“Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.” | FaerTheFeared’s BMD Application

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GUYS I SEE U LOOKING YDYFHF

Out-Of-Character (OOC) Section

IGN:
(Please also list any of your alternate accounts)

FaerTheFeared (Applying)
CuddlyPandaLove
Faer025

Note: I am aware I am applying on an account with a primary slot taken. After speaking to the black market faction lead, it was deemed alright. If this has changed, I am willing to shift it to my primary slot on this account

Describe your activity on the server:

Specify your Discord username and if you have a microphone:

Username: zodayic​

VC Stats​	Useable?​
Microphone​	✔​
Able to VC?​	✔​
Comfortable Talking?​	✔​

Specify your country of origin and time zone:

Canada | EST (GMT-5) / EDT (GMT-4)

What helps you to stand out from other applicants & what can you uniquely provide to the team?

What previous experience do you have in working with a team?

What suggestions do you have to help better the crime faction?

Are you familiar with all rules pertaining to weapon profiles, combat, permissions, and player conduct on the server?

Yes! I have kept up to date & made sure to re-read prior to submitting this application (including ones detailed in announcements, not just forums as there’s specifics not mentioned there).

Are you familiar with that if you leave the black market at any point, the black market lead will have permanent kill permissions on your character?

I acknowledge and agree with the rule that states if I were to leave, the lead would indeed have perms on my character & be able to act on them with proper motive and reason.

Are you familiar with that if your character(s) is/are killed or permanently arrested twice, you will be removed from the black market?

This is incredibly fair, and I acknowledge this fact thoroughly. BMD is a highly sought role, and should be wielded with a level of care.

Are you familiar with that you cannot reveal any out-of-character plans or potential addition to the black market to others?

Of course! Just like many factions, these need to be kept under wraps. Especially in a faction like crime.
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In-Character (IC) Section

Full Legal Name:

Criminal Alias:

Age & Occupation:

Gender & Marital Status:

Ethnicity & Race:

Known Languages:

Former Associations/Occupations:

Highest Level of Education:

Physical/Mental Ailments:
(If inapplicable, put N/A)

Physical

N / A

Mental

Cinder refuses to go to a psychiatrist, especially since she was one. She believes she can help herself, and focuses all her efforts on others. However, these would be the actual mental health issues she suffers from.

Imposter Syndrome (Diagnosis Unavailable)

Imposter Syndrome is something that cannot be diagnosed, as it is not recognized as a mental illness or disorder (Not in the DSM-5 for example). It’s more-so known as a feeling / belief system, rather than something medical.

However, what is it? Well, imposter syndrome is when an individual may persistently feel as though they are a fraud. Even when there is evidence otherwise, those that exhibit symptoms of this often struggle with acknowledging their own achievements. A sense of dread consistently lingers in fear of being ‘exposed’ as less intelligent / capable. Some ideologies include fear of failure, extreme self doubt, belief in ‘chance’ / luck or any other external factor for their achievement. Essentially if that individual does well, they often downplay their own achievement in belief that it was an external factor that contributed to the success rather than themselves. Those with Imposter Syndrome may display the perfectionist trait, and overwork to compensate for what they see as a loss, or not good enough.

Severity: ★★★★☆

Known Family Members:
(If inapplicable, put N/A)

Schneidewind

The Schneidewinds are a branch of the Von Moltke family, relating to them distantly by a great grandparent. The current head of the family is Cinder Schneidewind, with her elder brother holding second influence.

Sibling(s)

Volker Schneidewind

Volker Schneidewind is the infamous emo shopkeeper of Seikatsu and Cinder’s older brother. With a quick temper and sharp mind, he may seem rough around the edges. Despite all this, Volker wields an integral role within the Schneidewind family.

Children​

• Vanilette Schneidewind​
• Chocolette Schneidewind​
• Fraiselette Schneidewind​

Niklas Schneidewind

A college student studying at Karakura College, Niklas is the youngest out of the three.

Direct Cousin(s)​

• Laurent Schneidewind (Former EMS)​

Distant Cousin(s): von Moltke

For the sake of simplicity, I’ll be naming the key members she has spoken to most & has experience with. However, all of them are family by technicality!​

• Deno von Moltke​
• Ioane von Moltke​

Ex von Moltke
Could never leave u guys out #famforever​

• Andreas Asōgi​
• Kokoro Asōgi​

Describe your character's appearance to the greatest detail:

Describe your character's personality to the greatest detail:

Describe your character's backstory to the greatest detail: (200+ words minimum)

Describe an interaction that your character may have as a black market dealer: (This can be anything — a weapon deal, an event they may be involved in, or maybe an interaction with a gang)

Describe any other additional information that is notable in considering your character for the role of a black market dealer: (If inapplicable, put N/A)

“I always wondered the answer to a singular question. Why is it that you want to be seen? Stardom, even among the underground. To assert authority? To prove you have power?”

“. . .”

“Wouldn’t it be better to hail to secrecy? Shrouded in mystery?”

“There would be no traces left, and maybe then, I’ll witness the crumble of sanity.”
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Thank you for taking the time to read my application! Regardless of the verdict, I hope you have a good day/night <3​