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RELATIONS
OOC NOTE - This section of the biography is far from concrete, and will be updated regularly.
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Immediate Family
The following are Hanae’s closest relatives, consisting of her parents and siblings.
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Hibiki Kaeda
[Mother]
"You gave me the greatest gift of all, your life. Perhaps one day I’ll join you beside the kami. Until then I will stay devoted to bringing about change. Rest easy mother, watch over me as a journey through life.
Hideaki Kaeda
[Father]
"My discipline and respect I attribute to your guidance. Thank you father for showing me the beauty of a simple life, appreciating each and every day. You are the most hard-working and dedicated man I have ever known. May your legacy live on, after you are gone."
Rōnin Kaeda
[Brother]
"You were always hard on me, for a long time I held a great distaste for you. However as we have both grown I have come to realize you were simply trying to cope without mom. I love you Rōnin, I’m very proud of how far you’ve come."
Mazikeen Kaeda
[Daughter]
"My beautiful Mazikeen. You are my joy in this world. You have overcome so much yet you continue to be a light in so many people’s lives. Not a day goes by I am not thankful for a daughter as extraordinary as you. I know you will change your world, just as you have changed mine. Be strong my child, keep your heart of gold."
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Kaeda Relations
The following are for those who bear the Saiky surname but are not among Hanae's immediate family.
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Hajime Kaeda
[Grandfather]
"You built Kaeda into a prosperous mainland family, I can only share my great sorrow your hard work as in vane."
Umeko Otori-Kaeda
[Grandmother]
"I will show you that the discipline and orientation you put into raising me was not for nothing. Thank you for the opportunity, I shall do my absolute best to bring about glory towards the Kaeda name, as well as the Otori name."
Nyoko Kaeda
[Cousin]
"I trust in you greatly. Though you have fought adversity within our family, you have also risen to the occasion countless times. I am proud to call you family."
Mitsuki Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Your kindness knows no bounds and your strength is admirable. You understood above most the importance of upholding our name, and you did so brilliantly."
Rubeus Kaeda
[Cousin]
"I have always appreciated the regard you have shown me. I admire your concern and am grateful for all you have done."
Kurēn Kaeda
[Cousin]
"The past defines you still. But Kaeda is not as it once was, continue to fear the loose ends and you will find yourself tied up."
Futaba Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Brilliant and dedicated to the passions of your heart. I see myself in you often, I am unimaginably proud of your desire to understand. You resemble our ancestors in a modern light."
Kiyomi Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Dear child, we should visit more often, your presence is a source of light."
Lucia Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Your fire is captivating, I know in time you will harness it and become something greater than you could have ever realized."
Valencio Kaeda
[Cousin]
"You bring youth and excitement to our family, thank you."
Valeria Kaeda
[Cousin]
"The day I received that call, it was as if my own child has been harmed. I will protect you."
Mathèo Kaeda
[Cousin]
"I worry for you often, though I know you are doing what I cannot. You save people from people, people from themselves, people from the world. Your work honors out family."
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Ally Relations
The following are for those who are aligned with the Kaeda family as well as close with Hanae.
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Emiko Tokugawa
[Ally]
"Admirable Maiden and admirable leader, you and me are much alike in our ways and ambitions. I feel grateful to have you in my life dear."
Rae Tokugawa
[Ally]
"Your presence is always so enlightening. I hope you see you come around more."
Nishiki Tokugawa
[Son-in-law]
"You’ve held my daughter when I could not. You’ve been her rock in crashing seas, I am eternally grateful. I know you’ll be there for her.”
Tsukaimon Ichiyama
[Ex-Cousin in Law]
"May you rest with the kami, free of any hardship or struggle."
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Honorary Family
The following are for those who are considered chosen family of Hanae through non-blood or legally related means.
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Calico O'Sullivan
[Sister-figure]
"Cali, you are the strongest person I’ve ever known. I would lay down my life for you. You are the sister I prayed for when I was younger, the kami always delivers blessings I suppose. I’m right here, rest easy.”
Hestia Taiyō
[Sister-figure]
“Chin up, you're more powerful than you could ever know. Thank you for being there when I was so lost, you were my lighthouse.”
Erina Hozumi
[Sister-figure]
“One day I will see you again. Whether it be here or with the kami. I wonder often where you’ve been, but I know wherever it is, you’ve done something
great.”
Yūrei Gushiken O'Sullivan
[Brother-figure]
“I saved you and it was not in vain. Thank you for doing the same for me. Please take care of my beloved home.”
Baek Hyeong
[Brother-Figure]
"Though I aided you at your lowest, you are returned the favor several times over. I will never be able to thank you enough for everything you've done in my life. I am filled with joy each time we see one another."
Yamashi KosukiKomoshi Hanata
[Son-figure]
“You are always welcome in my home. Even as the years go by, even though you aren’t with the same people, I’m proud of who you shaped up to be. Take it easy, you deserve a break.”
Michiko O'S Sidorova
[Grandchild Figure]
"Dear child, you believe yourself to be a monster. You are simply one with insurmountable struggle backed into a corner. I will not allow you to go unseen in your time of me. I love you."
Melissa O'S Sidorova
[Grandchild Figure]
"Each time we see one another, I feel an overwhelming joy. I will not let any harm come to you, thank you for considering me apart of your family."
Juuzou Samura
[Son-Figure]
“Broken and lost, but not unsalvageable. Where no one dares to see, there is something growing that simply needs to be watered. We have have our fair share of experiences, but I believe wholeheartedly that they do not define your heart, simply what you've been made to believe."
Mio Ishida
[Daughter-Figure]
"I fear how similar you are to me. I pray you do not fall down the same path I did. You are bold and inexplicably wise for your age. Such virtues will guide you through great battles, but my dear if you ever need rest, I am here."
Asami Saiky
[Niece-Figure]
"Though things have not always been steady, I know you desire to do good in your heart. You may fumble, you may fall, but you always find a way up again. Perhaps I should have been there in a different way, perhaps I should have asked you what you truly needed."
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Friendships
The following are for those who are considered close non-related friends of Hanae.
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William P. Murphy
[Friend]
“Your kind words inspired me every day. I hope wherever you are now friend, you are continuing to bring joy to others..”
Fiorenza Oshiro
[Friend]
“You teach me it's ok to have a child's heart, a side of myself I was afraid to show. Thank you.”
Kotaro Hitobashira
[Friend]
“You are my rationality in an uncertain world, you’ve saved me too many times. I hope one day I can return the favor.”
Rini Koraru
[Friend]
“You deserve the world. I wish I could be half the mother you are. But I will continue to strive in your footsteps."
Celeste O’Sullivan
[Friend]
“I care for you so greatly it hurts. But I fear what is happening to you, please tell me how to help you. ”
Koizumi Saiky
[Friend]
“We’ve been at odds for a long time. However, I am starting to understand why you do what you do. The more I find myself in your company, the more I feel sadness for your predicament. I pray you find peace in your neverending search, don’t give up yet.”
Kaede Saiky
[Friend]
“I am so grateful to you for allowing me the privilege to stay within your sacred home. You are one of the most gracious ladies I have ever had the privilege of encountering.”
Sho Hirobayashi
[Friend]
“You gave me the greatest gift of all, peace from the demon that terrorized me consciously and unconsciously. I can never repay you for what you’ve done. You will change this world.”
Eli Hanazono-Zennix
[Friend]
“I should have listened to the words you heeded me, yet I didn’t. I am grateful for you in so many ways, you are one of the greatest people I know. Thank you for being there for me, and allowing me to do the same for you.”
