Constant shaking eyes and hands he had when he was like this, he never knew what to do in these cases.
FAMILY
ㆍMinhyuk Myeong (Father) Dead
RELATIONSHIPS
> Valentin Jaeger (Best-Friend)
“My Valyval, he’s like a little cat, someone I want to keep safe and keep forever! My best friend!”
Iseul sees him as his top priority especially knowing now people are after him; he wants to make sure he doesn’t get himself seriously hurt or even leave his side. He finds him calming to be around and he enjoys his presence.
> Finn Ikari (Best-Friend)
“My little bae! A drinking buddy, a best friend, kind of like a mini-me.”
Finn reminds him of a mini-me, they both enjoy drinking and they’re both mischievous in their own ways. He sees them like family, someone he can be around without feeling bored or what not. He feels comfy with him and enjoys being around them.
> Rosalyn (Last Name) (Friend)
“She’s different, I like her!”
Iseul finds her silly and easy to tease, it makes him laugh the way she gets upset or starts to complain.
MORE TO BE ADDED !
BACKSTORY - MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING
As a child, Iseul grew up in Daegu of South Korea with his older sister, father and mother. He was living an alright life during his toddler age, he had no thoughts considering he was just 2-3 years old.
As a kid he was mostly watched by his older sister Eunchae, she’d often distract Iseul as their parents fought in the backgrounds of them. Just like that their parents had gotten divorced a few weeks after Iseul’s 4th birthday, obviously the kids were upset and their mother aswell. Chaeyoung didn’t seem to take the divorce well, she became addicted to things and had became mentally unstable to its max. After hearing the news that their father had passed due to an accident, the mother had resulted in a stage of her life- a crisis, her health was really bad to where she let it off on her kids. The lady was abusive, verbally and physically. They were the blame of the divorce, they were the blame of everything. They had let their mother be, they never really fought back at her, the knew she wasn’t going well as they were kids so they let her off. At the the age of 8, Iseul had expierence something that affected his current self. He had now felt unsafe sleeping due to his mother’s activities. Chaeyoung would drag the child in his sleep for god knows what, it wasn’t like a drag to wake him up but to hurt him overal. She was physically agressive, the dragging was a non-stop thing for him. In the back of the scenes there’d always be boiling water on the stove, the stove setting on high. Some nights as the boy slept she’d burn her children’s body with that hot water, leaving the gruesome marks he has now. One night his mother had ended up pouring directly in the same spot over his body- not even pouring it but dumping the whole boiling pot on the child’s torso. Causing the skin to burn relentlessly, leaving a horrible scar from his right side to half his back. Screaming and crying in pain, trying to move. Back to Iseul’s sister; Eunchae, she’d always try her best to keep him okay, to help him, to stand up for him. It was just as bad for Eunchae but she had lived with her mother’s doings longer than Iseul- having it a lot more worse on her end. Eunchae tried to do everything she could to help her brother have a good childhood she couldn’t have but ended up failing- she tried her best. With her mother and her brother being there, her brother as her priority and mother ruinning her life- her mental health was horrible, it was bad for her age. Just like that at the age of 16 she had ended it all for herself; she couldn’t handle it all anymore, she couldn’t do anything anymore she felt numb. Iseul at the age of 10 had awakened to seeing his passed sister and her corpse there, frightened eyes of hazel, tears forming, screaming being heard. He knew the reasonings, he knew everything, he knew why but yet questioned why she left him. He couldn’t deal with this alone, he was hurt horribly. Where did it all go wrong he’d wonder. He became distanced from his mom as he grew up more, he didn’t bother to react to her abusive behaviour. He didn’t bother to talk to her one bit. He had to grow up himself, take care of himself. He never showed anything- any sort of reaction as he was near his mother, touched by his mother or spoken by her. Until one day; he snapped after hearing the name of his sister. He gave his mother a long glare and turned his head slowly towards her direction, confused to as why she would mention her name. Chaeyoung went on about him and his sister, causing Iseul to be more upset to where he snapped.
