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"In a world full of fish, Be a Koi."
《 INFORMATION: 》
Full-name: Koi Sang-eo Mulgogi
Aliases: "Gogi" "Fish Priest"
Occupation: Shrine Priest, Rank: Guji 宮司
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay
Marital-Status: Complicated
Birthdate: July 7, 1999
Nationality: Korean
Languages: Korean, Japanese, JSL
《 APPEARENCE: 》
"A Korean man with a tranquil aspect about him. His eyes, unnaturally blue, matching that of the ocean, clearly contacts. His scattered dyed hair bringing to light his clear skin. He'd have a birthmark on his [L] eye that trickled down his neck. Speaking in a calm yet acute tone. He walks with a limp in his [R] leg, appearing clumsy. His bokken; a mural of water and koi fish. The name 'Niibu' engraved at the base."
Hair: A nice broad mixture of orange, black, and an off-white
Eyes: A very deep oceanic blue, A little too blue. . Almost as if contacts.
Height: A pitiful height of 5'8
Weight: 130lbs
Skin tone: He'd have very pale skin with a pinkish undertone
Birthmarks: A very clear and present birthmark would be on his face, surrounding his right eye.
Personality: Most of the time a peaceful, and friendly person. Often being very affectionate and loving towards those he care about. Otherwise he tends to joke around, especially with ones he is close with. He can be rather bold when it comes to doing what's right, he always stands for it. He doesn't like seeing the world to go to waste, especially in such difficult times. He can be very honest and painfully blunt when it comes to most things, especially with strangers. Though most of his personality is not intentional, it varies within how confident he feels day to day. With his medication, this can also vary. He also has a poor habit of people pleasing and not sticking up for himself.
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《 BACKGROUND: 》
Medical History: He has a listed diagnosis of PTSD, ADHD and suspected Autism. He can go mute at times. He's allergic to some animal fur, Such as dog fur and cat fur. Hence his preferred interest in scaly creatures. With his updated medication now, he is more laid-back and calm, the only thing is the drawback from when he misses them. He wouldn’t really take notice of his intense personality differences with these medications, And still doesn’t.
Past Arrests: There are no past arrests on his record, Currently.
Younger years: Growing up, Koi participated in many school activities such as his local swim team in Korea, He had won many awards and medals for such. Koi's grades were always in top-notch condition. Though with some acceptions during the harsher times in his life, he was usually known as a goody two-shoes.
Summarized Backstory:
Starting with A.
Koi Sang-eo Mulgogi. Born in South Korea to a remarkable young woman, Ahnjong Sang-eo.
Originally, Ahnjong Hyeong. She was not so happily married to Seungjae Hyeong. Now this wasn’t an arranged marriage per say, but simply one that had begun to lose its spark over time. You see, Seungjae was always a busy man even with his maintained wealthy status he remained always working. And despite his well-known wealth, no one truly knew what he did. Even his own wife.
The man would disappear for hours within the night, never failing to return 4-5 days later, sometimes weeks, ending on months. There were rumors no one dared to utter in front of the growing Hyeong family, glares in grocery stores amid the couple falling apart, subtle signs, gestures, grimaces.
“Did you hear? —-----”
“ I heard —--- before”
“He’s evil.”
“Disastrous.”
“Poor kids.”
“Bless her.”
“Criminal.”
Deep down somewhere in Ahnjong’s heart and soul she knew. But it was too late and by now she was stuck in a hole she could not crawl out of. Ahnjong and Seungjae had their first children together; Tae and Jiyan, simply a year apart. This gap made the two extremely close; that also being, since for the longest it was just the three of them. Ahnjong, Tae, and Jiyan.
Ahnjong was practically forced to be a stay at home mom due to Seungjae’s intensive work schedule. However, she had opened up her own hair salon, right in the middle of their home. This served to act as the family’s main source of income for quite some time as unfortunately being so, Seungjae valued less practical things than necessities and caring for his family.
Ahnjong was a well-known hair dresser, known for her honesty, dedication, and commitment. She always formed genuine bonds with her customers rather than an in and out situation, leaving lasting impacts on many people.
Despite not living a convenient life, Ahnjong stayed strong. She did not feel such things as regret or hatred towards the life she did not see herself having, but she embraced it. Ahnjong held on dearly to the pillars in her life that served as her strength; her children, and her past.
"To be fully alive is to have an aesthetic perception of life because a major part of the world`s goodness lies in its often unspeakable beauty." - Yukitaka Yamamoto
Ahnjong’s past was a difficult one. She did not have it so easy compared to her husband. But whenever she was at her lowest she knew she could always turn to one thing. ‘The Way of the Kami’
Shintoism had served to be a big part of Ahnjong’s life and journey. She would not force such on her children but often encouraged them to express themselves freely when it came to religion of any kind and even encouraged them to ask all the questions but still remain respectful even in their faith. Alongside this she would often use Shintoism and even other religions and beliefs as a way of teaching her children to grow into spiritually strong and kind-hearted beings like she was once taught when Shintoism had saved her from being someone she no longer knew; simply because she had something to hold onto.
Her wisdom was a big part of her parenting and the strength she wielded for such was with Shintoism’s positive affect on her life. An effect that would serve her and her children well.
“Fear is natural, but how you act despite it defines your strength.”
“The soil rewards the patient. Life is no different.”
“Sincerity is the single virtue that binds divinity and man in one”
“Always stand up for what is right and defend the ones who cannot defend themselves.”
As said, for a while it was just Tae, Jiyan, and Ahnjong. But after Tae and Jiyan a miracle was born, after countless nights of prayers. Koi, otherwise being named after his father, Seungjae. Ahnjong had prayed every night for a beautiful baby girl, and she had gotten her wish. But, Koi was not born Koi exactly, he was not who he wanted to be. He was different from most children but that never failed to shame the boy away from who he truly was.
Koi was spending the majority of the time glued to his mothers hip as Tae and Jiyan had already started school which often left Ahnjong and Koi alone at the house; awarding her time to leave an even bigger impact on her son’s life. Especially as during this time Seungjae had become less present in all of the children's lives, especially Koi’s.
Often Koi would assist his mother in anything she did, whether it was straightening up or aiding around the salon. Ahnjong had believed Koi to have formulated an interest in hair dressing himself and him being known as a girl at the time did not help that factor. But the help Koi brought to his mother was simply his outstanding love for the woman who gave birth to him. That being, she was the only parent he truly knew. And simply how Ahnjong was raising such a boy. He could not be spoiled or lazy, Ahnjong had ensured that.
That idea shortly disappeared when it came to Koi’s own hair styling. His hair had easily grown long but he refused to get it into any sort of ponytail, braided, straightened, curled, gelled, anything. The boy hated having his hair touched and Ahjnong had not experienced such behaviour before, putting it off as a trait he developed on his own.
To combat this Ahjnong managed to ease him into gradual haircuts before he got the boy used to once a month ones. This is where his specific type of hairstyle grew; the love for the one he still bears today, just like his mother always cut it. And he would not have it any other way.