Akari Schwartz
[Friend]
“In a world so cruel, you stand against it honorably. I wish your life could be more peaceful, your time will come to be free of these burdens. Hold on dear, take a deep breath, and realize you are enough.”
Kevin Smith
[Friend]
“You may not consider me one, however, I care deeply for your well-being. You may have given up on yourself, but I won’t give up on you.”
Saola Everest
[Friend]
“You have a special shine Saola. One that I am glad to be able to be around. Even if the darkest times, you have managed to make me laugh.”
H. "Oliver" Hitobashira O'Sullivan
[Friend]
"Where'd all the time go? You’ve become so strong in the face of everything that has happened. You've grown to be more than your hardships.”
Declan Bryne
[Friend]
"I've enjoyed the time we've spent beside one another. Thank you for hearing my woes and for sharing genuine interest in my thoughts. You are one of a kind."
Yamato DeLuca-Hanazono
[Friend]
"Perhaps I should have heeded your warning. Though we experienced pain, we emerged triumphantly. Thank you for sticking near me, may we know each other for many years to come."
Choko Aikawa
[Friend]
"Do not cower or shy away from what it is you feel. Your words are wise and insightful, never let the unknown convince you that your voice must be unsure."
Kazuya Elyon-O'Sullivan
[Friend]
"Perhaps the world is too serious, myself included. I'm grateful you have not allowed it to sway you."
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Romantic Relationships
The following are those who Hanae has been romantically involved in.
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Ezio Calderòn-DeLuca
[Ex-Boyfriend]
"My love, we are not ready to embrace one another. Live for yourself, and I shall do the same, perhaps then we shall see if this is truly more than desperation. For being the first to genuinely ask of my struggles, I am in debt. Please do not be afraid to face the dark, and take as much time as you need."
Kure Kaseya
[Ex-girlfriend]
"I'll still love you, perhaps not in the same way we once were, but regardless you are extraordinary, a breath of fresh air that never ceases. Thank you for all the good memories my dear, for loving me despite it all, now be on your way. Sometimes you don't need an exciting life to be happy. You simply need someone you can be yourself with."
Kawashima Yuji
[Ex-boyfriend]
"You left out of the blue, leaving me to pick up the pieces of a mess you caused.”
Lucifer Morningstar
[Ex-boyfriend]
"They called you the devil, but I wanted to believe you were more than that nickname. But time takes its toll and I’m no longer blind. What an unfortunate soul.”
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Shrine Relations
The follow are those whom Hanae met through working at both the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery and the Sumiyoshi Grand Shrine.
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Kenzo Jinja
[Mentor]
"Silence is the loudest voice one will hear. Our actions are louder than words will ever portray. That is what you told me, your impact is ever-lasting.”
Hayao Narushima
[Sumiyoshi Grand Shrine Kannushi]
"You are the reason I am where I am today. Had you not accepted me that day, I would still be lost on an unknown path."
Inari Kyohanashima
[Shinsei Seinaru Shrine Kannushi]
"I’ve admired you since I first encountered you. Even if I am no longer under your watchful gaze, I cannot help but feel joy knowing you are protecting the monastery and your shrine workers.
Ahma Tokugawa
[Ex-Naishoten]
"They're safe with you. I know though the world can be against us, you will not falter in the face of demons. Stay strong."
Yu Soyonakaharu
[Ex-Guji]
"They're safe with you. I know though the world can be against us, you will not falter in the face of demons. Stay strong."
Shoji Kosuki
[Ex-Coworker]
"You’re the most high-energy priest I ever met, now that you’re not one, I’m sure you’ll do something great. Don’t forget, you’re being watched over.”
Sakura Harukichi
[Ex-Coworker]
"What passion. You remind me of myself not too long ago. They have hurt you heart, but your spirit can never be taken away"
Hyosuke Zennix
[Ex-Coworker]
"You were given a cruel gift and I mistook you as a monster. I am sorry. But I know the kami sees the good in your heart.
Shoji Kosuki
[Ex-Coworker]
"You’re the most high-energy priest I ever met, now that you’re not one, I’m sure you’ll do something great. Don’t forget, you’re being watched over.”
Randamu Heddo
[Current Shrine Mitsue-Shiro]
"Prosperity. That is what I see when envision you and the shrine you've cultivated. From a maiden departed to the Mitsue-Shiro, be proud of your journey."
Haruka T. Hanazono
[Current Shrine Naishoten]
"I was afraid of a fallen shrine when I returned. Though in its wake I have found devoted souls who strength is unlike the previous. For heeding my teachings and rising above it all, thank you."
Evangaline K.C Delarosa
[Current Shrine Guji]
"Your passion for the little things reminds me the world is more than grand fortunes. Your dedication and acceptance warms my heart."
Evelin Lowe
[Current Shrine Priestess]
"When all else faltered, you stood amongst adversity and fought for what you believed to be right. Honorable Indeed."
Niibu Tsu
[Current Shrine Priest]
"Lost, yet still you trying to exit the maze. I am proud of you for trying despite those who've torn you done. Do not let their words become a reflection of who you strive to be."
Mirai Tachitsu
[Current Shrine Maiden]
"Your desire and intrigued reminds me of myself. Seeking out what cannot simply be observed, grasping for understanding. Have pride."
Ayame Saiky
[Current Shrine Maiden]
"Though we began as opposing forces, I feel as though we are truly two sides of the same coin. You love deeply and that is a beautiful thing to behold."
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Hwan Jaibatsume | 'Nikushimi'
[Spiritual Enemy]
"The reason I left my beloved life behind was due to your wrath. You have been cast down, no longer to haunt my dreams.”
Mi-Cha Jaibatsume | 'Yuna'
[Spirit Relation]
"You taught me what it was to be a true maiden of the shrine. I have always wished for you to finally rest in peace. I hope now you can.”
'Masako'
[Spirit Relation]
"I lost hope that any good could come from spirits. But you showed me I was being foolish. Thank you for showing me the light.”
'Matsunae'
[Spirit Relation]
"You were the first to listen to my woes and show me some of your own. Thank you for giving me the gift of understanding.”
Touki Hino
[Spirit Relation]
"You made me realize the humanity in those who linger. When I had given up hope, you appeared and showed me the beauty of your world.”
'Runa'
[Spirit Relation]
"Dear child, it pains me that you are still here, unable to move on. Your suffering is unimaginable, after everything that has come to pass, I find myself unable to turn away. One day, be it years or decades I vow to help you find peace."
Sairento Onitake | 'Crow'
[Spirit Relation]
"You showed the gentle nature I had forgotten the undead could hold. I vow to find those you long for and tell them you are still seeking them. Until the day we meet again, I will not stop searching."
Natishimo Nashima
[Spirit Relation]
"Blinded by tradition you fell to, enveloped in hatred, I cannot join you. I fear what you will do when you realize the world will never be as it once was."
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Other Relations
The following are for those who do not fit the previous categories.
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Nao Takeishi
[Complicated Relation]
"Each time we meet I see the best and worst side of the cards you play. Which one will take over first I wonder? When will you realize your actions are in vain.”
Marilyn Kiyro
[Ex-daughter]
"Oh Marie, even as the years go by I have not forgotten you. I don’t know where you’ve been, but I pray you’ll come home one day. Each time I look at the setting sun I'm reminded of when you and I were happy.”
Kenpachi Ego
[Complicated Relation]
"I can't say that I particularly understand you Mister Ego. Though my empathy for your suffering does not wane. You feel for the wrong reasons and you cannot label your own emotions. I desire to know why."
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Students
The following are for those who are considered high school and college relations that do not apply to other categories.
