GG_Gremlin
Level 35
"They say she keeps her head in the clouds but maybe the clouds come down to protect the worlds she holds in her head."
⊹₊｡ꕤ˚₊⊹ [ OOC INFORMATION ]
Hiiii cutiesssss, obviously don't take information in this document ICly,
Sorry, that your eyes bleeding because I decided to make the text rainbow,
Also, consider this your warning for I have yapped a lot in this.
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Full Name: Clover Clarke.
Aliases: █████████ ████, Clo and Cece.
Date of Birth: March 31st.
Biological Sex: Female.
Gender: Feminine Nonbinary.
Pronouns: She/They.
Height: 5’7" (170cm).
Weight: 143lbs (65kg).
Religion: Wiccan.
Sexuality: Lesbian (Sapphic).
Nationality: British.
Marital Status: Single.
Birthplace: Gay Village, Manchester UK.
Current Location: Karakura, Japan.
Languages: English, Japanese, JSL and French.
Affiliations: Karakura High School [Student],
[KHS] Media Club [Member],
Onrain [User @cottoncandyskies],
Umisachi [Cashier].
"It is better to have your head in the clouds, and know where you are... than to breathe the clearer atmosphere below them and think that you are in paradise."
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[Minecraft Skin Image] [W.I.P] She doesn't have a SRP-Shaded Minecraft Skin yet! ♡ |
Physical Description Clover Clarke, who was once known by the name █████████ ████, is a vibrant young individual in their late teens, exuding a unique and captivating aura. Their glossy, bubblegum-pink hair cascades delicately around their face, adding to their youthful charm. With a pale complexion that contrasts beautifully against their vivid locks, Clover possesses a slender and petite figure, characterized by both a square shape and a hint of athleticism, particularly evident in their well-defined hips. Their striking blue eyes seem to sparkle with an enchanting allure, drawing attention and inviting curiosity. Elongated ears, reminiscent of mystical elves or whimsical fairies, peek out from beneath their colourful hair, adding to their otherworldly presence. |
Clothing Preferences Clover's fashion sense is equally expressive and bold. They typically don a snug, pink crop-top that highlights their figure, paired with short, light-greyish blue jean shorts adorned with stitched patterns of hearts and emblazoned with the colours of the lesbian pride flag. Over this playful ensemble, they wear an oversized cardigan in soft white and pink, embellished with large hearts that create a cozy yet stylish contrast. Their look is completed with white knee-high stockings and a striking pair of mismatched heeled combat boots—one pink and one black—that add a touch of rebellious flair to their overall appearance. |
Personality INFJ (Advocate), you possess a unique combination of idealism and insight that sets you apart in today’s world. Your rich inner life is characterized by complex emotions, vivid imagination, and a deep well of empathy that allows you to connect with others on a profound level. You have an unwavering commitment to your principles and an intense desire to make a positive impact on the world around you. Your natural ability to understand and interpret the feelings and motivations of others is both a gift and a challenge. While it enables you to form deep, meaningful connections and offer invaluable support to those around you, it can also leave you feeling overwhelmed by the emotions and needs of others. You often find yourself torn between your desire to help and your need for privacy and solitude. Your perfectionist tendencies drive you to constantly improve yourself and the world around you. This relentless pursuit of growth and meaning can be both exhilarating and exhausting. You have a knack for seeing potential and possibilities where others might not, but you may struggle to bring your visionary ideas into reality due to self-doubt or fear of criticism. You possess a rare combination of creativity and ****ytical ability. Your intuitive understanding of complex systems and human nature allows you to devise innovative solutions to challenging problems. However, your sensitivity to criticism and tendency to internalize stress can sometimes hold you back from fully expressing your unique gifts. Learning to balance your idealism with practicality and self-care is a key part of your personal journey. |
MBTI Statistics [ INFJ-T ] [54%] ✮✮✮☆☆ Introverted | Extraverted ✮✮☆☆☆ [46%] [81%] ✮✮✮✮☆ Intuitive | Observant ✮☆☆☆☆ [19%] [17%] ✮☆☆☆☆ Thinking | Feeling ✮✮✮✮☆ [83%] [53%] ✮✮✮☆☆ Judging | Prospecting ✮✮☆☆☆ [47%] [19%] ✮☆☆☆☆ Assertive | Turbulent ✮✮✮✮☆ [81%] |
Strengths and Weaknesses [+] Creativity | [-] Perfectionism [+] Inspirational | [-] Idealistic [+] Perceptive | [-] Criticism-Sensitive [+] Harmonious | [-] Conflict-Avoidant [+] Self-Awareness | [-] Self-Critical [+] Visionary | [-] Procrastination [+] Empathetic | [-] Emotionally-Sensitive [+] Dedication | [-] Unrealistic [+] Loyalty | [-] Guarded [+] Intuitivity | [-] Emotion-Absorbing |
