[A short IC written message made by ????]
[RECOMMENDED SONG]
I love you. Have you heard that before? You always complained on how no one loved you like you wanted them to, I just stare. You continue on, your words leaving your lips, the same lips I'd like to kiss. The wind is moving, it's shifting your hair, clearing the eyes I love so much. Every time I'm with you, I feel like my heart is going to be attacked by a million blades of feelings. Each one harder than the last, these blades are sharp and dangerous... They never miss when I'm with you. Every small thing you tell me, I make sure to remember. Remember how you like your coffee. Remember how you like milk chocolate instead of dark. Remember how cold weather never did you well. I don't know why I love you so much, why I would both kill and die for you. Why I would wait hours just to say hi to you.. Why I would run a million miles just to see your face one more time... Fuck, I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. I don't care if you don't love me back, that's irrelevant. As long as you're happy, I'm happy. I never knew how to write down my feelings, these feelings I still don't understand, but do you understand? After receiving this, are you aware? Aware of what I'm feeling? This isn't a crush, this isn't a feeling that would last as long as it started. This is so much more, I never found the right word until you placed your hair under your ear this morning. I'm not sure what you'll do after reading this, maybe you'd reject me. Maybe you'd stop talking to me. Maybe you'd-... Maybe just maybe, you would say you love me back. But I don't care what option you chose, as long as I can hear your voice one more time, as long as I can see your face one more time, as long as... I know you're happy. Then I don't care what option you chose, I just want you to know that I love you more than you think. I want to hug you right now. I don't want our normal hugs, I want a hug where we feel as if we were transported to some warm meadow, the trees are red, matching our beating hearts, the air would give us a feeling of escape. This is a selfish thing I really want. I know I won't ever get it, but it's fine as long as it's in my head? Are you alright with me still loving you? You may have forgotten what I was talking about, but incase you did...
I love you.