Mathieu D. Kōraru
[Student]
"You've been through so much. I hope one day you will see it wasn't for nothing."
Saeran “Ray” Xingyun
[Student]
"You act tough but I know deep down you are as sweet as they come.”
Serene Misono
[Student]
"You deserve better, don't let them diminish your glow."
Subaru Narusaka
[Student]
"You're the bravest kid I know. I am honored to watch you reach your full potential."
Brix Everest
[Student]
"You’ve been through so much, I pray every day your pain is healed. Take care, I’m always here if you need someone to hear you out.”
Lilu O’Sullivan
[Student]
"One of the good kids in this town. You are trying your best to make it through and I am so proud of you.”
Hoshiko Tachitsu
[Student]
"You inquired why I still speak with you. My answer has not changed, because I know your heart is good, but your head is clouded with uncertainty. I will guide you where I am able."
Alice M-K Schwarz
[Student]
"Suffering unfortunately brings us closer together. Though I already treasured you, it seems now I will never be able to forget. One day my dear, you will be stronger than those who harmed you. You will prove once and for all you are more than a victim in their story. Until then, I am here."
Mei Miura
[Student]
"Your interest is much like mine, to understand the secrets of this world. But I must warn you to tread carefully, the path we walk is a dangerous one."
Katakana Tachitsu
[Student]
"I cannot say for certain, but I do believe you will one day rid yourself of all your shortcomings and start anew."
Nanno Blythe-Hyeong
[Student]
"I think your persistence and interest is a wonderful quality. Though I worry how it might effect you in the future."
Kohaku Saiky
[Student]
"Though originally I desired to protect you because of what your father has done for me, I can say with absolute certainty that is no longer why. Instead I find that you have much promise in your life waiting to be discovered, of which I excitedly wait to unfurl.
Oto Saiky
[Student]
"The fear in your eyes that day reflected my own fear of the many I care for perishing. I will not allow you to feel that suffering again."
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RELATIONS
OOC NOTE - This section of the biography is far from concrete, and will be updated regularly.
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Immediate Family
The following are Hanae’s closest relatives, consisting of her parents and siblings.
. . .
Hibiki Kaeda
[Mother]
"You gave me the greatest gift of all, your life. Perhaps one day I’ll join you beside the kami. Until then I will stay devoted to bringing about change. Rest easy mother, watch over me as a journey through life.
Hideaki Kaeda
[Father]
"My discipline and respect I attribute to your guidance. Thank you father for showing me the beauty of a simple life, appreciating each and every day. You are the most hard-working and dedicated man I have ever known. May your legacy live on, after you are gone."
Rōnin Kaeda
[Brother]
"You were always hard on me, for a long time I held a great distaste for you. However as we have both grown I have come to realize you were simply trying to cope without mom. I love you Rōnin, I’m very proud of how far you’ve come."
Mazikeen Kaeda
[Daughter]
"My beautiful Mazikeen. You are my joy in this world. You have overcome so much yet you continue to be a light in so many people’s lives. Not a day goes by I am not thankful for a daughter as extraordinary as you. I know you will change your world, just as you have changed mine. Be strong my child, keep your heart of gold."
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Kaeda Relations
The following are for those who bear the Saiky surname but are not among Hanae's immediate family.
. . .
Hajime Kaeda
[Grandfather]
"You built Kaeda into a prosperous mainland family, I can only share my great sorrow your hard work as in vane."
Umeko Otori-Kaeda
[Grandmother]
"I will show you that the discipline and orientation you put into raising me was not for nothing. Thank you for the opportunity, I shall do my absolute best to bring about glory towards the Kaeda name, as well as the Otori name."
Nyoko Kaeda
[Cousin]
"I trust in you greatly. Though you have fought adversity within our family, you have also risen to the occasion countless times. I am proud to call you family."
Mitsuki Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Your kindness knows no bounds and your strength is admirable. You understood above most the importance of upholding our name, and you did so brilliantly."
Rubeus Kaeda
[Cousin]
"I have always appreciated the regard you have shown me. I admire your concern and am grateful for all you have done."
Kurēn Kaeda
[Cousin]
"The past defines you still. But Kaeda is not as it once was, continue to fear the loose ends and you will find yourself tied up."
Futaba Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Brilliant and dedicated to the passions of your heart. I see myself in you often, I am unimaginably proud of your desire to understand. You resemble our ancestors in a modern light."
Kiyomi Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Dear child, we should visit more often, your presence is a source of light."
Lucia Kaeda
[Cousin]
"Your fire is captivating, I know in time you will harness it and become something greater than you could have ever realized."
Valencio Kaeda
[Cousin]
"You bring youth and excitement to our family, thank you."
Valeria Kaeda
[Cousin]
"The day I received that call, it was as if my own child has been harmed. I will protect you."
Mathèo Kaeda
[Cousin]
"I worry for you often, though I know you are doing what I cannot. You save people from people, people from themselves, people from the world. Your work honors out family."
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Ally Relations
The following are for those who are aligned with the Kaeda family as well as close with Hanae.
. . .
Emiko Tokugawa
[Ally]
"Admirable Maiden and admirable leader, you and me are much alike in our ways and ambitions. I feel grateful to have you in my life dear."
Rae Tokugawa
[Ally]
"Your presence is always so enlightening. I hope you see you come around more."
Nishiki Tokugawa
[Son-in-law]
"You’ve held my daughter when I could not. You’ve been her rock in crashing seas, I am eternally grateful. I know you’ll be there for her.”
Tsukaimon Ichiyama
[Ex-Cousin in Law]
"May you rest with the kami, free of any hardship or struggle."
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Honorary Family
The following are for those who are considered chosen family of Hanae through non-blood or legally related means.
. . .
Calico O'Sullivan
[Sister-figure]
"Cali, you are the strongest person I’ve ever known. I would lay down my life for you. You are the sister I prayed for when I was younger, the kami always delivers blessings I suppose. I’m right here, rest easy.”
Hestia Taiyō
[Sister-figure]
“Chin up, you're more powerful than you could ever know. Thank you for being there when I was so lost, you were my lighthouse.”
Erina Hozumi
[Sister-figure]
“One day I will see you again. Whether it be here or with the kami. I wonder often where you’ve been, but I know wherever it is, you’ve done something
great.”
Yūrei Gushiken O'Sullivan
[Brother-figure]
“I saved you and it was not in vain. Thank you for doing the same for me. Please take care of my beloved home.”
Baek Hyeong
[Brother-Figure]
"Though I aided you at your lowest, you are returned the favor several times over. I will never be able to thank you enough for everything you've done in my life. I am filled with joy each time we see one another."
Yamashi Kosuki
[Son-figure]
“You are always welcome in my home. Even as the years go by, even though you aren’t with the same people, I’m proud of who you shaped up to be. Take it easy, you deserve a break.”
Michiko O'S Sidorova
[Grandchild Figure]
"Dear child, you believe yourself to be a monster. You are simply one with insurmountable struggle backed into a corner. I will not allow you to go unseen in your time of me. I love you."
Melissa O'S Sidorova
[Grandchild Figure]
"Each time we see one another, I feel an overwhelming joy. I will not let any harm come to you, thank you for considering me apart of your family."
Juuzou Samura
[Son-Figure]
“Broken and lost, but not unsalvageable. Where no one dares to see, there is something growing that simply needs to be watered. We have have our fair share of experiences, but I believe wholeheartedly that they do not define your heart, simply what you've been made to believe."
