My main is very difficult to play. From the outside, Lahela seems to be this happy cheerleader who never does much wrong, who's always eager to be around her family, her team, and her husband—but honestly, that's really stretched from the truth. Yes, she does adore those people and being around them, but it's very difficult to look at the big picture.
With her team, they're like her second family. In her mind, she'll never be like she was. Her leg was permanently injured thanks to her ex-fiance, and it's altered the way she performs. This has caused a growing sense of paranoia within her, thinking she'd throw the whole team off if she stumbles even once.
As for her family, she gave up a lot. Their parents left, and as the eldest, Capri gave up her remaining childhood years and her teenage years to care for all of her siblings, no matter what that takes. This led to being worried about her family at all times, always questioning them in asking if they were okay, trying to keep the family as unproblematic as possible, and so forth. She never had the chance to be a sister due to being forced into a mother's role. She doesn't know how to be a sister, only a maternal figure if they ever need her.
You'll never find anyone Capri loves more than her husband and her kids. She adores them wholeheartedly, with every fiber that exists in her being. As a couple, they've had several issues between them. They're not the healthiest people in the world, with all the typical stuff existing between them - fighting, jealousy, possessiveness, and so on. They work it out, naturally, but at times, Capri finds herself in a difficult mindset. She worries that, if she can't take care of herself and her husband, she's not going to be able to take care of her children. When she can't take care of her children, it sends her into a downward spiral, which causes further issues for all parties involved. That said, she does everything she can to keep her marriage and her family afloat, even when it's hard. Having a broken family dynamic altered the way she sees everything and everyone.
Adding to the section about her husband, her traumatic experiences from past romances - such as her ex-fiance stabbing and blinding her in the left eye - have taken a toll on the way she sees her husband. Yes, she adores him, and yes, she'd do anything for him, but the shackles from her past still hold her to not being the best partner she can be to him.
Enjoy this yap fest... I sometimes have to sit back and think about everything, and why it's so difficult to play her. Thinking about the issues and planning out the way they're possible to be executed does help to play her, majorly.
