Actually, I was surprisingly self-aware during my younger rp days. I was less cringe and more just quiet because I was afraid of not being accepted haha. I'm pretty sure my 'cringiest' phase was literally just family rps in hypixel housing. When i found srp I already knew generally how to rp, and i just had to learn the server before i really started engaging.
However, I have been a very cringe FAKE greenie, because my friend and i spent plenty of time goofing off as fake greenie characters and just being general fools. ;)