Mio Ishida
[Daughter-Figure]
"I fear how similar you are to me. I pray you do not fall down the same path I did. You are bold and inexplicably wise for your age. Such virtues will guide you through great battles, but my dear if you ever need rest, I am here."
Asami Saiky
[Niece-Figure]
"Though things have not always been steady, I know you desire to do good in your heart. You may fumble, you may fall, but you always find a way up again. Perhaps I should have been there in a different way, perhaps I should have asked you what you truly needed."
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Friendships
The following are for those who are considered close non-related friends of Hanae.
. . .
William P. Murphy
[Friend]
“Your kind words inspired me every day. I hope wherever you are now friend, you are continuing to bring joy to others..”
Fiorenza Oshiro
[Friend]
“You teach me it's ok to have a child's heart, a side of myself I was afraid to show. Thank you.”
Kotaro Hitobashira
[Friend]
“You are my rationality in an uncertain world, you’ve saved me too many times. I hope one day I can return the favor.”
Rini Koraru
[Friend]
“You deserve the world. I wish I could be half the mother you are. But I will continue to strive in your footsteps."
Celeste O’Sullivan
[Friend]
“I care for you so greatly it hurts. But I fear what is happening to you, please tell me how to help you. ”
Koizumi Saiky
[Friend]
“We’ve been at odds for a long time. However, I am starting to understand why you do what you do. The more I find myself in your company, the more I feel sadness for your predicament. I pray you find peace in your neverending search, don’t give up yet.”
Kaede Saiky
[Friend]
“I am so grateful to you for allowing me the privilege to stay within your sacred home. You are one of the most gracious ladies I have ever had the privilege of encountering.”
Sho Hirobayashi
[Friend]
“You gave me the greatest gift of all, peace from the demon that terrorized me consciously and unconsciously. I can never repay you for what you’ve done. You will change this world.”
Eli Hanazono-Zennix
[Friend]
“I should have listened to the words you heeded me, yet I didn’t. I am grateful for you in so many ways, you are one of the greatest people I know. Thank you for being there for me, and allowing me to do the same for you.”
Akari Schwartz
[Friend]
“In a world so cruel, you stand against it honorably. I wish your life could be more peaceful, your time will come to be free of these burdens. Hold on dear, take a deep breath, and realize you are enough.”
Kevin Smith
[Friend]
“You may not consider me one, however, I care deeply for your well-being. You may have given up on yourself, but I won’t give up on you.”
Saola Everest
[Friend]
“You have a special shine Saola. One that I am glad to be able to be around. Even if the darkest times, you have managed to make me laugh.”
H. "Oliver" Hitobashira O'Sullivan
[Friend]
"Where'd all the time go? You’ve become so strong in the face of everything that has happened. You've grown to be more than your hardships.”
Declan Bryne
[Friend]
"I've enjoyed the time we've spent beside one another. Thank you for hearing my woes and for sharing genuine interest in my thoughts. You are one of a kind."
Yamato DeLuca-Hanazono
[Friend]
"Perhaps I should have heeded your warning. Though we experienced pain, we emerged triumphantly. Thank you for sticking near me, may we know each other for many years to come."
Choko Aikawa
[Friend]
"Do not cower or shy away from what it is you feel. Your words are wise and insightful, never let the unknown convince you that your voice must be unsure."
Kazuya Elyon-O'Sullivan
[Friend]
"Perhaps the world is too serious, myself included. I'm grateful you have not allowed it to sway you."
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Romantic Relationships
The following are those who Hanae has been romantically involved in.
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Ezio Calderòn-DeLuca
[Ex-Boyfriend]
"My love, we are not ready to embrace one another. Live for yourself, and I shall do the same, perhaps then we shall see if this is truly more than desperation. For being the first to genuinely ask of my struggles, I am in debt. Please do not be afraid to face the dark, and take as much time as you need."
Kure Kaseya
[Ex-girlfriend]
"I'll still love you, perhaps not in the same way we once were, but regardless you are extraordinary, a breath of fresh air that never ceases. Thank you for all the good memories my dear, for loving me despite it all, now be on your way. Sometimes you don't need an exciting life to be happy. You simply need someone you can be yourself with."
Kawashima Yuji
[Ex-boyfriend]
"You left out of the blue, leaving me to pick up the pieces of a mess you caused.”
Lucifer Morningstar
[Ex-boyfriend]
"They called you the devil, but I wanted to believe you were more than that nickname. But time takes its toll and I’m no longer blind. What an unfortunate soul.”
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Shrine Relations
The follow are those whom Hanae met through working at both the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery and the Sumiyoshi Grand Shrine.
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Kenzo Jinja
[Mentor]
"Silence is the loudest voice one will hear. Our actions are louder than words will ever portray. That is what you told me, your impact is ever-lasting.”
Hayao Narushima
[Sumiyoshi Grand Shrine Kannushi]
"You are the reason I am where I am today. Had you not accepted me that day, I would still be lost on an unknown path."
Inari Kyohanashima
[Shinsei Seinaru Shrine Kannushi]
"I’ve admired you since I first encountered you. Even if I am no longer under your watchful gaze, I cannot help but feel joy knowing you are protecting the monastery and your shrine workers.
Ahma Tokugawa
[Ex-Naishoten]
"They're safe with you. I know though the world can be against us, you will not falter in the face of demons. Stay strong."
Yu Soyonakaharu
[Ex-Guji]
"They're safe with you. I know though the world can be against us, you will not falter in the face of demons. Stay strong."
Shoji Kosuki
[Ex-Coworker]
"You’re the most high-energy priest I ever met, now that you’re not one, I’m sure you’ll do something great. Don’t forget, you’re being watched over.”
Sakura Harukichi
[Ex-Coworker]
"What passion. You remind me of myself not too long ago. They have hurt you heart, but your spirit can never be taken away"
Hyosuke Zennix
[Ex-Coworker]
"You were given a cruel gift and I mistook you as a monster. I am sorry. But I know the kami sees the good in your heart.
Shoji Kosuki
[Ex-Coworker]
"You’re the most high-energy priest I ever met, now that you’re not one, I’m sure you’ll do something great. Don’t forget, you’re being watched over.”
Randamu Heddo
[Current Shrine Mitsue-Shiro]
"Prosperity. That is what I see when envision you and the shrine you've cultivated. From a maiden departed to the Mitsue-Shiro, be proud of your journey."
Haruka T. Hanazono
[Current Shrine Naishoten]
"I was afraid of a fallen shrine when I returned. Though in its wake I have found devoted souls who strength is unlike the previous. For heeding my teachings and rising above it all, thank you."
Evangaline K.C Delarosa
[Current Shrine Guji]
"Your passion for the little things reminds me the world is more than grand fortunes. Your dedication and acceptance warms my heart."
Evelin Lowe
[Current Shrine Priestess]
"When all else faltered, you stood amongst adversity and fought for what you believed to be right. Honorable Indeed."
Niibu Tsu
[Current Shrine Priest]
"Lost, yet still you trying to exit the maze. I am proud of you for trying despite those who've torn you done. Do not let their words become a reflection of who you strive to be."
Mirai Tachitsu
[Current Shrine Maiden]
"Your desire and intrigued reminds me of myself. Seeking out what cannot simply be observed, grasping for understanding. Have pride."
Ayame Saiky
[Current Shrine Maiden]
"Though we began as opposing forces, I feel as though we are truly two sides of the same coin. You love deeply and that is a beautiful thing to behold."
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Hwan Jaibatsume | 'Nikushimi'
[Spiritual Enemy]
"The reason I left my beloved life behind was due to your wrath. You have been cast down, no longer to haunt my dreams.”
