Just embarrassed myself in the discord and on the server- how many days will I have to wait before the suffering goes away?

Hello! I'm Seoyeon, or "Sτʀαωβєʀʀყ Seσყєση(♡˙︶˙♡)," In game, my user is "Stawberriii" I came across the server while looking for school maps on planetminecraft and found the builder posting about it, I've never been on a roleplay server before, so this is exciting. I wish I could figure out how...

trying to figure out how to play on the server.