I'm only human

[Dawniethehavoc]

Hi.
My name is Losing/Aph/Dawn.
I am female.

Do people tend to think that I'm... stupid? Freaky? Weird? Ugly? Bitchy? *Among other things*
They're probably not wrong. But.
They don't see what matters.
I'm Human.
I make mistakes
I get upset.
I do shit I don't mean.
I do things that make people unhappy.
I say things and word things wrong.
I say how I feel.
I try.
But I'm only human.
Sometimes I fall down.
Sometimes I break down.
Sometimes I get mad.
Sometimes I fall apart.
Sometimes I leave people behind even when I don't mean to.
Sometimes I do things I regret.
But I am only Human.
Everyone makes mistakes.
Everyone fucks up.
Everyone over-thinks something.
Everyone gets mad, breaks down, falls apart, falls down.
But recently, I feel like people tend to point there blame at me.
I know I've fucked up in the past.
I'm sorry.
I know that doesn't fix things.
But it's a Start.
I'm sorry for the lies I've spoken.
I'm sorry for the anger I've shown.
I'm sorry for the times I've hurt people.
I'm sorry for the times I've broken down.
And most of all.
I'm sorry for the things I've caused.
But I'm only Human.
So please. I'm trying to be a better me.
I'm trying to do something better with my life.
I can understand why some people hate me... but others I can't.
I know I've done unforgivable things.
Things that even make me upset to think I've said and done.
I know I'm sorry's don't fix things.
I know no matter how hard I try, there is always going to be someone who wants to bring me down.
But I am trying right now.
I am trying to DO better.
BE better.
ACT better.
I am sincerely trying to get my shit together and be what I need to be.
I'm only Human.
I can't be expected to be perfect, to not be flawed.
I can't be expected to not try and get back at people when I'm upset.
I tend to do things without thinking.
But I am trying to change.
Sometimes I don't know
My way.
What I'm doing.
How I'm feeling.
I know that I haven't been there for the people I need to be and I need to fix that. I know I need to control my temper.
I know.
And I'm trying.
I'm trying to be the person that you guys want me to be.
~ Love Losinglight.

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[Ricominci]

This took too long to read sorry, sister you need to own up to it instead of just going
‘EVEerYonE maKes miStakes!!! I’m Fine Forgive me!!’
No. You’re funny, of course everyone makes mistakes but don’t blame it on the entirety of ‘everyone makes mistakes’ cause that’s some big bs right there.

 

[Dawniethehavoc]

I didn't blame it on the entirety of everyone makes mistakes.​

 

[Ricominci]

I didn't blame it on the entirety of everyone makes mistakes.​

B-b-but you did?

 

[stirmyguts]

attention seeker

 

[Ricominci]

happy pills, where you at?

She needs a private exclusive pass at this point

 

[Dawniethehavoc]

B-b-but you did?

I didn't...?​

 

[Coru]

911, are you smoking?

 

[Dawniethehavoc]

This is not a thread for you guys to troll.
If you are going to just troll it please exit stage left. ​

 

[stirmyguts]

She needs a private exclusive pass at this point

AHAHASFHASHSAF

 

[Ricominci]

This is not a thread for you guys to troll.
If you are going to just troll it please exit stage left. ​

We’re only sharing our thoughts and feelings sweetie!

 

[Dawniethehavoc]

*
That is not showing your "thoughts and feelings"
That is what we call trolling/harassment.
You were asked to stop posting if your just going to troll.
You were also asked to not waste my time in discord.
You continue to do such.​

 

[stirmyguts]

This is not a thread for you guys to troll.
If you are going to just troll it please exit stage left. ​

no

 

[alexander!]

I Feel Like This Poem.. It Has Alot Of Emotion Inside. It Shows Positive And Negative Things In Life.. :P :o

 

[greehn]

@staff wanna lock lock this thread?

 

[stirmyguts]

I didn't blame it on the entirety of everyone makes mistakes.​

r u ok? did ur mum hit u again D;

 

[stirmyguts]

@staff wanna lock lock this thread?

no

 

[Totalore]

I'm Human.

Woah. Didn't know that. Thought you were a furry.

But I'm only human.

Oh shit guys shes human.

But I am only Human

But I'm only Human

XDDDDD

I'm only Human.

lol

ok bye