Mi-Cha Jaibatsume | 'Yuna'
[Spirit Relation]
"You taught me what it was to be a true maiden of the shrine. I have always wished for you to finally rest in peace. I hope now you can.”
'Masako'
[Spirit Relation]
"I lost hope that any good could come from spirits. But you showed me I was being foolish. Thank you for showing me the light.”
'Matsunae'
[Spirit Relation]
"You were the first to listen to my woes and show me some of your own. Thank you for giving me the gift of understanding.”
Touki Hino
[Spirit Relation]
"You made me realize the humanity in those who linger. When I had given up hope, you appeared and showed me the beauty of your world.”
'Runa'
[Spirit Relation]
"Dear child, it pains me that you are still here, unable to move on. Your suffering is unimaginable, after everything that has come to pass, I find myself unable to turn away. One day, be it years or decades I vow to help you find peace."
Sairento Onitake | 'Crow'
[Spirit Relation]
"You showed the gentle nature I had forgotten the undead could hold. I vow to find those you long for and tell them you are still seeking them. Until the day we meet again, I will not stop searching."
Natishimo Nashima
[Spirit Relation]
"Blinded by tradition you fell to, enveloped in hatred, I cannot join you. I fear what you will do when you realize the world will never be as it once was."
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Other Relations
The following are for those who do not fit the previous categories.
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Nao Takeishi
[Complicated Relation]
"Each time we meet I see the best and worst side of the cards you play. Which one will take over first I wonder? When will you realize your actions are in vain.”
Marilyn Kiyro
[Ex-daughter]
"Oh Marie, even as the years go by I have not forgotten you. I don’t know where you’ve been, but I pray you’ll come home one day. Each time I look at the setting sun I'm reminded of when you and I were happy.”
Kenpachi Ego
[Complicated Relation]
"I can't say that I particularly understand you Mister Ego. Though my empathy for your suffering does not wane. You feel for the wrong reasons and you cannot label your own emotions. I desire to know why."
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Students
The following are for those who are considered high school and college relations that do not apply to other categories.
Mathieu D. Kōraru
[Student]
"You've been through so much. I hope one day you will see it wasn't for nothing."
Saeran “Ray” Xingyun
[Student]
"You act tough but I know deep down you are as sweet as they come.”
Serene Misono
[Student]
"You deserve better, don't let them diminish your glow."
Subaru Narusaka
[Student]
"You're the bravest kid I know. I am honored to watch you reach your full potential."
Brix Everest
[Student]
"You’ve been through so much, I pray every day your pain is healed. Take care, I’m always here if you need someone to hear you out.”
Lilu O’Sullivan
[Student]
"One of the good kids in this town. You are trying your best to make it through and I am so proud of you.”
Hoshiko Tachitsu
[Student]
"You inquired why I still speak with you. My answer has not changed, because I know your heart is good, but your head is clouded with uncertainty. I will guide you where I am able."
Alice M-K Schwarz
[Student]
"Suffering unfortunately brings us closer together. Though I already treasured you, it seems now I will never be able to forget. One day my dear, you will be stronger than those who harmed you. You will prove once and for all you are more than a victim in their story. Until then, I am here."
Mei Miura
[Student]
"Your interest is much like mine, to understand the secrets of this world. But I must warn you to tread carefully, the path we walk is a dangerous one."
Katakana Tachitsu
[Student]
"I cannot say for certain, but I do believe you will one day rid yourself of all your shortcomings and start anew."
Nanno Blythe-Hyeong
[Student]
"I think your persistence and interest is a wonderful quality. Though I worry how it might effect you in the future."
Kohaku Saiky
[Student]
"Though originally I desired to protect you because of what your father has done for me, I can say with absolute certainty that is no longer why. Instead I find that you have much promise in your life waiting to be discovered, of which I excitedly wait to unfurl.
Oto Saiky
[Student]
"The fear in your eyes that day reflected my own fear of the many I care for perishing. I will not allow you to feel that suffering again."
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INQUIRY OF THE INBORN WANDERER
OOC Note - This backstory is a collection of lore based writing and IC experiences (3+ OOC years)
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The sun, that was what they ascribed her to be. With a smile that never waned even in the most hopeless of seasons. As though light poured from her expression, even as golden tears fell. The color she fondly adorned, reflected the nature the women attempt to exemplify. Often to a deficit of her own well being, yet she never faulted to remain upstanding in the spotlight of those who followed her example. An angelic woman with no flaws to speak of. At least none she would openly display without horror of them being judged. She knew full well the extent of her flaws, it followed her like a dark fog, easy to become lost in. She would ruminate often when the doors were closed and the walls were thick enough to silence the ugly, horrid sobs that flooded like a burst dam. But all these things were more than understandable when taking into account the entirety of her exhausting and worrisome experience in living.
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In the early hours of an August morning, when dew lightly veiled the ground, a crisp air was upon the world. Before the waking, before the tiresome hours of the day were underway, all was quiet. An unfathomable light gently seeped from over the horizon. Far off from any busy city or crowd, a small farmhouse was lit ablaze by the cries of new life and the agony of death, one heaving their first breath, and another exhaling a final time. The desperate sobs of a new father and now widower, broke out, while his young son peaked from behind the bedroom door. The boy’s eyes widened in terror, disbelief even. The father clutched a small newborn, holding her close to his chest, and with the other hand, he held the cold, lifeless palm of his beloved wife. A quiet, humble expression rested across her face, the pain subsiding before her final breath, in the knowledge her daughter would remain.
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The man, Hideaki Kaeda, screamed painfully as his gaze brushed over the lifeless body. The warmth of her fingertips slowly dissipated. His wife would never get to see her son valiantly take on the farm as his own, she would never feel the joy of hearing her newborn's first words. This woman would never embrace her devoted husband ever again. Nor would she deliver someone from the pit of sadness they claimed they could never escape. She was gone. Hideaki couldn't bear to closely overlook his new child, who was the spitting image of the woman he had lost. He let go of his wife’s hand, laying it beside her so she could finally rest. He instinctively rocked the baby, his eyes drawn back to the doorway. A broken record of a voice slipped through his cracked lips.
“Rōnin, come meet your sister, Hanae.”
INQUIRY OF THE INBORN WANDERER
OOC Note - This backstory is a collection of lore based writing and IC experiences (3+ OOC years)
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The sun, that was what they ascribed her to be. With a smile that never waned even in the most hopeless of seasons. As though light poured from her expression, even as golden tears fell. The color she fondly adorned, reflected the nature the women attempt to exemplify. Often to a deficit of her own well being, yet she never faulted to remain upstanding in the spotlight of those who followed her example. An angelic woman with no flaws to speak of. At least none she would openly display without horror of them being judged. She knew full well the extent of her flaws, it followed her like a dark fog, easy to become lost in. She would ruminate often when the doors were closed and the walls were thick enough to silence the ugly, horrid sobs that flooded like a burst dam. But all these things were more than understandable when taking into account the entirety of her exhausting and worrisome experience in living.
. . .
In the early hours of an August morning, when dew lightly veiled the ground, a crisp air was upon the world. Before the waking, before the tiresome hours of the day were underway, all was quiet. An unfathomable light gently seeped from over the horizon. Far off from any busy city or crowd, a small farmhouse was lit ablaze by the cries of new life and the agony of death, one heaving their first breath, and another exhaling a final time. The desperate sobs of a new father and now widower, broke out, while his young son peaked from behind the bedroom door. The boy’s eyes widened in terror, disbelief even. The father clutched a small newborn, holding her close to his chest, and with the other hand, he held the cold, lifeless palm of his beloved wife. A quiet, humble expression rested across her face, the pain subsiding before her final breath, in the knowledge her daughter would remain.
