Seagoddess
Level 4
Aurelia Pinnae | Investigator of Karakura (Sometimes)
(I did steal the base from Mr. Black. He gave me permission to use it! ^-^ Thanks man.)
(I just did an overhaul of her wiki. I hope it's better.)
(Forever WIP, Last Edited June 11th)
[She may not always be ready to talk, so give her some time.]
[My friend drew Aurelia!]
[Her twitter https://twitter.com/DannyDinoCat]
Basic Information
First Name: Aurelia
Surname: Pinnae
・┇Preferred Name: Aurelia
・┇Nicknames: Aura, Auri, Aure, Aurea*
・┇Gender: Female
・┇Age: 19
・┇Height: 4'11
・┇Weight: 150
・┇Build: Short and round.
・┇Skin Color: She's relatively pale but not pasty white.
・┇Eye Color: Dark brown, tends to look pure black in low light.
・┇Hair Style: She has long brown hair that could look messy, but usually isn't. She has long and puffy bangs but they don't cover her face at all.
・┇Hair Color: Dark brown, looks black in low light, just like her eyes.
・┇Fashion: She has a school uniform but is almost always in her black hoodie and black pants out of school. She tends to wear very casual stuff and something teal. However, in any themed event, she tends to go all out on costumes.
・┇Abnormalities: She has bruises on both sides of her cheeks. Both are black that seem to fade away into the face, indicating that they are years old, probably close to a decade.
・┇Date of Birth: May 17th
・┇Place of Birth: Flagstaff, Arizona
・┇Nationality: American
・┇Ethnicity: German and Irish
・┇Sexual Orientation: Bisexual
・┇Religious Beliefs: Aurelia has a strange definition of what she'd call her religious belief. However, it's better to think of her beliefs as being spiritual instead of religious. Poly-agnostic is the best way to describe it.
・┇Political Beliefs: Aurelia won't talk much about politics depending on the group. In the right group, she can talk about environmental problems to economic or social. She varies widely in all aspects of conversation but isn't scared to put her two cents in. Her main topics are usually equality, laws, technology, and marine environmental protection.
Character Voice:
[ This voice may change over time ]・┇"From the Ground Up" - An Original Minecraft Song by Laura Shigihara
・┇Everything's Alright- Laura Shigihara
Languages:
・┇English | Proficiency 5・┇German | Proficiency 5
・┇JSL | Proficiency 1
General Appearance
Appearance:
・┇ Aurelia is very short, 4'11 (149cm), and has a round figure. Her hair is always up in a hoodie except for her school uniform though. Aurelia tries her best to hide her hair unless the clothing she's wearing won't cover it because she doesn't like how it looks. Her hair is long, loose, and messy constantly. She also has bangs but they don't cover her eyes. It's very common to see her in glasses as well, but without them, it's clear she has eyebags. Both her eyes and hair are brown but have been mistaken as black in low light. Aurelia's skin tone is also moderate. Overall, she doesn't have any defining traits and doesn't look that pretty. The only exception is the bruises on both sides of her face. They're faded, probably over a decade old but permanent. It's impossible to see them past her hoodie and hair normally though.Clothes:
・┇ She's super casual unless for school, putting on the uniform. She almost never wears something without sleeves and prefers jackets or hoodies. If it's an outfit for themed things, Aurelia tries super hard to be in costume, probably putting in more effort than anyone else. This can apply to events, parties, dates, or anything to which a costume is worn.
Personality:
・┇ Aurelia can be hard to describe as she's adaptable to however the people she's around are. As a general though, she isn't too shy and not preppy. Casual might be the best way to say it. That doesn't stop her from being mean or bitchy if someone treats her that way. Aurelia can probably be described as the mother of her friend groups, or the 'square one'. She abides by rules mostly and doesn't let go to just relax. If you need advice, hers is also pretty sound and can offer multiple solutions if needed.・┇ Her default state is to be closed off from others unless they prove themselves trustworthy to her. Aurelia still is a genuinely caring person for the most part but her first inclinations aren't to open up about herself. Be wary of her however if you piss her off, she's very good at picking people apart or catching them on lies if she's looking for it. She's also been known to scare people when angry and has an overpowering aura on those sensitive to atmospheres.
