RECOMMENDED SONG TO LISTEN TO WHILE READING:
(An IC book, location is classified.)
A doll, perhaps. Something that held so much meaning and valuable, could it really be called a doll?Rosy cheeks, cold to touch, plastic reaching on your skin reminding you, it's just a doll. Beady eyes, reflecting yours ever so often. The doll, dressed up every now and then just to attend her therapy session with you. Talk to me, her mouth not moving, however you do it regardless. Feet in a criss-cross position as you plop yourself on your bed, saying things, letting go of so much stress, as if someone pulled out something that was clogged in the middle of your mouth for so long. The Doll, listens. You tell. At this point, this bundle of plastic, beads, cloth is now your the******, more than that. A friend. No, it is you. Talking your mouth moving, moving as you say every word, you see her mouth moving too, perhaps saying the same things you say. It's in your head of course, but you like your head. The doll takes her hand made out of plastic out, reaching to yours, stroking it. . comforting it, you look back at her, closing your eyes, opening it only to realize just for a second, you see yourself talking to yourself. Was the doll even there?Regardless, every day you'd talk to her, talk to her about your insecurities, talk to her about your problems, talk to her about your life everything you keep bottled up. At this point, a plastic doll knows more about you more than you know about yourself. Given her a smile, given you a smile. Whatever. You close your eyes, your doll, your doll, your doll, you. You're talking to yourself, but do you really care?Do you really care that this object this thing you're talking to. . Isn't there?Why does it matter?- They're giving you strange looks aren't you, when this hand your holding to carry the doll has no one on the receiving end. But you don't care. . .
You don't care. You talk. She listens. You talk. She listens. You talk. She listens. You talk. She listens.
Why would you stop talking to Hinata?