“Just like this, see it’s not so bad now is it?”
By now it was clear that her son was different. But Ahnjong was struggling to make ends meet; as Seungjae was suddenly nowhere to be found. Shortly after Koi’s 12th birthday he had left. There being no traces of him, Koi was left with resentment, leading to his developed trust issues later on in life.
“It’s your birthday soon, brighten up! He’ll be there, he promised…”
“Keep your head up, he’ll be here soon..”
"I’m sorry..”
Ahjnong had believed to have prepared her kids for anything in life. But one thing she could not prepare them for was the hardships, the betrayals and the lies of the world.
With her husband’s disappearance it had brought a different toll on Ahnjong’s life, responsibilities she was destined to take over from the start. She was drowning, and refused to drag her kids down with her. Due to such, Ahjnong had begun to unintentionally neglect Koi’s different needs in life simply because she had no time, no time for doctors, consultations, medications. And to make matters worse, Ahjnong was already pregnant with Seungjae’s 4th child, Daeyang. A son Seungjae again would fail to meet and fail to raise.
With better news; due to Seungjae’s departure it had left Koi with an open room to come out to his mother. During these emotional times he had begun to act out all while on the road of self discovery. The boy was unsure of many things, but this he was certain of. Koi knew who he was at a very young age. It was obvious in more ways than one. So with no surprise or doubt in mind, Ahjnong was more than supportive. Even with the overwhelming decisions Ahjnong had begun to face in life due to her husband leaving, her children made it worth going through.
As time moved on, life began to shift and the Hyeong family turned into the Sang-eo family. A name that was unusual but had meaning, something Ahjnong had chosen herself. With the slight push of the rumors she heard and the truth that began to come to light. A part of her chose this name just to feel a little better about the choices in her life, and a little more human. It began to also be a gateway to never have to face her ex husband ever again and his eternal disappointment. Simply a name that served as an extra shield of protection amidst this cruel, cruel world. Firmly out of the belief of her soul.
Daeyang was born and Tae and Jiyan had begun to serve as extra help around the house. Even whilst being busy with school, they knew their mother needed their help the most. Especially with Koi and their younger brother.
Koi for the most part was doing as well as he could have during this time.
When Koi began Junior High School he had taken an interest in various sports. One of those being, the swim team. The boy was already excelling in school, he was decently popular and had found his way around life seemingly well. Once he joined the swim team Koi’s primary focus was staying busy. This was something the boy had developed from his father. There would be many times Koi would come home exhausted from workouts and competitions. The boy was an excellent swimmer and even better runner, he was quick on his feet and even faster in the water. Koi triumphed; He formed into an excellent swimmer, his way of swimming was elegant and new. By the age of 13 he had already won various trophies and completed many races. At 14 he was made swim team captain of his team. His skills were immaculate; inspiring many his age, older, and younger. And that's when his truest name was given to him, Koi, Koi Mulgogi. It stands, simply, for Koi Fish. Mirroring the way the boy had swam in the water and a representation of the obstacles in his life he had managed to push through, overcoming the current of life.
As said, Koi had managed to make Captain due to his outstanding performances and dedication he put towards the team. The boy had everything he wanted, he was well-known across his small town.
Unfortunately, that light had to come to an end; just a few months after such an award, his life had taken a drastic turn as he had gotten in a horrific accident that scarred him both mentally and physically.
Koi was forced to step down as Captain for the time being as he recovered. During this recovery time he had to amount to many therapy sessions, he had seen every doctor in the business to heal his mind, body, and soul. He had developed severe PTSD from the accident which would lead to nightly episodes, affecting his sleep. Due to this, Koi had ultimately stopped getting as much rest as he should have been; before the boy was even cleared to go back to school he never stopped slowing down, he’d drive himself to the brink of his own despair, forcing himself to work until he was whole again. This had a huge backlash on his stability and the damage that had begun in his right leg significantly increased. He was able to keep his overuse a secret for quite some time before inevitably it was catching up to him. Ahnjong had found out and pulled him out of the swim team entirely, much to Koi’s dismay.
The thing that he had loved the most was gone, the one thing that had helped him cope through it all. His grades had dropped along with his well-being. The boy was already on many medications; Citalopram, Vynase, and many added Mood stabilizers. The only thing that Koi believed truly helped him was the water. But he had broken the trust of the person he cared for the most in the world, his mother. And he knew he could not return to who he used to be, not anymore. He had lost that chance.
This had caused Koi and an abundant amount of emotional and physical stress. Which is why on his 18th birthday he had made the not so thought out decision to move out.
He had unfortunately misused this time, not to grow, but to distract himself from the overbearing pain he felt.
Not much of Koi’s past around this time is known, nor how long he spent away. It is known by some that the man had spent a good portion of his time exploring the world, drowning himself in parties and meeting people from across the world. Something that sounds fun at first glance, but the boy was simply trying to cope.
If he wasn’t partying, he was working. Koi had taken up various job opportunities in many cities. Earning his fair share in life by making a handful of memories, good and bad; alongside meeting and learning more about people he’d only see again once or twice in his life. This was primarily due to Koi having a hard time staying in one place for such a long time and his aspirations were often changing, because the one he wanted so badly, was unattainable.
During this time is when Koi began to discover a lot about himself aside from just swimming. He had grown fond of this lifestyle but felt as if something was missing. Eventually he found himself in Kyoto, Japan. Koi did not expect himself to stay longer than needed, in fact he was just visiting.
“Dear, Son.
I hope the world is treating you well my dear. I know you are out there living your life to your fullest, I do not wish to fight you on that. But I hope you can send me photos of your journeys, especially if you make your way to any of the Shrines and Temples I’ve told you about. You are blessed my child, I wish you luck. Please call me soon,
Love, Mom.”
During this particular time is when Kyoto was at its peak with festivals and Koi had found himself absorbed in the beauty of the Kurama Fire Festival. Hundreds of participants in traditional attire. The boy had found himself at the Yuki Shrine in Kyoto watching as many carried massive pine torches and portal shrines from the village up to the Yuki Shrine. He had heard of festivals like these, even witnessed many similar ones himself. That same day he was supposed to depart was the same day he was all too interested to return the next day to visit the Shrine he failed to see October 22nd.
The very next day as soon as early morning hit he found himself outside of the Yuki Shrine. He made his way up the various steps, he was a knowledgeable young man and found his way around pretty easily. He was all of the sudden more grateful for his mothers knowledge in Shintoism and what hes had taught him. Purification then entry.
He was greeted by a local Priest on his way up. Finding himself being more hooked on the way of life here than he expected. He engaged in conversations that he never thought he’d have. He wasn’t used to such, still caught up in the way he lived himself. In such a fast pace life of partying and not making long term meaningful connections.
He had then begun to visit daily for months. This was the longest time he’s stayed anywhere in such a period of time. He had learned many things from the friends he made at the Yuki Shrine; he had begun to visit the surrounding shrines as well. But income wasn’t being made, he was stunted until he learned about a caretaker program smack dab in the middle of Kyoto.