There you have it; the age of 16, attempted murder on his mother, trying to avenge his sister. The male had attacked his mother. He had pushed her onto the ground, relentlessly punching her straight in the cheek. Getting up, reaching for the drawers, a knife. His eyes showed no remorse but yet tears were streaming, he didn’t have any care in this. Letting the knife at the lady, wincing everytime he had took it out to put it back at her. Heavy breathing he let out, staring at what he made, what he did. He took the knife out and found a way to hide it, he was in full panic not knowing what to do. Iseul had then called the police for an ambulance, knowing exactly what he did but covered it up with lies on lies. The boy had ended up getting away with it- thinking it was all over to find out it really wasn’t. She managed to survive, hearing that news gave him complete shock. Leaving him where he is now, 18 years old in Karakura, Japan. He had found his way away from his home town- never mentioning any of this.. To anyone.
As a kid he was mostly watched by his older sister Eunchae, she’d often distract Iseul as their parents fought in the backgrounds of them. Just like that their parents had gotten divorced a few weeks after Iseul’s 4th birthday, obviously the kids were upset and their mother aswell. Chaeyoung didn’t seem to take the divorce well, she became addicted to things and had became mentally unstable to its max. After hearing the news that their father had passed due to an accident, the mother had resulted in a stage of her life- a crisis, her health was really bad to where she let it off on her kids. The lady was abusive, verbally and physically. They were the blame of the divorce, they were the blame of everything. They had let their mother be, they never really fought back at her, the knew she wasn’t going well as they were kids so they let her off. At the the age of 8, Iseul had expierence something that affected his current self. He had now felt unsafe sleeping due to his mother’s activities. Chaeyoung would drag the child in his sleep for god knows what, it wasn’t like a drag to wake him up but to hurt him overal. She was physically agressive, the dragging was a non-stop thing for him. In the back of the scenes there’d always be boiling water on the stove, the stove setting on high. Some nights as the boy slept she’d burn her children’s body with that hot water, leaving the gruesome marks he has now. One night his mother had ended up pouring directly in the same spot over his body- not even pouring it but dumping the whole boiling pot on the child’s torso. Causing the skin to burn relentlessly, leaving a horrible scar from his right side to half his back. Screaming and crying in pain, trying to move. Back to Iseul’s sister; Eunchae, she’d always try her best to keep him okay, to help him, to stand up for him. It was just as bad for Eunchae but she had lived with her mother’s doings longer than Iseul- having it a lot more worse on her end. Eunchae tried to do everything she could to help her brother have a good childhood she couldn’t have but ended up failing- she tried her best. With her mother and her brother being there, her brother as her priority and mother ruinning her life- her mental health was horrible, it was bad for her age. Just like that at the age of 16 she had ended it all for herself; she couldn’t handle it all anymore, she couldn’t do anything anymore she felt numb. Iseul at the age of 10 had awakened to seeing his passed sister and her corpse there, frightened eyes of hazel, tears forming, screaming being heard. He knew the reasonings, he knew everything, he knew why but yet questioned why she left him. He couldn’t deal with this alone, he was hurt horribly. Where did it all go wrong he’d wonder. He became distanced from his mom as he grew up more, he didn’t bother to react to her abusive behaviour. He didn’t bother to talk to her one bit. He had to grow up himself, take care of himself. He never showed anything- any sort of reaction as he was near his mother, touched by his mother or spoken by her. Until one day; he snapped after hearing the name of his sister. He gave his mother a long glare and turned his head slowly towards her direction, confused to as why she would mention her name. Chaeyoung went on about him and his sister, causing Iseul to be more upset to where he snapped.
There you have it; the age of 16, attempted murder on his mother, trying to avenge his sister. The male had attacked his mother. He had pushed her onto the ground, relentlessly punching her straight in the cheek. Getting up, reaching for the drawers, a knife. His eyes showed no remorse but yet tears were streaming, he didn’t have any care in this. Letting the knife at the lady, wincing everytime he had took it out to put it back at her. Heavy breathing he let out, staring at what he made, what he did. He took the knife out and found a way to hide it, he was in full panic not knowing what to do. Iseul had then called the police for an ambulance, knowing exactly what he did but covered it up with lies on lies. The boy had ended up getting away with it- thinking it was all over to find out it really wasn’t. She managed to survive, hearing that news gave him complete shock. Leaving him where he is now, 18 years old in Karakura, Japan. He had found his way away from his home town- never mentioning any of this.. To anyone.
NOTE: i need to add pics and play around w the fonts omfg