Well, this is a proper goodbye.
My go by my online alias, Shu. I went by this name from the start.
Let me tell you my story, I joined SRP in early 2023, in the month of January. I was your typical greenie who didn't know better and just, did what he chose to do. Which was cause trouble In Character, he was a guy.. Shu Li, was my original roleplay name. I just chose Shu, since the first two letters were my other Alias before I joined this sever, 'Shane' Well, it was different at least. Very different..
I remember fondly of just having just multiple detentions, actually for a whole month, I collected 19 detentions. It was wild back then, I was just nothing but trouble, fondly I also remember my first friend of the server was my good' ol friend. 'A7XM' this man, helped me heavily through my time on this server, well he was my friend of course. I went through fun, struggles with this man.
I also had made another 'friend' named Gingyz, some may know of her of being the creator of Guen Tailoring, (guen? guan..) Well, she was the person who made my original blond skin, honestly the person I liked back then. She had invited me to the original Debate Club, with a few other players one of them being Sporkmoment. Spork showed me a lot of things a player on school roleplay should know of, since I was still new back then. I did a few too many wild things back then with them, it was hilarious. There was an entire group chat, and we all had matching pfps, the omori days.
In February I made a small maid group with 70+ players, of course, it was one of my favourite times in this server, since I had a lot of fun with the players inside. My close friend group was, A7XM, Omega7, Rin, and FxllenRaven. These guys, were my closest friends, I had a blast with these guys, they even joined the maid group I had made! It was the best.
A month in, I had did a little oopsy, and made a small apartment maid cafe thing right, and got warned shortly after. Though I do say, it was fun! It surely was fun, maybe just for me.. It was great. I had the wildest time, well.. it didn't last long, another month in I just, disbanded the group. Since no ambition, and just nothing to do I guess you can say. I could've made a business right? Well.. I didn't really know how to back then..
In April, I was kicked out of the debate club, because of my warning problem, I mean I did expect it.. It was something that kinda separated me from their friend group I left the GC, and then I went on my separate ways with A7XM, we went and did lots of shena****ns, which were just the best. I actually was very fond of the shrine at this time, I went there at least like 80 different times in a week. That's when I met, Yurei. Bestly known played by Arkkwolf. Yurei was just a cool guy to Shu. It kicked off great, I fell off the mountain slightly and Yurei brought shu to the hospital (the old one) and well, I got a broken leg!
In May, I found out about Caxan, you know the guy who made the sleepover video? Yeah, that guy. He was actually pretty cool! I voice chatted with him a lot, and he was just your chill guy. Anyways, I actually had the balls to buy a cat whitelist, and I started roleplaying as 'Cowboy' and 'Chocolate' well, as Chocolate. I met AllenBUwU, the man who shaped Chocolates who personality. Allen had this reporter character which I loved to play around with on Chocolate, It was fun at least.. I think well crap. I forgot.. Well it was fun to rolepaly with you AllenBUwU. Ah right! I also had met EnderBubs, the backbone my Chocolate Cat character, I was invited to your Family... The omori family, with Amaya being the owner of two cats, me and someone else...
In June, was nothing special.. I was doing my things, ah right- that's when my arrogance started. I was invited to become Himawari's cat, my cat char's name was changed to 'C' Diabolus, I had became Himawari's cat, just like that. I thought I could do anything I guess, since high figures you know.. I guess. I became super arrogant, that led to my downfall.. I started acting up to my friends, acting shitty to all of them, I got blocked and unfriended by lots of my friends, I still hadn't realised it by then but I fucked up...
In July, I bugged shrine too much I guess, I also bugged KPD, which led to the kinda tightness of them and me (Old members of KPD) yeah.. Crimes weren't for me eh? I had a great shitty attitude, and was stupid all the way being in this server. Well, nothing else special happened.