Thus began his journey of progress. He was becoming a man, the man he wanted to be. Not the man he was forcing himself to become. He had made many friends and was already well-adverse in Japanese, another thing his mother didn’t fail to teach him. He was surprised by what all he could use his mothers teachings with.
“Dear mom,
I’ve found myself in Kyoto, Japan. Below are a few attached photos of me and my friends up at the Yuki Shrine. I do wish for you to know I’ve taken a similar route to your teachings over the years. Teachings that I now realized I often took for granted. I’m a teacher myself now in a way! Well, A caretaker for a school in Kyoto. I’ve been able to make a few long-term friendships here, even encouraging those younger than me.
I think I’ve found my whole again.
Love, Your son.”
Back at home Ahnjong had found herself at peace with life. Her children were well grown now and she was more proud of what they’ve become. Tae had become a Computer Scientist and Jiyan was on his road to Psychiatry work. As for Daeyang he had
become wrapped up in some unfortunate work that led him to become a runaway. He had many secrets with his family and Ahnjong had simply believed only the best was happening with her youngest son due to the many lies Daeyang never failed to tell. His excuse was simply being inspired by his older brother Koi to explore the world himself and what it beholds. But simply enough he needed a new life, under a new name, and a new background.
With what some would call an unfortunate term of events. This was more on the fortunate side for a boy named Minju Haejin. Daeyang had taken him under his wing, having adopted Minju and taught him everything he knew, even teaching the boy how to speak. Life was perfect for them both for a long time, just the two of them. Minju on the road with the only man he knew, he was sheltered in every way possible. But it wasn’t Daeyang’s fault as Minju’s biological parents had kept him in the dark for years. Unfortunately, October 15th, 2022 Daeyang had exited his life. Though Minju was not by blood, they both had changed each other's life for the better. And now the once happy and inspired boy had drifted more apart from humanity.
Meanwhile Koi was oblivious to where his brother had gone. The brother he was once so very close with.
Koi was happy and for the most part careful, unaware that this feeling would soon change upon Daeyang's soon to come death.
He had not expected himself to stay in Kyoto long. Eventually he knew he’d have to say goodbye to his friends as life here just wasn’t for him completely. This was just a path to the bigger step he had to take up a mountain of life. Koi had heard many things about an island called Karakura. From many of the Priests in Kyoto as well, they told stories of the small Shrine there and its beloved kami, Chiharu-Yamatsumi.
Koi would be lying if he didn’t say he wasn’t a tad bit curious to learn more of the kami there and Karakura as a whole. He’s visited many places but Karakura was somewhere new he hadn’t been, undiscovered land and memories he wanted to uncover for himself. For him, it was like a calling. To discover uncharted waters; He had gained the encouragement and blessings to depart from his coworkers and friends from the Yuki Shrine and eventually said his goodbyes to make his way to Karakura, Japan.
Upon his arrival Koi wasn’t sure how to get started in life here. He had money but no knowledge on such an island. He managed to get a cheap I Block Apartment. He had settled in quite well now but hadn’t managed to score a job quite yet, it was different here. Smaller, it had felt like everybody knew everybody. And for the most part, Koi was a nobody.
Shortly after moving here things took a turn.
Koi had found out about Daeyang's death and before he knew it Minju Sang-eo was at his doorstep. A timid boy who had lost his will to speak again once Daeyang had died. But along with Minju came letters, rumors, secrets. More secrets Daeyang in his so-called death had managed to spill onto Koi. This had stunted Koi’s time here, not leaving him any time to adjust or make himself at home. He now had to be a parent just because of Daeyang's foolish decisions.
All said in a letter.
“Dear, Koi. My coolest older brother.
I wrote this letter in advance but I’m unsure of how far you could be by now. Last I heard you were in New York. But it’s been about a year since then. How are you doing? Good I hope. Mom is doing well, Jiyan and Tae too. But they haven’t spoken to me much as of lately, I don’t blame them. I hope you aren’t mad, I’ve redirected all my mail to go to your latest address. Sent accordingly by the closest friend I know at the moment, you’ll like him. As if you ever choose to discover him; His name is Kounosuke Zaimetsu.
I guess I’ll tell you now since with the many letters to come you’ll probably put the pieces together yourself. But people are after me, bad people. Dad’s type of people. I know you don’t like to talk about him anymore but you should, he misses you.
I’m leaving with you most of my assets and someone very dear to me, Minju. He’s a special kid, so please take care of him. I can’t promise you more kids I’ve taken in won’t wish to seek you out, I’ve become rather tightly knit with the strays around here. I’ve told them a lot about you as well. The Zaimetsu’s. I’m sure you could find out more about them yourself but it’s a community over here. I think mom would love it, if I ever got the courage to tell her.
Strays, rejects, those that once had to fight for everything like mom did. They have shelter here, with us, safety, and protection.
Which is why I had to leave. Because by now you’ll probably figure out people want me dead. This letter is scheduled for if I fail to be able to see the family one last time. I’m a danger to the Zaimetsu’s, Minju, and now you.
Please do not try to find me, it's better if everyone thinks I'm dead.”
Letters after letters flooded Koi’s mail all whilst trying to care for a boy he barely knew. It was time for Koi to grow up, and he knew what had to be done. With the guidance of back to back letters and messaging to his friends in Kyoto he had started to continue what Daeyang had done. To teach, and to raise this teenage boy. Koi was only 23 years old when he had to adjust his life around to care for him. All while having to deal with the secrets of Daeyang’s death all by himself.
Minju had begun attending Karakura High and Koi was still unemployed. He and Minju only survived off of the assets they were left. Koi was going through quite a rough time but was determined to stay strong nonetheless, just for Minju. He had bought countless parenting books to adjust to this new lifestyle; he even applied to be a Receptionist at the high school solely to be there for Minju; but no luck. He felt hopeless and scared, so he had hoped that the one familiar thing he could turn to would be the shrine. He had come here to Karakura simply for that, to learn and grow himself, but now it felt like he was stuck here with a kid he didn’t even think liked him and the ‘loss’ of his brother.
Eventually things started to turn back around for Koi. He had made the occasional visits to the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery but had never gotten the courage to speak to anyone there. With the encouragement of his friends back at the Yuki Shrine he began to try worship. Praying wasn’t something Koi normally did, it was always his mother he watched do it firsthand. He’d visit, pray, and learn. Eventually diving into a full year in Karakura, he had unintentionally been devoting himself to Chiharu now. And this worship had clearly turned his life around for the better. He was building a real connection with Minju now as his ‘uncle’. Not being as worried for a job now as he had easily begun taking security nightshifts at the mainland for a local bar, another atmosphere he was used to. But this time around he was the one kicking people out.
Then one day, a particularly rough day that had led Minju and Koi to take a much needed off time to the Monastery. Usually it was just Koi up here by himself but now that the two had gotten closer it was easier for them to share their interests than it was before. Koi began to teach Minju about Shintoism and what all he had managed to learn about Chiharu during his time here and in Kyoto.