・┇ If you can manage to get past her walls and shell, she has a soft side. Unsurprisingly, she's a deep thinker and will explain stuff about herself if asked or if a conversation comes up on similar topics. If it's more romantic or intimate, she tends to give a lot of affection and care. Her way of handling romance though isn't the best, for herself at least. She's incredibly shy and way too giving. It's possible for her to be stepped over because she tries so much to care for and give to people. If it's more friendly, she's still quite soft and very sweet.
・┇ Almost no one knows this, but she is a hopeless romantic. She can find crushes in a lot of people because of her deep want to be taken care of and it can lead to destruction or unhealthy love. However, she doesn't go full-on lovey-dovey mode, not even if she was dating them. It takes a lot for Aurelia to be pushed out of her shell and be deeply sweet or intimate with a person. Aurelia will tend to act casual even if she's super giddy inside. If the person lets her know the feelings are mutual though, she will fully on admit to liking them. She doesn't like beating around the bush and confusing people. If you're looking for someone who's good at communication in a relationship, she's one for it. Just be wary that even she can be shy and very much is when intimacy is involved.
・┇ She also highly enjoys school and has a deep thrive for knowledge, which is why she investigates all the going on in Karakura. Though this has gotten her into trouble and some fights.
Serious Problems/Flaws/Addictions/Disorders/Disabilities:
[ I have studied these topics quite heavily and have had some of them. ][ Trigger warning: Child abuse/abuse ]
PTSD:
・┇ Aurelia suffers from PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and can slip into strange habits when under extreme stress such as acting insane or particularly violent. While most develop an addiction to drugs or alcohol, Aurelia isn't like that. In fact, she avoids those stimuli in hopes of not getting an addiction. That doesn't mean she doesn't have her own, however. Instead, she immerses herself in daydreams to feel any peace or love and care. Often falling in love with situations that didn't happen. Her triggers are known to be genuine, angry screaming directed at her and 'threatening' men.
・┇ The exact reasons for her PTSD she'll keep mostly secret, but in basics, Aurelia used to be abused as a child and the pain never truly left. Her older siblings would do actions that could hurt or do worse to her. Aurelia's mother would play favoritism as they were the children of her first husband and not her second like Aurelia had been. Her mother would simply pretend to not know what they were doing and feign ignorance. Especially with Aurelia's inability to learn German initially. Everyone in the Pinnae/Fischer name knew German except for her and when she left for Karakura it was still something completely unknown to her. Her mother even threatened to disown Aurelia if she couldn't learn the language. While this was happening her father was completely oblivious to the situations going on and when her mother left them at the age of 10 with the other kids, he never bothered asking about it either. In fact, she was expected to behave and be a perfect child while he would heavily complain about how awful the marriage had been. This only served to drive a wedge between him and Aurelia more as he thought that only he had it so bad and Aurelia couldn't compare. He would even shut her down if she did talk about it and claim she was making tall tales.
Anhedonia:
・┇ Anhedonia is characterized by a reduced ability to experience pleasure, such as happiness, and something she struggles with a lot. Anhedonia is also a symptom of depression, but it's unknown if Aurelia has any something like that. Her understanding of happy emotions is she should feel a certain way and tries to achieve that as much as possible instead of letting her emotions speak for themselves. Aurelia is also a logical thinker but not a feeler. While this does make it easier to understand others, it makes it harder for her to be understood. Sometimes she won't bother explaining herself to some people as there is no point.
・┇ This condition is also why she tends to turn towards finding love so much. If she is loved she feels love, or so in theory. Being in love would help her feel more happy-like emotions and satisfy the craving for being wanted. No one in her life has quite scratched the itch or even makes it so much harder for her to get out her feelings as she's caring for them instead. Not entirely her friends' fault for not caring for her though, she hasn't exactly made it clear what her boundaries are, but to her, it feels like they don't try to understand her at all, and thus she will not try to explain.
Psychosis:
・┇ Psychosis is a symptom of schizophrenia, but not schizophrenia itself. People with psychosis can have hallucinations or estranged thoughts too, but the major difference is knowing between fantasy and reality. While Aurelia does slip into fantasy to avoid her problems or could start experiencing hallucinations she comes out of it knowing it wasn't real. The addiction to being most happy in that state is what keeps bringing her back to that place mentally and often leaves her hollow afterward as none of it actually happened.