In August, well kinda it sucks to say about it.. I was really just bound to death I guess? I had started going to therapy and took a few months of a break (I still paid my rent in my old apt) I kinda was just there, being what any other player was doing. Being annoying, and stupid.
Two months later. October, the spooky month, I had wandered into the forest and had met Jeff The Killer?!? As well Slenderman! Holy spooks!, thanks for playing them event team. Anyways I had grown a bit less arrogant but I was still arrogant, I actually bugged a someone too much and I was started being disliked by too many players.. Didn't know it until now.
My go by my online alias, Shu. I went by this name from the start.
Let me tell you my story, I joined SRP in early 2023, in the month of January. I was your typical greenie who didn't know better and just, did what he chose to do. Which was cause trouble In Character, he was a guy.. Shu Li, was my original roleplay name. I just chose Shu, since the first two letters were my other Alias before I joined this sever, 'Shane' Well, it was different at least. Very different..
I remember fondly of just having just multiple detentions, actually for a whole month, I collected 19 detentions. It was wild back then, I was just nothing but trouble, fondly I also remember my first friend of the server was my good' ol friend. 'A7XM' this man, helped me heavily through my time on this server, well he was my friend of course. I went through fun, struggles with this man.
I also had made another 'friend' named Gingyz, some may know of her of being the creator of Guen Tailoring, (guen? guan..) Well, she was the person who made my original blond skin, honestly the person I liked back then. She had invited me to the original Debate Club, with a few other players one of them being Sporkmoment. Spork showed me a lot of things a player on school roleplay should know of, since I was still new back then. I did a few too many wild things back then with them, it was hilarious. There was an entire group chat, and we all had matching pfps, the omori days.
In February I made a small maid group with 70+ players, of course, it was one of my favourite times in this server, since I had a lot of fun with the players inside. My close friend group was, A7XM, Omega7, Rin, and FxllenRaven. These guys, were my closest friends, I had a blast with these guys, they even joined the maid group I had made! It was the best.
A month in, I had did a little oopsy, and made a small apartment maid cafe thing right, and got warned shortly after. Though I do say, it was fun! It surely was fun, maybe just for me.. It was great. I had the wildest time, well.. it didn't last long, another month in I just, disbanded the group. Since no ambition, and just nothing to do I guess you can say. I could've made a business right? Well.. I didn't really know how to back then..
In April, I was kicked out of the debate club, because of my warning problem, I mean I did expect it.. It was something that kinda separated me from their friend group I left the GC, and then I went on my separate ways with A7XM, we went and did lots of shena****ns, which were just the best. I actually was very fond of the shrine at this time, I went there at least like 80 different times in a week. That's when I met, Yurei. Bestly known played by Arkkwolf. Yurei was just a cool guy to Shu. It kicked off great, I fell off the mountain slightly and Yurei brought shu to the hospital (the old one) and well, I got a broken leg!
In May, I found out about Caxan, you know the guy who made the sleepover video? Yeah, that guy. He was actually pretty cool! I voice chatted with him a lot, and he was just your chill guy. Anyways, I actually had the balls to buy a cat whitelist, and I started roleplaying as 'Cowboy' and 'Chocolate' well, as Chocolate. I met AllenBUwU, the man who shaped Chocolates who personality. Allen had this reporter character which I loved to play around with on Chocolate, It was fun at least.. I think well crap. I forgot.. Well it was fun to rolepaly with you AllenBUwU. Ah right! I also had met EnderBubs, the backbone my Chocolate Cat character, I was invited to your Family... The omori family, with Amaya being the owner of two cats, me and someone else...
In June, was nothing special.. I was doing my things, ah right- that's when my arrogance started. I was invited to become Himawari's cat, my cat char's name was changed to 'C' Diabolus, I had became Himawari's cat, just like that. I thought I could do anything I guess, since high figures you know.. I guess. I became super arrogant, that led to my downfall.. I started acting up to my friends, acting shitty to all of them, I got blocked and unfriended by lots of my friends, I still hadn't realised it by then but I fucked up...