Minju was amazed by the shrine’s architecture and beauty but upon seeing the lively koi fish and the sun shining down on them it was like a lightbulb had clicked in his usual sorrowed brain. He knew how often his uncle visited this shrine but yet no one really knew him, acknowledged him. He was happy for the first time in a long time, of how far their relationship has strengthened since they first met and knew it was all thanks to Chiharu, and this shrine. Minju was a smart boy, so the ideas simply began to flow in his head once he noticed the pattern of destined events that were forming here. Even while being limited to JSL when communicating, their bond was more than enough now for Minju to feel comfortable when expressing himself with Koi.
“Koi.”
“Yes?”
“Why don't you become a Priest here? You seem to be pretty passionate about it all.”
“I… never thought about that.”
And from then on, potentially becoming a Priest was all he could think about. He never thought that to be an option let alone choice. Later that day, Koi was inspired to continue to learn, and he realized his growth for the first time. Growth he never realized was there, growth from his hardships and challenges. The very thing that had earned him his name, what he knew his name truly represented.
Koi stepped into a new cycle of life. He studied and practiced Shintoism under the sole worship of Chiharu-Yamatsumi and when the time came he took that much needed leap the one thing that would bring him out of his shell, his much cracked shell. Koi wrote a letter to the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery, desperate to share his story and knowledge, and to become a Priest.
Present Day Koi:
Koi has faced many difficulties in his life. He had become an official Priest, passing his exam and making many memories. At first he didn’t believe this life was cut out for him. But like his mother, Shintoism had saved him. Once, and then again with Lady Chiharu.
He finally started making friends in Karakura. Genuine connections with some he still holds today. With those connections come losses. The group of new Miko and Shinkan he entered Shrine with had all drifted apart, leaving him alone. But he recovered even after the death of his most cared for at the time, Maiden Primrose.
Koi had easily begun to take inspiration from the current Guji at the time, Sho. Inspired by his well-known achievements and personality. At first it was difficult but Koi began to settle in. A year passed and he had lost plenty, something he was quite fond of now. Losses that often delayed him but again, like his mother, he remained strong for those he cared about.
Koi has progressed. From someone who once hated touch and affection at all to someone who values that connection more than anything now, even if it scares him. Often the only affection he gave was air head-pats, with the turn of Maiden Primrose’s death and long after Guji Evelin’s he became more sheltered. Not wanting to risk losing friends whether that be in death or retiring; he never made the effort to make any, especially with the new Miko and Shinkan groups that came and went within the Monastery. But eventually with much needed time and discussion, followed by even more losses and coping he had begun to open up more with the help of his Shrine family and therapy sessions in the mainland which eventually shifted to Karakura Hospital visits. At first he was embarrassed to even need more help, which is why it all had started in the mainland, a simple stepping stone for bigger things yet again.
Now he has grown stronger than ever from his old quiet self to a man of humor, wisdom, and personality. He’s friends with many guests of all kinds now, finally, somebody.
Despite what he says, he has no enemies, for one could always come to love a Koi. He has grown closer with the shrine and is now Guji. He values his friendships more than ever now, coming to acknowledge that loss aches; but the memories made count the most in such a short life, lived. Koi has also turned to using the good part of Daeyang’s life, cherishing his younger brother’s one good quality by taking under his wing many children that were just as alone as Minju once was. He continues to thrive, though not the usual Priest nor Guji. His efforts are to make the most of his life and others, wanting to please, assist, and teach those that matter the most to him. Even if it means embarrassing himself for someone else's comfort, just to be seen and not scared of.
《 ABOUT ME: 》
Likes: The beauty of nature, Music, Well-made food. Shrine, respectful and or simply knowledgeable people.
Dislikes: Disruptive people, Some forms of confrontation, Ducks.
Hobbies: Swimming, Writing, Sewing, Painting.
Favorite Food(s): Cereal, Shrimp, Rice, Watermelon, Fu, Sushi, Anything sweet, previously cared nothing for sweet things until rather recently.
Favorite Drink(s): Green tea, Water, Any type of juice.
Favorite Animal(s): Koi Fish, Sharks, Lizards
Equipment: Carries around a Koinobori, “Blue Wave” glasses, One stuffed koi fish he named Koi Junior, otherwise known as Gillbert. A rock named Carl, a hiking backpack secured with trusty locks and filled with his Shrine Essentials. And a Shark phone, inside of the case a small baggy of fish food for some odd reason.. He is also sometimes seen with his cane or plushies; His shrimp plushies 'Prim and Mack', his Corgi Plushie 'Timmy', A Red Panda plushie he's named 'Rei-Yuna', His Maiden Charlotte O'Sullivan-Tokugawa plushie, his Kitsa plushie, and Cat-Shark plushie. He also carries around in his backpack an Ocarina, Hair clippers, Neentendo switch, Game boy and lots of more record breaking stuff. Each of these names for his beloved items have some sort of resemblance to his life or based off of the person who gifted it to him. Usually he only keeps meaningful things that represent the people he cares about on him.
Also featuring his koi fish painted box that holds his spiritual valuables in it. Sound cleansing items, herbs, candles, salt, tarot deck, you name it, its in it.
《 GALLERY: 》
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《 BONUS: 》
Legend says that long ago, there was an abundance of golden koi fish in the Yellow River in China. They made their way upstream, going against the current, building strength and perseverance. Their golden hue made the river shimmer as if it was a river of gold.* +《Koi Sang-eo Mulgogi》+ *
"In a world full of fish, Be a Koi."
《 INFORMATION: 》
Full-name: Koi Sang-eo Mulgogi
Aliases: "Gogi" "Fish Priest"
Occupation: Shrine Priest, Rank: Guji 宮司
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay
Marital-Status: Complicated
Birthdate: July 7, 1999
Nationality: Korean
Languages: Korean, Japanese, JSL
《 APPEARENCE: 》
"A Korean man with a tranquil aspect about him. His eyes, unnaturally blue, matching that of the ocean, clearly contacts. His scattered dyed hair bringing to light his clear skin. He'd have a birthmark on his [L] eye that trickled down his neck. Speaking in a calm yet acute tone. He walks with a limp in his [R] leg, appearing clumsy. His bokken; a mural of water and koi fish. The name 'Niibu' engraved at the base."
Hair: A nice broad mixture of orange, black, and an off-white
Eyes: A very deep oceanic blue, A little too blue. . Almost as if contacts.
Height: A pitiful height of 5'8
Weight: 130lbs
Skin tone: He'd have very pale skin with a pinkish undertone
Birthmarks: A very clear and present birthmark would be on his face, surrounding his right eye.
Personality: Most of the time a peaceful, and friendly person. Often being very affectionate and loving towards those he care about. Otherwise he tends to joke around, especially with ones he is close with. He can be rather bold when it comes to doing what's right, he always stands for it. He doesn't like seeing the world to go to waste, especially in such difficult times. He can be very honest and painfully blunt when it comes to most things, especially with strangers. Though most of his personality is not intentional, it varies within how confident he feels day to day. With his medication, this can also vary. He also has a poor habit of people pleasing and not sticking up for himself.