Influential Traits ⋆˙⟡ Perfectionism ๋࣭ ⭑⚝ Ambition ⋆˙⟡ Motivation ๋࣭ ⭑⚝ Leadership ⋆˙⟡ Resilience ๋࣭ ⭑⚝ Confidence ⋆˙⟡ Grit ๋࣭ ⭑⚝ Control ⋆˙⟡ Authenticity ๋࣭ ⭑⚝ Loyalty ⋆˙⟡ Altruism ๋࣭ ⭑⚝ Emotional Intelligence |
Behaviour [ General ] Clover often has a resting pout and down-turned eyebrows around new people. However, when she is with acquaintances and new friends, her expression shifts to a small smile. With close friends, longtime friends, or family members, she radiates a smile that could light up even the darkest rooms. She is fiercely loyal to her friends, and when it comes to confronting prejudices or injustices, her typically conflict-avoidant nature is set aside. She confronts harassers in a bold and assertive manner, using strong language and expressive gestures, including poking them. While she always prefers a non-violent resolution, she is prepared to defend herself and will engage in a physical confrontation if someone else initiates a fight. |
[ Autistic Symptoms ] Clover is very expressive with her hands and facial expressions. She often uses her hands to emphasize her sentences or waves them around while speaking. She has a tendency to vocalize in a manner similar to tics, making sounds like "A-a-a-a-a-a-ah" or "Wooooww!" Additionally, she frequently claps or clasps her hands together. However, Clover typically reserves these behaviours for her close friends, as she doesn't want to be seen as disruptive. In public or quiet spaces, such as libraries or classrooms, she opts for more subtle ways to express herself, like clearing her throat or fidgeting with her pinky ring. Clover sometimes misunderstands or misreads situations or words, often taking sarcastic remarks or metaphors literally. This can lead to confusion for both her and the people she is conversing with. She also struggles to understand humour, which may result in her laughing too late, too loudly, or not at all, depending on the situation. In stressful or emotional situations, Clover may become completely nonverbal. During these times, she tries to communicate using Japanese Sign Language or Text-to-Speech. |
[ ADHD Symptoms ] Clover often stretches her limbs, even if it means getting up to walk around and crack her bones—not just her knuckles. She can frequently be seen maneuvering her head to crack her neck as well. To release pent-up energy, Clover aggressively bobs her leg up and down and taps her nails against any nearby flat surface. She also fidgets with her hair or clothes. Clover's ADHD can make it nearly impossible for her to complete certain tasks, especially essays or assignments. During these moments, she may quietly panic and cry while trying to work. Sometimes she manages to complete her assignments competently or even exceed expectations. Other times, she may get no work done, only a little, or just over half, which leads to significant fluctuations in her grades. She greatly appreciates teachers who allow her to continue working on her assignments or essays after school or during lunch periods. |
[ Bipolar Disorder Symptoms ] Clover experiences bipolar disorder, which causes her to have severe mood swings. These swings can range from manic episodes, characterized by high energy, restlessness, and potential delusions or hallucinations, to depressive episodes, where she suffers from low energy, fatigue, exhaustion, low motivation, and a loss of interest. These mood swings can last anywhere from days to months. During Clover's manic episodes, she feels an intense sense of euphoria and happiness but also becomes increasingly emotionally sensitive, irritable, disorganized, and impulsive. She may feel invincible, leading to hyperactivity and reckless behaviour. In these moments, she talks much more than usual, often rambling and speaking quickly in a disorganized and frenetic manner. In contrast, during her depressive episodes, Clover experiences anxiety, apathy, apprehension, discontentment, and a profound loss of interest. She also becomes emotionally sensitive, irritable, and impulsive, and may experience auditory and visual hallucinations. During these times, she tends to speak less frequently, often being curt, blunt, and straight to the point. |
[ Generalised Anxiety Disorder Symptoms ] Clover tends to excessively worry about everyday tasks, particularly cooking and cleaning. This worry heightens her forgetfulness regarding other important activities throughout the day, such as eating and drinking water. Coupled with her ADHD, she often experiences a lingering sense of anxiety, as if she is forgetting something. This constant worry makes her feel restless and prone to startling easily. Additionally, her overactive imagination and delusions lead her to worry about issues like home invasions. |