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The man, Hideaki Kaeda, screamed painfully as his gaze brushed over the lifeless body. The warmth of her fingertips slowly dissipated. His wife would never get to see her son valiantly take on the farm as his own, she would never feel the joy of hearing her newborn's first words. This woman would never embrace her devoted husband ever again. Nor would she deliver someone from the pit of sadness they claimed they could never escape. She was gone. Hideaki couldn't bear to closely overlook his new child, who was the spitting image of the woman he had lost. He let go of his wife’s hand, laying it beside her so she could finally rest. He instinctively rocked the baby, his eyes drawn back to the doorway. A broken record of a voice slipped through his cracked lips.
“Rōnin, come meet your sister, Hanae.”
Part I - Birth of the Restless Soul
Hanae Kaeda’s life is somewhat of a drag and a hopeless attempt to try time after time to find a place in the world. Yet it is important to understand the development in how she became who she is today. It began with loss, what most would consider taboo for a new life. Her father, soon after his wife’s death, became consumed with work as a way to cope. While her brother saw her as little more than a pest for the better part of their childhood. But even under these painful circumstances, they lived for their lifestyle and its purpose. Hanae was taught the value of hard work at a young age. As any child who grew up on a farm might come to realize, it requires the hands of everyone to create life from dormant seeds. It was a craft unlike any other, cultivating the land and the animals from helpless beings. She found wonder in how her hands could do so much. Her father had a deep respect that rubbed off on Hanae as she grew.
He often spoke of how grateful they should feel for the world around them. Nature had done its part by providing the resources to sustain them. The soil, the water, the sun, none of this was theirs, yet so graciously the world had allowed their hands to connect each element. To create life was to sacrifice, an idea that reflected her situation with her mother. In times of hardship, she found herself praying, as she had seen her father do. Hardships of famine or dry seasons, when food was scarcely found, that was when she bowed her head most often. It took on the raw form of a desperate cry, of which, by some miracle, never failed to be relieved, by the deities she had been taught to seek out.
Throughout Hanae’s schooling, she had a deep interest in helping other people. One of her most prominent traits was an unmatched empathy for the world around her. This empathy was often abused by her classmates and later down the road by individuals she trusted. Yet it never seemed to wane despite this truth. It was no surprise as she neared her graduation, her heart was set on receiving a degree in Psychology. Her father always emphasized the importance of education, and although a bit disappointed by her choice in degree, he was relieved to see her off.
But Hanae was always a wanderer, who could never quite settle down. She lived for the adventure and the beauty of life. A small farming town had hardly provided her a proper view of what the world had to offer. It felt like she had chosen too naively with a craft she was supposed to dedicate her life to. She had taken the first and most prominent option to connect deeply with others. The ginger, as will be reflected later in her life, was quite unsteady, even when she believed with absolute certainty she was in the right place. She was well on her way to receiving a bachelor's in psychology, yet deep seeded doubt festered. It forced her to recall the original roots she had been brought up in, she bowed her head in prayer.
The woman had sought to clear her mind, escaping to the nearby woods. Though the path abruptly ended, with a torii gate ensnared by overgrowth. Beyond such, the ruins of an old shrine of a lesser-known kami was edged onto a stone engraving. Hanae recalled such tales of tradition. Her mother and father were deep Shintoist followers, with a family shrine that never left its dedicated corner throughout the women’s childhood. It was ascribed to several kami and ancestors of her mother and father. Hanae had found solace in praying, it had often allowed her to feel the closest with her mother. As she remained at the overgrown and abandoned shrine, she felt a calling to grasp onto this prevalent constant in her life.
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Though she finished out the degree she was so close to completing, Hanae knew the next step would not follow her naive choice. After much decision, she took up education in religious studies, at a university located in Osaka. The learner, the faithful servant, felt drawn to this path, one her ancestors would have been proud of. For the Kaeda family’s roots were far deeper than she had known when transitioning her studies. Though she would not remain in the dark forever. Under such a program, Hanae was directed to an internship at the Sumiyoshi Grand Shrine of Osaka. Hanae’s youth brought life back into the monastery, and she formed bonds with several staff. She poured her heart into each interaction, and in turn they guided her to understand the beliefs they held so dearly. Hanae eventually took up a full time position at the shrine, when an offer was proposed to her. This offer, forged by the Kannushi of Sumiyoshi, Hayao Narushima, was quite gracious. In exchange for her devotion and full time employment, they would allow her to dwell within the shrine as a miko, as well as pay for the remainder of her education. The three years following her agreement of the proposal were some of the most fruitful in her young life.
During this time she made several impactful connections, the first came in the form of a deaf priest. Kenzo Jinja was born without the ability to hear anything. Yet his outlook and devotion outshined most of his colleagues. Hanae realized this soon after interning at the shrine, which only furthered her desire to learn under him. She was not one to shy away from a challenge, so with some advice and insurmountable determination, Hanae dedicated herself to a second language, Japanese sign language. It was also during her time under Sumiyoshi, she grew close with two interns. Yūrei Gushiken O'Sullivan and Hestia Taiyō, who above lineage and blood treated her as a sister. She met Hestia first, followed closely by Yūrei. Although Yūrei’s internship was not of his own volition, not entirely at least. Hanae had pulled him off the streets, from criminal origins, to a devout and ambitious Shinkan.
In truth, Hanae Kaeda believed she was going to serve out her life in such a shrine. Dedicated to the kami and service of visitors. Though the woman's reputation of being a wanderer rose above it all, not even she had seen it coming. The women received a letter, a summons, of which could hardly be ignored. It came from an island southeast of Tokyo, of which she had only briefly been told of by her father. The home of her ancestors, Karakura, Japan. The letter was so pressing it uprooted her entirely.
Dear Hanae Kaeda
As a blood relative of the prestigious Itsbyoshi family, Kaeda, you are hereby required to accept this summons to appear within Karakura City. It is imperative for the betterment of your lineage and the preservation of your ancestor’s deeds. Your father, of which would ordinarily take up this summons is too ill-suited for this task, and your brother has already declined it. Should you accept this inquiry, you are hereby required to receive internship under I, the current Matriarch of Kaeda. You, along with two other family members will be taught the history of Kaeda, as well as the proper education for leadership of a family. You will also be charged with protecting and upholding the family name of Otori, of which is legally binding according to the marriage of your grandfather and I. It is your duty as a Kaeda to fulfill this request, make haste. Any further clarifications should be made following the receival of this letter. I shall see you in time.
With sincere regards, On'na Ienaga Sama Umeko Otori, councilor of Kaeda.
Not only had she never been prepared for the idea she might reconnect with a family she never knew, but to be summoned for the betterment of her lineage. She had finished her studies, would she truly leave behind what she had known, for a family she knew little of? For the nights following the letter, she felt restless. Unnerved, but more than that intrigued. The wanderer couldn’t be expected to simply be grounded forever could she? Eventually, the women took leave from the monastery to visit the small island. She had accepted the summons to appear, yet the inquiry of leadership was an entirely different matter. As she began to converse with her grandmother and learn of the deep rooted history of Kaeda, she could not ignore the heavy burden. Her father had briefly mentioned his family as though it were broken and irreverent. In some ways it was irrelevant to the modern era, but her grandmother sought to change that. The opportunity was too great to ignore, despite her love for Sumiyoshi, she knew the kami she served led her to this point.