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《 BACKGROUND: 》
Medical History: He has a listed diagnosis of PTSD, ADHD and suspected Autism. He can go mute at times. He's allergic to some animal fur, Such as dog fur and cat fur. Hence his preferred interest in scaly creatures. With his updated medication now, he is more laid-back and calm, the only thing is the drawback from when he misses them. He wouldn’t really take notice of his intense personality differences with these medications, And still doesn’t.
Past Arrests: There are no past arrests on his record, Currently.
Younger years: Growing up, Koi participated in many school activities such as his local swim team in Korea, He had won many awards and medals for such. Koi's grades were always in top-notch condition. Though with some acceptions during the harsher times in his life, he was usually known as a goody two-shoes.
Summarized Backstory:
Starting with A.
Koi Sang-eo Mulgogi. Born in South Korea to a remarkable young woman, Ahnjong Sang-eo.
Originally, Ahnjong Hyeong. She was not so happily married to Seungjae Hyeong. Now this wasn’t an arranged marriage per say, but simply one that had begun to lose its spark over time. You see, Seungjae was always a busy man even with his maintained wealthy status he remained always working. And despite his well-known wealth, no one truly knew what he did. Even his own wife.
The man would disappear for hours within the night, never failing to return 4-5 days later, sometimes weeks, ending on months. There were rumors no one dared to utter in front of the growing Hyeong family, glares in grocery stores amid the couple falling apart, subtle signs, gestures, grimaces.
“Did you hear? —-----”
“ I heard —--- before”
“He’s evil.”
“Disastrous.”
“Poor kids.”
“Bless her.”
“Criminal.”
Deep down somewhere in Ahnjong’s heart and soul she knew. But it was too late and by now she was stuck in a hole she could not crawl out of. Ahnjong and Seungjae had their first children together; Tae and Jiyan, simply a year apart. This gap made the two extremely close; that also being, since for the longest it was just the three of them. Ahnjong, Tae, and Jiyan.
Ahnjong was practically forced to be a stay at home mom due to Seungjae’s intensive work schedule. However, she had opened up her own hair salon, right in the middle of their home. This served to act as the family’s main source of income for quite some time as unfortunately being so, Seungjae valued less practical things than necessities and caring for his family.
Ahnjong was a well-known hair dresser, known for her honesty, dedication, and commitment. She always formed genuine bonds with her customers rather than an in and out situation, leaving lasting impacts on many people.
Despite not living a convenient life, Ahnjong stayed strong. She did not feel such things as regret or hatred towards the life she did not see herself having, but she embraced it. Ahnjong held on dearly to the pillars in her life that served as her strength; her children, and her past.
"To be fully alive is to have an aesthetic perception of life because a major part of the world`s goodness lies in its often unspeakable beauty." - Yukitaka Yamamoto
Ahnjong’s past was a difficult one. She did not have it so easy compared to her husband. But whenever she was at her lowest she knew she could always turn to one thing. ‘The Way of the Kami’
Shintoism had served to be a big part of Ahnjong’s life and journey. She would not force such on her children but often encouraged them to express themselves freely when it came to religion of any kind and even encouraged them to ask all the questions but still remain respectful even in their faith. Alongside this she would often use Shintoism and even other religions and beliefs as a way of teaching her children to grow into spiritually strong and kind-hearted beings like she was once taught when Shintoism had saved her from being someone she no longer knew; simply because she had something to hold onto.
Her wisdom was a big part of her parenting and the strength she wielded for such was with Shintoism’s positive affect on her life. An effect that would serve her and her children well.
“Fear is natural, but how you act despite it defines your strength.”
“The soil rewards the patient. Life is no different.”
“Sincerity is the single virtue that binds divinity and man in one”
“Always stand up for what is right and defend the ones who cannot defend themselves.”
As said, for a while it was just Tae, Jiyan, and Ahnjong. But after Tae and Jiyan a miracle was born, after countless nights of prayers. Koi, otherwise being named after his father, Seungjae. Ahnjong had prayed every night for a beautiful baby girl, and she had gotten her wish. But, Koi was not born Koi exactly, he was not who he wanted to be. He was different from most children but that never failed to shame the boy away from who he truly was.
Koi was spending the majority of the time glued to his mothers hip as Tae and Jiyan had already started school which often left Ahnjong and Koi alone at the house; awarding her time to leave an even bigger impact on her son’s life. Especially as during this time Seungjae had become less present in all of the children's lives, especially Koi’s.
Often Koi would assist his mother in anything she did, whether it was straightening up or aiding around the salon. Ahnjong had believed Koi to have formulated an interest in hair dressing himself and him being known as a girl at the time did not help that factor. But the help Koi brought to his mother was simply his outstanding love for the woman who gave birth to him. That being, she was the only parent he truly knew. And simply how Ahnjong was raising such a boy. He could not be spoiled or lazy, Ahnjong had ensured that.
That idea shortly disappeared when it came to Koi’s own hair styling. His hair had easily grown long but he refused to get it into any sort of ponytail, braided, straightened, curled, gelled, anything. The boy hated having his hair touched and Ahjnong had not experienced such behaviour before, putting it off as a trait he developed on his own.
To combat this Ahjnong managed to ease him into gradual haircuts before he got the boy used to once a month ones. This is where his specific type of hairstyle grew; the love for the one he still bears today, just like his mother always cut it. And he would not have it any other way.
“Just like this, see it’s not so bad now is it?”
By now it was clear that her son was different. But Ahnjong was struggling to make ends meet; as Seungjae was suddenly nowhere to be found. Shortly after Koi’s 12th birthday he had left. There being no traces of him, Koi was left with resentment, leading to his developed trust issues later on in life.
“It’s your birthday soon, brighten up! He’ll be there, he promised…”
“Keep your head up, he’ll be here soon..”
"I’m sorry..”
Ahjnong had believed to have prepared her kids for anything in life. But one thing she could not prepare them for was the hardships, the betrayals and the lies of the world.
With her husband’s disappearance it had brought a different toll on Ahnjong’s life, responsibilities she was destined to take over from the start. She was drowning, and refused to drag her kids down with her. Due to such, Ahjnong had begun to unintentionally neglect Koi’s different needs in life simply because she had no time, no time for doctors, consultations, medications. And to make matters worse, Ahjnong was already pregnant with Seungjae’s 4th child, Daeyang. A son Seungjae again would fail to meet and fail to raise.
With better news; due to Seungjae’s departure it had left Koi with an open room to come out to his mother. During these emotional times he had begun to act out all while on the road of self discovery. The boy was unsure of many things, but this he was certain of. Koi knew who he was at a very young age. It was obvious in more ways than one. So with no surprise or doubt in mind, Ahjnong was more than supportive. Even with the overwhelming decisions Ahjnong had begun to face in life due to her husband leaving, her children made it worth going through.