[ Social Anxiety Disorder Symptoms ] Clover often worries excessively about whether her repetitive behaviours, related to her Autism and ADHD, come across as "normal." She fears being judged or shunned by her peers and strives to make a positive impression on everyone she meets. However, due to her social anxiety, she frequently prefers to stay by herself or in a corner of a room. She often hides away in places like study halls or the library to avoid people and small talk. Despite her love for learning, she dislikes attending classes because of the loud noises and constant chatter from other students. Clover feels more comfortable in smaller classes with few or no people, where she is more likely to participate and ask questions. At times, she skips classes to avoid overstimulation, opting instead to quietly research on the school’s library computers or in tutor rooms by herself. |
Mental Conditions [ Autism Spectrum Condition ] Autism is a neurological and developmental disorder that affects how people interact with others, communicate, learn, and behave. Although autism can be diagnosed at any age, it is described as a “developmental disorder” because symptoms generally appear in the first two years of life. |
[ Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity-Disorder ] ADHD is a developmental disorder characterized by an ongoing pattern of one or more of the following types of symptoms:
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[ Bipolar I Disorder ] Bipolar Disorder (formerly called manic-depressive illness or manic depression) is a mental illness that causes clear shifts in a person’s mood, energy, activity levels, and concentration. People with bipolar disorder often experience periods of extremely “up,” elated, irritable, or energized behaviour (known as manic episodes) and very “down,” sad, indifferent, or hopeless periods (known as depressive episodes). > Bipolar I disorder involves manic episodes that last at least 7 days or manic symptoms so severe that you need immediate hospital care. Depressive episodes are also common. Those often last at least two weeks. This type of bipolar disorder can also involve mixed episodes. |
[ Generalised Anxiety Disorder ] Occasional anxiety is a normal part of life. Many people may worry about things such as health, money, or family problems. But people with GAD feel extremely worried or nervous more frequently about these and other things—even when there is little or no reason to worry about them. GAD usually involves a persistent feeling of anxiety or dread that interferes with how you live your life. It is not the same as occasionally worrying about things or experiencing anxiety due to stressful life events. People living with GAD experience frequent anxiety for months, if not years. People with GAD may:
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[ Social Anxiety Disorder ] Social anxiety disorder is a common type of anxiety disorder. A person with social anxiety disorder feels symptoms of anxiety or fear in situations where they may be scrutinized, evaluated, or judged by others, such as speaking in public, meeting new people, dating, being on a job interview, answering a question in class, or having to talk to a cashier in a store. Doing everyday things, such as eating or drinking in front of others or using a public restroom, also may cause anxiety or fear due to concerns about being humiliated, judged, and rejected. The fear that people with social anxiety disorder have in social situations is so intense that they feel it is beyond their control. For some people, this fear may get in the way of going to work, attending school, or doing everyday things. Other people may be able to accomplish these activities but experience a great deal of fear or anxiety when they do. People with social anxiety disorder may worry about engaging in social situations for weeks before they happen. Sometimes, they end up avoiding places or events that cause distress or generate feelings of embarrassment. Some people with the disorder do not have anxiety related to social interactions but have it during performances instead. They feel symptoms of anxiety in situations such as giving a speech, competing in a sports game, or playing a musical instrument on stage. Social anxiety disorder usually starts during late childhood and may resemble extreme shyness or avoidance of situations or social interactions. It occurs more frequently in females than in males, and this gender difference is more pronounced in adolescents and young adults. When having to perform in front of or be around others, people with social anxiety disorder may:
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"Her love shines over my horizon, she's a slice of heaven; warm moonlight over my horizon."