It was not as though she were abandoning the life she had built in the last few years either. For within this small island, another monastery stood, that wrapped her family line and its beliefs. It was called the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery, it would be her new beginning as she learned alongside her grandmother the skills she had to grasp. She was not alone in this endeavor either, as Mitsuki Kaeda and Nyoko Kaeda, her cousins, took up positions beside her. Their partnership in leading the family would eventually form what was known as the Sasaki Advisory Board, each of them heading a branch of their family. Application to Karakura’s monastery was not difficult for Hanae. With shining recommendations from Kannushi Hayao, the lesser shrine accepted her due to her vast level of experience and knowledge. The women prayed that this time the kami would allow her to rest, to root herself firmly in this new place.
Part II - Servitude to the Unknowing
Enter Inari Kyohanashima, the Kannushi of the Shinsei Seinaru Monastery. Though he was quite different from Hayao, she found his efforts rather respectable. Hanae quickly found a home on the grounds, with both monastery staff, who became her brothers and sisters, and guests. Those of many ages often came to her with their woes, desiring her offered sanctuary from the harshness of Karakura. Several impactful characters grasped ahold of her, including Ahma Tokugawa, the Naishoten of the shrine. Hanae found comfort in her presence, Ahma diligently expanded her knowledge.
While she adjusted to this transition, she also followed the example of her beloved grandmother, who nailed into her the importance of steady leadership. She was made to juggle many roles at such a pivotal point in her life. Further into her stay at the monastery she took on the title of mother, as she grew close with two children, whom she adopted as daughters. Though the absence of maternal love within her own life made her consistently question her ability. Another impactful soul came from a priestess, Erina Hozumi. She became the Hanae's sister, though there were no legalities attached. They embraced one another in each trial and tribulation. But the twists and turns of the wanderer were yet to stall as she found herself settling in. The worst was yet to rear its head. In the form of rumors of otherworldly beings, of spirits. As a miko, she surely believed in them, yet such physical encounters seemed the stuff of myth. Until the distant voice of a little girl cried out to her.
“It's dark, please can you hear me?”
At first, she believed it was a manifestation of paranoia created from fruitlessness rumors. Yet as the voices became frequent, ringing her ears, as a horrifying figure in a decayed raincoat showed itself, she knew it was real. The figure taunted her yet she held firm in her loyalty to the kami she served, driving out guests and making shrine workers cower. This figure adorned with a raincoat was dubbed Nikushimi, by Hanae, meaning hatred. She filled a journal with her tale, the battles she faced, and the harm she sustained. She learned of an apple that could protect a soul but could not draw blood as a weapon. Of the horrid backstory Nikushimi and his sister had faced. In a twisted tale of familial bonds, Hanae learned of the little girl she had originally heard of, Nikushimi’s sister, was named Mi-Cha. Perhaps it was the motherly instinct of Hanae that strengthened the desire to aid the little girl in being freed. The child remained close to her heart, as she battled demons, both inner and outer.
Hanae danced with fire and smoke. Forced children out of harm's way, and fought others who claimed they feared no devil. She clashed his blade with an ofuda as her only weapon and sealed him for some time. Yet when he was released from the chains, Nikushimi would seek only blood as payback. As the stakes grew higher and Hanae danced with his blade, more spirits appeared, marking the arrival of the 31st of October. Children often played with Ouija boards to experience a thrill, yet they upset the balance of everything the shrine workers sought to protect. There came a time when Hanae performed two exorcisms, one on a small girl in a forest cabin with Erina. While the other, came about in the company of criminals who desperately wished to save their comrade.
Each night as Hanae closed her eyes, she swore in her dreams the voices of these demons sang to her. Yet she ignored their hisses with the determination to rid Karakura of such an evil. The day came when many fell to Nikushimi’s blade. Each filled with a desire to be the hero in such a twisted fairytale. Even Hanae found she was no different. She screamed out his name, inquiring about the jealousy he possessed. But he was too far gone to be reasoned with. He taunted her and plunged his blade clean through her right arm. Each person present fled behind the safety of the wooden gates outlining the forest, where he could not enter. The pain was overwhelming, yet she bore it. Perhaps it was just a fluke, or maybe it was the kami smiling down upon her that day. However, Hanae found herself standing in front of Nikushimi with her beloved coworkers. This was, what Hanae believed, to be his end. They sealed him after a vigorous battle. Hanae’s words echoed through the forest that night.
“Be gone spirit. This is your end. In the name of Chiharu-Yamatsumi, you shall be rid of!”
But this was not his end. At least not in tormenting her. She found herself unable to continue. Each night was haunted by his blade and his taunting words. The mere mention of spirits sent Hanae into a fearful and frantic state. She had become so involved in saving the city her ancestors had loved dearly, she had nearly allowed it to take her life. The scars that permanently remained, formed consequences. Mental distress took the shape of post traumatic stress disorder and night terrors of which haunted her rest, and even the waking day. With a heavy heart, she walked away from the place she had grown to love. With her brothers and sisters, and her daughters. Though she dared not leave it unattended, the man she considered a brother, Yūrei, took her place in residency of the shrine. After consulting with Umeko, Hanae moved away for some time, remaining in her childhood farm in Shirakawa. From a distance she managed the family affairs, while recovering from the painful experiences that had wracked her three years as a monastery worker.
Part III - Augmented Regression
Once again Hanae had wandered. Strayed from a path she thought she would dedicate her entire life to. Once again she was lost. Yet some things never withered, her dedication to her faith held firm. There came a moment when Hanae reflected upon her time at the shrine. What she loved most was her ability to extend a hand and pull others out of turmoil. She was reminded of a younger version of herself, the empath who could not turn away. What came next, she hardly expected. Soon she found herself re-enrolled in college. Her love for learning was unmatched. Her desire to understand drove her to great lengths. The next two years rolled smoothly by, as she grasped yet another degree in teaching this time. Hanae returned fully to Karakura with an ambitious idea to help the many children who were misguided. It was a large change from the quiet life she had led. Becoming a psychology professor was a different kind of art to master. Yet she loved it all the same.
Even with the knowledge she possessed, even with the desire to help the weak, one thing remained. The trauma and pain she had endured, both mental and physical, had not been addressed. It did not matter how much she distracted herself with a new life. She entertained it for a while but soon the past would show its teeth. After the disappearance of her daughters, her passion fell through. The sacrifices she had made were for them, for the good of her family. She could no longer hide behind a veil of joy. She was low, lower than she thought possible. It wasn’t fear, it was a feeling of being consumed in grief. For a long time, she could not escape its grasp.
She visited the shrine as much as she could, drowning her sorrows in faith. An escape, brief relief and then an agonizing weight. It was at this time she re-encountered someone she would, as time passed, view as a sister, Calico O’Sullivan. Hanae connected closely with her, briefly before she had departed from the shrine some years ago. The bond had formed from rumors of a crazed man, Calico’s ex-fiance. Hanae informally met him, as a guest of the shrine. She had befriended him without knowledge he was the man Calico had once loved. Now upon her return to Karakura, and her hopeless confusion, she met him again. They called him a devil. He had a nickname to match that, Lucifer. She found it ironic, that a devoted Shinto believer interacting with someone dubbed such a title. Yet Hanae found pity in the situation he was in. He was at rock bottom, as she herself was. Lost. The weakness of the women took shape, unable to resist the desire to guide a lost soul. Even if it was just another distraction from the pain. She became involved and became a monster herself in a different fashion.