As time moved on, life began to shift and the Hyeong family turned into the Sang-eo family. A name that was unusual but had meaning, something Ahjnong had chosen herself. With the slight push of the rumors she heard and the truth that began to come to light. A part of her chose this name just to feel a little better about the choices in her life, and a little more human. It began to also be a gateway to never have to face her ex husband ever again and his eternal disappointment. Simply a name that served as an extra shield of protection amidst this cruel, cruel world. Firmly out of the belief of her soul.
Daeyang was born and Tae and Jiyan had begun to serve as extra help around the house. Even whilst being busy with school, they knew their mother needed their help the most. Especially with Koi and their younger brother.
Koi for the most part was doing as well as he could have during this time.
When Koi began Junior High School he had taken an interest in various sports. One of those being, the swim team. The boy was already excelling in school, he was decently popular and had found his way around life seemingly well. Once he joined the swim team Koi’s primary focus was staying busy. This was something the boy had developed from his father. There would be many times Koi would come home exhausted from workouts and competitions. The boy was an excellent swimmer and even better runner, he was quick on his feet and even faster in the water. Koi triumphed; He formed into an excellent swimmer, his way of swimming was elegant and new. By the age of 13 he had already won various trophies and completed many races. At 14 he was made swim team captain of his team. His skills were immaculate; inspiring many his age, older, and younger. And that's when his truest name was given to him, Koi, Koi Mulgogi. It stands, simply, for Koi Fish. Mirroring the way the boy had swam in the water and a representation of the obstacles in his life he had managed to push through, overcoming the current of life.
As said, Koi had managed to make Captain due to his outstanding performances and dedication he put towards the team. The boy had everything he wanted, he was well-known across his small town.
Unfortunately, that light had to come to an end; just a few months after such an award, his life had taken a drastic turn as he had gotten in a horrific accident that scarred him both mentally and physically.
Koi was forced to step down as Captain for the time being as he recovered. During this recovery time he had to amount to many therapy sessions, he had seen every doctor in the business to heal his mind, body, and soul. He had developed severe PTSD from the accident which would lead to nightly episodes, affecting his sleep. Due to this, Koi had ultimately stopped getting as much rest as he should have been; before the boy was even cleared to go back to school he never stopped slowing down, he’d drive himself to the brink of his own despair, forcing himself to work until he was whole again. This had a huge backlash on his stability and the damage that had begun in his right leg significantly increased. He was able to keep his overuse a secret for quite some time before inevitably it was catching up to him. Ahnjong had found out and pulled him out of the swim team entirely, much to Koi’s dismay.
The thing that he had loved the most was gone, the one thing that had helped him cope through it all. His grades had dropped along with his well-being. The boy was already on many medications; Citalopram, Vynase, and many added Mood stabilizers. The only thing that Koi believed truly helped him was the water. But he had broken the trust of the person he cared for the most in the world, his mother. And he knew he could not return to who he used to be, not anymore. He had lost that chance.
This had caused Koi and an abundant amount of emotional and physical stress. Which is why on his 18th birthday he had made the not so thought out decision to move out.
He had unfortunately misused this time, not to grow, but to distract himself from the overbearing pain he felt.
Not much of Koi’s past around this time is known, nor how long he spent away. It is known by some that the man had spent a good portion of his time exploring the world, drowning himself in parties and meeting people from across the world. Something that sounds fun at first glance, but the boy was simply trying to cope.
If he wasn’t partying, he was working. Koi had taken up various job opportunities in many cities. Earning his fair share in life by making a handful of memories, good and bad; alongside meeting and learning more about people he’d only see again once or twice in his life. This was primarily due to Koi having a hard time staying in one place for such a long time and his aspirations were often changing, because the one he wanted so badly, was unattainable.
During this time is when Koi began to discover a lot about himself aside from just swimming. He had grown fond of this lifestyle but felt as if something was missing. Eventually he found himself in Kyoto, Japan. Koi did not expect himself to stay longer than needed, in fact he was just visiting.
“Dear, Son.
I hope the world is treating you well my dear. I know you are out there living your life to your fullest, I do not wish to fight you on that. But I hope you can send me photos of your journeys, especially if you make your way to any of the Shrines and Temples I’ve told you about. You are blessed my child, I wish you luck. Please call me soon,
Love, Mom.”
During this particular time is when Kyoto was at its peak with festivals and Koi had found himself absorbed in the beauty of the Kurama Fire Festival. Hundreds of participants in traditional attire. The boy had found himself at the Yuki Shrine in Kyoto watching as many carried massive pine torches and portal shrines from the village up to the Yuki Shrine. He had heard of festivals like these, even witnessed many similar ones himself. That same day he was supposed to depart was the same day he was all too interested to return the next day to visit the Shrine he failed to see October 22nd.
The very next day as soon as early morning hit he found himself outside of the Yuki Shrine. He made his way up the various steps, he was a knowledgeable young man and found his way around pretty easily. He was all of the sudden more grateful for his mothers knowledge in Shintoism and what hes had taught him. Purification then entry.
He was greeted by a local Priest on his way up. Finding himself being more hooked on the way of life here than he expected. He engaged in conversations that he never thought he’d have. He wasn’t used to such, still caught up in the way he lived himself. In such a fast pace life of partying and not making long term meaningful connections.
He had then begun to visit daily for months. This was the longest time he’s stayed anywhere in such a period of time. He had learned many things from the friends he made at the Yuki Shrine; he had begun to visit the surrounding shrines as well. But income wasn’t being made, he was stunted until he learned about a caretaker program smack dab in the middle of Kyoto.
Thus began his journey of progress. He was becoming a man, the man he wanted to be. Not the man he was forcing himself to become. He had made many friends and was already well-adverse in Japanese, another thing his mother didn’t fail to teach him. He was surprised by what all he could use his mothers teachings with.
“Dear mom,
I’ve found myself in Kyoto, Japan. Below are a few attached photos of me and my friends up at the Yuki Shrine. I do wish for you to know I’ve taken a similar route to your teachings over the years. Teachings that I now realized I often took for granted. I’m a teacher myself now in a way! Well, A caretaker for a school in Kyoto. I’ve been able to make a few long-term friendships here, even encouraging those younger than me.
I think I’ve found my whole again.
Love, Your son.”
Back at home Ahnjong had found herself at peace with life. Her children were well grown now and she was more proud of what they’ve become. Tae had become a Computer Scientist and Jiyan was on his road to Psychiatry work. As for Daeyang he had
become wrapped up in some unfortunate work that led him to become a runaway. He had many secrets with his family and Ahnjong had simply believed only the best was happening with her youngest son due to the many lies Daeyang never failed to tell. His excuse was simply being inspired by his older brother Koi to explore the world himself and what it beholds. But simply enough he needed a new life, under a new name, and a new background.