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"A witch is a woman who worships herself as her own god. She is the creator of her own life, healer of herself."
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Family [Biological Mother] ["Mum"] ███████ ███████ ✮☆☆☆☆ "It's funny to think that if you hadn't gone and cheated on Ma, my life might have turned out differently, but then again, who knows? Maybe it still wouldn't have been all that great, considering you two never really seemed to love each other in the first place." [Mother] ["Ma"] ████ ████ ☆☆☆☆☆ "You. Seriously, what kind of person gets married just to have power over someone else? It’s clear you never really loved Mum; you just saw her as a toy to play with. Honestly, fuck you for that." [Biological Father] █████████ █████ ☆☆☆☆☆ "I have no clue who you are, just some random dude from my mum's job, right? But honestly, it doesn't matter why you showed up; you barged into my home, messed with my life, and tore me away from everything I knew. If I ever figure out who you are or catch a glimpse of your face, just know that you won't walk away with the same face." Romantic Interests None yet, come back later! ♡ Friends [Roommate] ["Zoey"] Zoelle Zimmermann ✮✮☆☆☆ "My new roomie! We're going to chat face-to-face more now, so no more need for FaceTime or awkward late-night phone calls! Woo-hoo!" [Friend] ["Scotty"] "He’s a really nice person! I enjoy spending time with him." [New Friend] Kozo Hamasaki ✮☆☆☆☆ "I don’t know him very well yet, but he seems nice!" Acquaintances None yet, come back later! ♡ |
"If you enjoy the fragrance of a rose, you must accept the thorns which it bears."
⊹₊｡ꕤ˚₊⊹ [ Backstory | Pre-Karakura ] |
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| Clover Clarke, formerly known as █████████ ████, was born and raised in the vibrant and eclectic Gay Village of Manchester, United Kingdom. Clover is the unexpected child of a troubled marriage, born from a passionate yet tumultuous affair between an American woman, ███████ ███████ and a British man, █████████ █████. The American woman's married partner was a Chinese woman named ████ ████, known for her stern demeanour. Throughout Clover's formative years, their biological father, █████████ █████, remained unaware of Clover's existence. From a young age, Clover exhibited symptoms of Autism and ADHD, often labelled as a ‘problem child’ due to their hyperactive nature, emotional outbursts, and unpredictable mood swings. As adolescence approached, they received a diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Condition, Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity-Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and Social Anxiety, adding layers of complexity to their already difficult existence. The instability of their household became increasingly pronounced as their two mothers navigated a painful divorce, a revelation that sent Clover spiralling into the foster care system at the tender age of five. As they moved between different towns and various foster homes across England, their anxiety grew, and their mental health needs went largely unaddressed, leaving them to grapple with a whirlwind of emotions unmedicated until their later teenage years. Upon reaching the age of eighteen, Clover finally seized the opportunity for self-determination. They embraced their newfound freedom by legally changing their name, a powerful act that symbolized their ongoing struggle with gender identity. Adopting the name Clover Clarke allowed them to express their identity as a feminine nonbinary individual. In this transformative period, Clover grew their hair long, dyed it vibrant colours, and refreshed their wardrobe, all part of a broader vision to live authentically in a way they had always yearned for. Driven by the fierce desire for autonomy and a fresh start, Clover worked diligently from the age of eleven across various jobs, saving every penny they could amidst the upheaval of their life circumstances. Eventually, Clover succeeded in amassing enough resources to venture out of their past and into a new chapter, relocating to the picturesque small town of Karakura, Japan. They held onto the hope that this serene island community would serve as a sanctuary, allowing them to escape the shadows of their turbulent upbringing and embrace the brighter future they so passionately sought. |
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| Nothing yet, come back later! ♡ |
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