It began with an admission. His attempt to end the life of Calico following their fallout years back. Yet even with this news, she did not pull away from him. Despite the warnings dealt to her. She desperately sought to mend her life with love. Of course, as karma would have it, the hostile relationship would come crashing down later. She could not be his psychiatrist and his lover. What caused the most pain was her protecting his own daughter, Mazikeen, from his wrath. After the loss of her daughters, Hanae felt healed in her presence. While Lucifer tried to solve the wounded part of himself, Hanae as his accomplice, she took time to grow close to Mazikeen.
Lucifer was a jealous man. If stares could kill, he would have. As Hanae grew close with others, he sought to pull her away in fear she might leave him. This especially being the case for Celeste O’Sullivan. He hated her down to her very core. But this jealousy would do nothing in the long run. When Lucifer disappeared and did not return, Hanae found herself at a loss for what to do. It was not the first time one of her lovers had disappeared. The first was a young gentleman, the father to her second daughter, Aya, who she had adopted after his disappearance. It was as though history was repeating itself a second time. Though Hanae felt heartbreak, she also felt a weight leave her chest. No longer was his presence forcing her to conform, no longer was Mazikeen made small by her father.
As the year wore on with no sight of him returning, Hanae delivered a final text, a bittersweet breakup, that sent a wave of relief across her. All looked well and Hanae’s future was looking brighter, yet still, she had turned away from the past. October came back sooner than she had expected. Her fear of Nikushimi returning kept her bound. Yet she could not escape the call to know what had happened to him. During this time she befriended several spirits and made enemies out of a few. But none could make her fall to her knees like he could. Not even being snatched from her safe haven, the shrine, was enough. Her dread led her to the night she relieved her pains yet again.
. . .
Whether he recalled her or not, she did not know. Though from his tone and where he slashed her with his sickle, she thought he had. Once again she stood behind the gates of the forest, trembling. But this time she did not have the mental fortitude or spiritual weapons to take Nikushimi on. Later she would find, amongst the shrine staff a hero had emerged, Sho Hirobayashi. Who had done what she could not. He had rid the world of Nikushimi forever. Leaving Hanae feeling a relief like nothing she had experienced beforehand. A debt she could never pay in a lifetime. Soon after, the voices that haunted Hanae’s dreams dispersed. She was ready to move forward.
Her will was tested the day Lucifer returned. When she stood up to him with a confidence she had never believed was possible. She took Mazikeen’s hand, proclaimed that she was her daughter and he could not have her back. During his time away she had adopted Mazikeen formally. She was willing to fight to keep her daughter. He tried to tear her down, reminding her of the pains she had endured. Secrets she had entrusted to him, he promised he would dare not tell the world. When he spoke them, she fought back. The woman was done shying away from such pains. She had tied up the loose ends of her life. She finally felt ready to go on her way. For she was a wanderer.
Part IV - Plight of the Dead
Hanae Kaeda the Matriarch of Kaeda. Umeko, through the unrelenting struggles, had educated Hanae well. The women sought knowledge and understanding of the world in which she lived. The spirits that blurred the line of the living realm, only cemented the realization there was far more beyond the surface. Ambition was certainly a word to describe the women. Upon claiming her formal place as a leader of the Itsbyoshi Family, she was given an old relic passed on from previous generations. The archives of Karakura. A book with thinning and dust ridden pages that revealed the entire history and myth of the island her family line was involved with. She studied it like gospel, unable to contain her interest. As means to support the wanderer's journey, she took up servitude under another great family, Saiky. The library of their estate held many secrets left unturned, of which further explained the contents of the book she had been entrusted with. The Kaeda was invested in knowing what else lay beyond, reaping the benefits of serving the prestigious family.
Perhaps it seemed as though she had humbled herself far too much, her grandmother was enraged for a very long time at the prospect of her being an estate keeper for a family who had wronged Otori. It was as though, after taking up leadership, Hanae had forgotten the second part of the summons she had been given so long ago. To uphold the Otori name at all costs. Though, in many ways Hanae hardly saw her efforts as betrayal, merely an investment to discover the truth. She found allyship amongst several Saiky, though she eventually departed from this as well, knowing the extent of her grandmother’s disapproval would stain her position within the family.
When October reemerged, the women had completely started anew. The spirits that had haunted her were gone, though her knowledge of dealings with the undead was alive, those she had known were not. The shrine had fallen from its previous legacy, cleansing and sealing had gradually fallen through. Hanae provided what she could, taught what she knew, and advised the actions of the workers. Though this time was far different for her. The task at hand was not to save those who endangered themselves, for she could not even if she wished to. The woman was no miko, she was something far more unusual. Someone driven by an unrelenting want to understand the natural world and its secrets. A direct reflection of her ancestors, perhaps this was the position she was meant to uphold. Nonetheless, with the archives and her experience she sought to learn the stories of the dead. She listened to their woes, though some retaliated due to the spite of their past. Many plead to her, one to help him rid the city of an Itsbyoshi lineage that weakened the hearts of Karakurans. Others plead for her to seek out their family, and some plead for her to sacrifice herself to them. She carried their stories with her, guided the monastery workers, and all of this brought her to the brink of unremittable exhaustion. Her mind weakened severely and the sorrow of the undead took hold of her. She soon found great disappointment in herself. She had allowed her desire to know the truths of the world overshadow the safety of her own well being.
It was also during this time she became involved in a complicated love affair. A man, whom she had warranted at first as foolish and reckless, had quickly stole her heart, Ezio Calderòn-DeLuca. But in turn he professed there was another who he had loved first. Hanae turned down his advances, telling him to give his whole heart to the women he had desired before her. She was far too caught up in her longing to understand the undead, she could not give it her full attention. But he returned, proclaiming yet again his need, Hanae found herself slipping, eventually her heart overshadowed her rational thinking. Another devil wrapping around her. October came and went, their love flourished, she learned of his past, overlooking it all. Love was blinding. The man was painted too vividly with blood, with too many sins to confess in just one sitting. This man would be what would run the lineage she had been trying to restore, through the dirt. Yet she loved him deeply. It was this love that made her feel such anguish each time he found himself near to crossing into the realm of the dead. It was this love that brought her to her knees and left her covered in wounds. Taken hostage, as a pawn to harm him. Though he saved her, though she felt indebted by way of her life, the final straw reared its head. She watched as his body was hurled off a cliff to a quick and sudden demise. He was dead to her, and even though he still breathed, even though her love still prevailed, her rational took control. She left him. Leaving him with the parting words, live for yourself. Then and only then would she take him back into her life.
Hanae vowed to better herself. Allowing love to blind her so greatly, showed the true extent of the trauma that hindered her from becoming a competent matriarch within her family. She had wandered for so long she had forgotten to rest and recounter the perils of her journey. It was time to lay her reckless ambitions to rest and focus solely on her betterment. Hanae Kaeda was many things; a friend, an empath, a devout Shintoist, a mother, a matriarch, a historian, but more than those titles she ascribed to herself, she was human. With too many flaws to speak of, who desired to be the hero, the maiden who saved the weak and unknowing. It was time to be selfish, to start anew. For too long she had been a wanderer, going where she believed the wind, the kami, had taken her. But now she knew what she desired of her life, to seek out the secrets her ancestors had known to be present all this time. For the island of Karakura was eerily hiding depths not even she could fathom. She would devote her life to restoring her family name, not as foragers, though that was very much their origin, but as scholars of what could not be seen with the naked eye. What could only be made out through becoming one with the natural world in which they lived.
“This is merely the end of one book in a great library. Even when I join the kami, I will make sure with absolute certainty before my departure that Kaeda does not forget the legacy of our ancestors. Nor allow the seeds planted to die unwatered.”
-Hanae Kaeda
-Hanae Kaeda
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