With what some would call an unfortunate term of events. This was more on the fortunate side for a boy named Minju Haejin. Daeyang had taken him under his wing, having adopted Minju and taught him everything he knew, even teaching the boy how to speak. Life was perfect for them both for a long time, just the two of them. Minju on the road with the only man he knew, he was sheltered in every way possible. But it wasn’t Daeyang’s fault as Minju’s biological parents had kept him in the dark for years. Unfortunately, October 15th, 2022 Daeyang had exited his life. Though Minju was not by blood, they both had changed each other's life for the better. And now the once happy and inspired boy had drifted more apart from humanity.
Meanwhile Koi was oblivious to where his brother had gone. The brother he was once so very close with.
Koi was happy and for the most part careful, unaware that this feeling would soon change upon Daeyang's soon to come death.
He had not expected himself to stay in Kyoto long. Eventually he knew he’d have to say goodbye to his friends as life here just wasn’t for him completely. This was just a path to the bigger step he had to take up a mountain of life. Koi had heard many things about an island called Karakura. From many of the Priests in Kyoto as well, they told stories of the small Shrine there and its beloved kami, Chiharu-Yamatsumi.
Koi would be lying if he didn’t say he wasn’t a tad bit curious to learn more of the kami there and Karakura as a whole. He’s visited many places but Karakura was somewhere new he hadn’t been, undiscovered land and memories he wanted to uncover for himself. For him, it was like a calling. To discover uncharted waters; He had gained the encouragement and blessings to depart from his coworkers and friends from the Yuki Shrine and eventually said his goodbyes to make his way to Karakura, Japan.
Upon his arrival Koi wasn’t sure how to get started in life here. He had money but no knowledge on such an island. He managed to get a cheap I Block Apartment. He had settled in quite well now but hadn’t managed to score a job quite yet, it was different here. Smaller, it had felt like everybody knew everybody. And for the most part, Koi was a nobody.
Shortly after moving here things took a turn.
Koi had found out about Daeyang's death and before he knew it Minju Sang-eo was at his doorstep. A timid boy who had lost his will to speak again once Daeyang had died. But along with Minju came letters, rumors, secrets. More secrets Daeyang in his so-called death had managed to spill onto Koi. This had stunted Koi’s time here, not leaving him any time to adjust or make himself at home. He now had to be a parent just because of Daeyang's foolish decisions.
All said in a letter.
“Dear, Koi. My coolest older brother.
I wrote this letter in advance but I’m unsure of how far you could be by now. Last I heard you were in New York. But it’s been about a year since then. How are you doing? Good I hope. Mom is doing well, Jiyan and Tae too. But they haven’t spoken to me much as of lately, I don’t blame them. I hope you aren’t mad, I’ve redirected all my mail to go to your latest address. Sent accordingly by the closest friend I know at the moment, you’ll like him. As if you ever choose to discover him; His name is Kounosuke Zaimetsu.
I guess I’ll tell you now since with the many letters to come you’ll probably put the pieces together yourself. But people are after me, bad people. Dad’s type of people. I know you don’t like to talk about him anymore but you should, he misses you.
I’m leaving with you most of my assets and someone very dear to me, Minju. He’s a special kid, so please take care of him. I can’t promise you more kids I’ve taken in won’t wish to seek you out, I’ve become rather tightly knit with the strays around here. I’ve told them a lot about you as well. The Zaimetsu’s. I’m sure you could find out more about them yourself but it’s a community over here. I think mom would love it, if I ever got the courage to tell her.
Strays, rejects, those that once had to fight for everything like mom did. They have shelter here, with us, safety, and protection.
Which is why I had to leave. Because by now you’ll probably figure out people want me dead. This letter is scheduled for if I fail to be able to see the family one last time. I’m a danger to the Zaimetsu’s, Minju, and now you.
Please do not try to find me, it's better if everyone thinks I'm dead.”
Letters after letters flooded Koi’s mail all whilst trying to care for a boy he barely knew. It was time for Koi to grow up, and he knew what had to be done. With the guidance of back to back letters and messaging to his friends in Kyoto he had started to continue what Daeyang had done. To teach, and to raise this teenage boy. Koi was only 23 years old when he had to adjust his life around to care for him. All while having to deal with the secrets of Daeyang’s death all by himself.
Minju had begun attending Karakura High and Koi was still unemployed. He and Minju only survived off of the assets they were left. Koi was going through quite a rough time but was determined to stay strong nonetheless, just for Minju. He had bought countless parenting books to adjust to this new lifestyle; he even applied to be a Receptionist at the high school solely to be there for Minju; but no luck. He felt hopeless and scared, so he had hoped that the one familiar thing he could turn to would be the shrine. He had come here to Karakura simply for that, to learn and grow himself, but now it felt like he was stuck here with a kid he didn’t even think liked him and the ‘loss’ of his brother.
Eventually things started to turn back around for Koi. He had made the occasional visits to the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery but had never gotten the courage to speak to anyone there. With the encouragement of his friends back at the Yuki Shrine he began to try worship. Praying wasn’t something Koi normally did, it was always his mother he watched do it firsthand. He’d visit, pray, and learn. Eventually diving into a full year in Karakura, he had unintentionally been devoting himself to Chiharu now. And this worship had clearly turned his life around for the better. He was building a real connection with Minju now as his ‘uncle’. Not being as worried for a job now as he had easily begun taking security nightshifts at the mainland for a local bar, another atmosphere he was used to. But this time around he was the one kicking people out.
Then one day, a particularly rough day that had led Minju and Koi to take a much needed off time to the Monastery. Usually it was just Koi up here by himself but now that the two had gotten closer it was easier for them to share their interests than it was before. Koi began to teach Minju about Shintoism and what all he had managed to learn about Chiharu during his time here and in Kyoto.
Minju was amazed by the shrine’s architecture and beauty but upon seeing the lively koi fish and the sun shining down on them it was like a lightbulb had clicked in his usual sorrowed brain. He knew how often his uncle visited this shrine but yet no one really knew him, acknowledged him. He was happy for the first time in a long time, of how far their relationship has strengthened since they first met and knew it was all thanks to Chiharu, and this shrine. Minju was a smart boy, so the ideas simply began to flow in his head once he noticed the pattern of destined events that were forming here. Even while being limited to JSL when communicating, their bond was more than enough now for Minju to feel comfortable when expressing himself with Koi.
“Koi.”
“Yes?”
“Why don't you become a Priest here? You seem to be pretty passionate about it all.”
“I… never thought about that.”
And from then on, potentially becoming a Priest was all he could think about. He never thought that to be an option let alone choice. Later that day, Koi was inspired to continue to learn, and he realized his growth for the first time. Growth he never realized was there, growth from his hardships and challenges. The very thing that had earned him his name, what he knew his name truly represented.
Koi stepped into a new cycle of life. He studied and practiced Shintoism under the sole worship of Chiharu-Yamatsumi and when the time came he took that much needed leap the one thing that would bring him out of his shell, his much cracked shell. Koi wrote a letter to the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery, desperate to share his story and knowledge, and to become a Priest.