In July, I bugged shrine too much I guess, I also bugged KPD, which led to the kinda tightness of them and me (Old members of KPD) yeah.. Crimes weren't for me eh? I had a great shitty attitude, and was stupid all the way being in this server. Well, nothing else special happened.
In August, well kinda it sucks to say about it.. I was really just bound to death I guess? I had started going to therapy and took a few months of a break (I still paid my rent in my old apt) I kinda was just there, being what any other player was doing. Being annoying, and stupid.
Two months later. October, the spooky month, I had wandered into the forest and had met Jeff The Killer?!? As well Slenderman! Holy spooks!, thanks for playing them event team. Anyways I had grown a bit less arrogant but I was still arrogant, I actually bugged a someone too much and I was started being disliked by too many players.. Didn't know it until now.
November, it came the day 'that' day. I had a breakdown I guess, not the dance breakdown lol. I had a mental breakdown I guess, kinda.. err.. broke a wall.. (it was expensive to fix) I was just all saddened to the fact, that one of my closest friends just betrayed my ass, (imagine being betrayed 8 times.. yeah..) Well, I actually broke down cryin, well thats when I talked to A7, well he was a great help. As well I talked to Ann1e, the other person who also helped me, (there was also hellioni) I had broke that no crying record after July!... (frick..)
December, the holidays! Cheer! My birthday was around the corner and I saw, my first snowfall of SRP, Snow, snow snow! Lots of snow, it covered the roads.. (lets not forget how many times the server crashed) Well, good times, i bought my first shovel for 10k, and well to be fair.. Shoveling the snow with a spam clicking right click was kinda fun and satisfying..
I had taken another break for two-three ish months, I played Genshin, honkai star rail, and other games. I focused on my school and made sure to pass my exams IRL, (not like i ever passed them ingame.. like i had five chances..) I passed! Lets go!??!?! I joined up in SRP and typed "/ooc "YEAHHHH I PASSED!" Yep, I finally did it onto the next hell.. of a year. But without me knowing, a small group of 50 players had made a big discord server, to despawning me, (basically wanted me to quit) I mean, eh..
December, the holidays! Cheer! My birthday was around the corner and I saw, my first snowfall of SRP, Snow, snow snow! Lots of snow, it covered the roads.. (lets not forget how many times the server crashed) Well, good times, i bought my first shovel for 10k, and well to be fair.. Shoveling the snow with a spam clicking right click was kinda fun and satisfying..
I had taken another break for two-three ish months, I played Genshin, honkai star rail, and other games. I focused on my school and made sure to pass my exams IRL, (not like i ever passed them ingame.. like i had five chances..) I passed! Lets go!??!?! I joined up in SRP and typed "/ooc "YEAHHHH I PASSED!" Yep, I finally did it onto the next hell.. of a year. But without me knowing, a small group of 50 players had made a big discord server, to despawning me, (basically wanted me to quit) I mean, eh..
March. 2024, I was just playing as usual till another incident happened, 80% of my friends blocked me, which led me to.. err ahah.. well I started taking anti depressants basically.. I guess (im taking them as im typing this) I started taking anti, depress's and well, didn't really help much except kept me from breaking down in a panic.
April. 2024, I had reached a point where I didn't know when to quit or just yell out, "Please, come back..." Most of my friends left my side, and I only had A7XM. (Thanks dude.) He was really the only guy I had to play games with, we played Fortnite, (good times) and well great-..
May. 2024, Shit happened and I stopped talking to him for a bit, due to personal reasons. Let's just say I was almost in prison. I did a big oopsie, and couldn't really talk to anyone that often..