Present Day Koi:
Koi has faced many difficulties in his life. He had become an official Priest, passing his exam and making many memories. At first he didn’t believe this life was cut out for him. But like his mother, Shintoism had saved him. Once, and then again with Lady Chiharu.
He finally started making friends in Karakura. Genuine connections with some he still holds today. With those connections come losses. The group of new Miko and Shinkan he entered Shrine with had all drifted apart, leaving him alone. But he recovered even after the death of his most cared for at the time, Maiden Primrose.
Koi had easily begun to take inspiration from the current Guji at the time, Sho. Inspired by his well-known achievements and personality. At first it was difficult but Koi began to settle in. A year passed and he had lost plenty, something he was quite fond of now. Losses that often delayed him but again, like his mother, he remained strong for those he cared about.
Koi has progressed. From someone who once hated touch and affection at all to someone who values that connection more than anything now, even if it scares him. Often the only affection he gave was air head-pats, with the turn of Maiden Primrose’s death and long after Guji Evelin’s he became more sheltered. Not wanting to risk losing friends whether that be in death or retiring; he never made the effort to make any, especially with the new Miko and Shinkan groups that came and went within the Monastery. But eventually with much needed time and discussion, followed by even more losses and coping he had begun to open up more with the help of his Shrine family and therapy sessions in the mainland which eventually shifted to Karakura Hospital visits. At first he was embarrassed to even need more help, which is why it all had started in the mainland, a simple stepping stone for bigger things yet again.
Now he has grown stronger than ever from his old quiet self to a man of humor, wisdom, and personality. He’s friends with many guests of all kinds now, finally, somebody.
Despite what he says, he has no enemies, for one could always come to love a Koi. He has grown closer with the shrine and is now Guji. He values his friendships more than ever now, coming to acknowledge that loss aches; but the memories made count the most in such a short life, lived. Koi has also turned to using the good part of Daeyang’s life, cherishing his younger brother’s one good quality by taking under his wing many children that were just as alone as Minju once was. He continues to thrive, though not the usual Priest nor Guji. His efforts are to make the most of his life and others, wanting to please, assist, and teach those that matter the most to him. Even if it means embarrassing himself for someone else's comfort, just to be seen and not scared of.
《 ABOUT ME: 》
Likes: The beauty of nature, Music, Well-made food. Shrine, respectful and or simply knowledgeable people.
Dislikes: Disruptive people, Some forms of confrontation, Ducks.
Hobbies: Swimming, Writing, Sewing, Painting.
Favorite Food(s): Cereal, Shrimp, Rice, Watermelon, Fu, Sushi, Anything sweet, previously cared nothing for sweet things until rather recently.
Favorite Drink(s): Green tea, Water, Any type of juice.
Favorite Animal(s): Koi Fish, Sharks, Lizards
Equipment: Carries around a Koinobori, “Blue Wave” glasses, One stuffed koi fish he named Koi Junior, otherwise known as Gillbert. A rock named Carl, a hiking backpack secured with trusty locks and filled with his Shrine Essentials. And a Shark phone, inside of the case a small baggy of fish food for some odd reason.. He is also sometimes seen with his cane or plushies; His shrimp plushies 'Prim and Mack', his Corgi Plushie 'Timmy', A Red Panda plushie he's named 'Rei-Yuna', His Maiden Charlotte O'Sullivan-Tokugawa plushie, his Kitsa plushie, and Cat-Shark plushie. He also carries around in his backpack an Ocarina, Hair clippers, Neentendo switch, Game boy and lots of more record breaking stuff. Each of these names for his beloved items have some sort of resemblance to his life or based off of the person who gifted it to him. Usually he only keeps meaningful things that represent the people he cares about on him.
Also featuring his koi fish painted box that holds his spiritual valuables in it. Sound cleansing items, herbs, candles, salt, tarot deck, you name it, its in it.
《 GALLERY: 》
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《 BONUS: 》
Halfway upstream, they came to a large waterfall, an impossible height that is too high to traverse. This waterfall is known as the “Dragon’s Gate” in Hunan province. Most of the koi turned back, going with the current to safer ground. However, some koi stayed and attempted to jump and surpass the waterfall. Some of them got halfway, but then pummeled back downstream after they’ve lost momentum and energy.
The spirits of the river watched the koi try over and over again, making fun of them as they found it amusing.
This went on for one hundred years, the group of koi continued to try and swim up the waterfall but always stopped at exactly that waterfall. At each attempt the koi made it slightly further, gaining technique and strength as they practiced that waterfall.
The spirits continued to make fun of the koi, knowing that it’s such an impossible feat to make it past the waterfall.
One koi tried a different strategy. It went down to the bottom of the river, built up as much speed as it could, and leaped out of the water. It swam as hard as it could up the walls. Somehow, it reached the top of the waterfall, and continued to swim upstream.
The spirits were silenced watching that scene - how the koi succeeded in the impossible. Knowing the multiple attempts that the koi have tried over the years,
The spirits transformed the koi into a golden dragon as a reward for its achievement. In the Chinese culture, a golden dragon is the ultimate symbol of power and strength. That is also how the waterfall is known to be Dragon’s Gate - through this popular fable.
In Japanese culture and myth, the koi fish is associated with a few different myths and legends. The most notable is its association with Samurai Warriors. Samurai Warriors are known for their loyalty, strength and bravery. The koi’s migration upstream in rivers through waterfalls is not an easy one, as they swim with such strength and ferocity that they are compared to samurais.
Interestingly as well, when a koi fish is caught, it does not wriggle and bounce about, instead it stoically stays still. Even as a fisherman’s knife descends on them, the koi stays still - accepting its fate just like how a samurai would in honor.
《 I DID NOT WRITE THIS, SITE: https://formfluent.com/blogs/blog/koi-fish-the-meaning-behind-the-special-carp 》
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Rei-Yuna Shiki
Human The Fish
Makayala Sang-eo Chen
April G. Sang-eo
Sakura 'Saku' Sang-eo
Anneliese Sang-eo
Katherine Konig Hayashi (Prior, Sang-eo)
H. Miki Sang-eo Toriyama
User Sharktism is TOO lazy to label these all. ALSO IF YOU WANT YOUR CHAR TO BE ADDED SHOOT ME A DM. [@autisticshark on discord. frankly, too fish brained to remember everyone
Amai Baek-Stark
Nigiri Sushimi
Sho Hirobayashi
Haruka Tokugawa
Charlotte O'Sullivan-Tokugawa
Kagura Tokugawa-Kamori
Sebastian Stark
Jin-son Kamado
Geke Shimano
Primrose T. Guerra
Jake F. Zakharov
Ines Kovac-Myeong
Vlominkier 'Kier' Kasnov
Rei-Yuna Shiki
Human The Fish
Makayala Sang-eo Chen
April G. Sang-eo
Sakura 'Saku' Sang-eo
Anneliese Sang-eo
Katherine Konig Hayashi (Prior, Sang-eo)
H. Miki Sang-eo Toriyama
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