Three months. Those three months led to my downfall.. I was just your eager little depressing guy who tried to up his rep, and wanted everyone to like him again... Just like back then.. I was just.. causing more trouble I guess, It didn't help that I was kinda just you know, trouble. There wasn't anything nobody knew me of doing.. "Trouble, shitty attitude." and you know, I was kinda accused of stealing and reselling skins.. well, didn't really do that, since if I did i would've been banned long ago. My decline in health really didn't help either.
Two months left, I really did a fucking oopsie, I shit talked old friends while off my anti depressants, and off my schizophrenia medication. I yelled out multiple times, looking behind me, and just wasn't great at all in the head, I shit talked old friends badly.. Then afterwards, I had gotten blocked again by other people.. Really? Really... Yep That's it.. I guess.. "Well, thanks."
One month. I had fucked up again, I became the worst person ever, I had basically almost no one to trust except my one friend A7XM. I chattered heavily to this man while in my downfall, we even played rivals together. lol.. I became a monster to other people, I really was losing it every day/night.. Gym, therapy, SRP.. Cry. That was my schedule..
Doomsday. I had vented to a 'close' friend which had left me banned, I was finished I guess. I cried so much that day, and I just left everything I knew, I wanted to leave forever I guess, the medication really isn't helping. (to be fair, i was off them) I just yelled to the invisible god 'Why.. when did this start..' I was alone, once again, so I thought.. (A7XM the one man I can trust now.) A7, is the one man I can trust now.
Final time, well. I guess I will make skins for people again, make people happy. I will be leaving SRP permanently, since I guess lots of people may be celebrating of me making this message. Well, shit.. Anyways! I really did have a blast early on in my days in SRP, it was really eventful.
My thanks to these people.
A7XM, MasterOmega7, Rin, FxllenRaven, Ann1e, Hellioni, Aania, DivingBlues, Spork, Weth, Snoobs, Jasmin, JustVibes, Elaine, MiuDeath, Reximix, Allen(even if were not friends, I thank you so much.) Customable, Kettle Sip, and people who have received my goodbye message.
And finally, one last thing to new people who see this, well. To improve your reputation, maybe just take a short break, apply for a business or maybe a faction. Make sure you give to everyone, something, maybe if you spare someone yen, or just give them something they really need. A small amount of.. kindness can change it, I guess.
Thank you SRP, thank you so much for this time on this server.
(Sorry to you the staff team, you really didn't deserve my lashing out.)
One month. I had fucked up again, I became the worst person ever, I had basically almost no one to trust except my one friend A7XM. I chattered heavily to this man while in my downfall, we even played rivals together. lol.. I became a monster to other people, I really was losing it every day/night.. Gym, therapy, SRP.. Cry. That was my schedule..
Doomsday. I had vented to a 'close' friend which had left me banned, I was finished I guess. I cried so much that day, and I just left everything I knew, I wanted to leave forever I guess, the medication really isn't helping. (to be fair, i was off them) I just yelled to the invisible god 'Why.. when did this start..' I was alone, once again, so I thought.. (A7XM the one man I can trust now.) A7, is the one man I can trust now.
Final time, well. I guess I will make skins for people again, make people happy. I will be leaving SRP permanently, since I guess lots of people may be celebrating of me making this message. Well, shit.. Anyways! I really did have a blast early on in my days in SRP, it was really eventful.
My thanks to these people.
A7XM, MasterOmega7, Rin, FxllenRaven, Ann1e, Hellioni, Aania, DivingBlues, Spork, Weth, Snoobs, Jasmin, JustVibes, Elaine, MiuDeath, Reximix, Allen(even if were not friends, I thank you so much.) Customable, Kettle Sip, and people who have received my goodbye message.
And finally, one last thing to new people who see this, well. To improve your reputation, maybe just take a short break, apply for a business or maybe a faction. Make sure you give to everyone, something, maybe if you spare someone yen, or just give them something they really need. A small amount of.. kindness can change it, I guess.
Thank you SRP, thank you so much for this time on this server.
(Sorry to you the staff team, you really didn't deserve my lashing out.)
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