・┇ Under stress she will also hallucinate less friendly things. Sometimes she'll hear people call her at random from around her and feel as if she's being watched or seeing red eyes stare her down. If things have gone really poorly she'll start blaming herself for being so unlucky and bringing everyone down with her. If her psychosis plays in with it, it gets worse. She can get lost deeply and repeat to herself over and over things like; "Let the play end." or "Stop pretending." It comes from her belief that she has no say in her own reality and no real grip on her life but instead the unfortunate actress of a tragedy play. Under this lens, everyone around her is pretending to play a role to continue the story and she's begging them to stop because she can't handle the play anymore. She "Just wants out of it." as she'll explain. If it's not under the play theory she becomes paranoid of the world being against her and asks what people actually want of her in a deep cynical thought that she has something they want—an item, her skills, or her body, but not 'her' as a person.
Overall:
・┇ She's functioning, at least from an outside perspective. Aurelia doesn't even realize it herself but even if she does function by society's standard, she's deeply, mentally troubled. Pushing aside thoughts or emotions for those around her or the tasks at hand. Her logical outlook makes her overthink everything in a perfectionist light. She will mostly not berate others for not being like herself, but she will berate herself for not being like others. Such as the inability to just let go of all the stress that surrounds her and relax or having more feelings for others as she's found it difficult to empathize with people. Aurelia blames herself for it all but also can have deeply seeded jealousy of others for what they get without trying. She's trying so hard to be liked, to be loved but always falls short of someone else who puts in less effort. It's heartbreaking to her and exhausting.
・┇ She also won't prioritize herself over anything. Aurelia is very guilt-riddled constantly for every little thing. She will do things that are incredibly difficult or even out of her scope of possibility just so she can live with herself. Even lying about who she really is inside to make the guilt better. Aurelia views herself as incredibly lazy and like she doesn't try hard at anything. True or not, she will break herself apart for the smallest mistake. Anything can set her off without someone realizing why due to mistakes or self-problems.
・┇ Despite everything, she'll try for everyone else. Even if it's incredibly painful or if she can't empathize with them. She doesn't want to feel like a monster due to her inability to care for or connect to people. Still, Aurelia thinks of herself as a guardian and protector, just someone who inherently isn't meant to be helped. Where this idea stems from comes a lot from her childhood to her teen life. No one really stopped to help her when she needed it, so her assumption was fate didn't want her to be. Maybe not even loved as well.
・┇ There is a rare reaction to her mental health when it's gotten to the lowest point. What Aurelia refers to as her 'blackout state'. It's an event that happens to her that makes her withdraw from everything, even herself. She shuts down and won't acknowledge anything or anyone. Aurelia will also not react to anyone fighting her. Self-preservation has no longer become a concern. If she speaks, it's slurred and hard to understand while she tries her hardest to think and speak. This tends to happen as she leaves the state. You may know this as a catatonic state.
Notes:
・┇ Music calms her down. She also has a music box on her sometimes when she's incredibly stressed to get through the day.
・┇ Be advised if she has gotten to her catatonic state, something(s) has(have) gone terribly wrong. She may not even remember what it was and trying to force her memory may result in a heavy mental fog.
・┇ It's incredibly difficult to know what's going up with her due to her ability to improv out of anything and lie believably. If she tells you the truth she trusts you. Don't break it. (Or let someone else break it for you.)
Skills:
・┇ Aurelia has been known to be a jack of all trades type but in information. She knows at least something about almost every topic. With her general source of information, any conversation can get a bit interesting though also weird. It's why she has so much advice to give.・┇ Her primary skills are in the arts. She's quite a musician and plays the clarinet but sings mostly. She also draws some but her main skill is writing. It's the main reason she enjoys English so much, aside from just enjoying school in general.
・┇ From the top of her head, she can improvise super well. She's into theatre a lot and likes to roleplay. This also means she can come up with stories from nowhere and is often good at telling them too.
・┇ Oddly enough Aurelia is super good with plants and often studies herbology in the school's garden. She can suggest from one herb or plant to another on almost everything. It can't replace modern medicine or even compare and she won't pretend her solutions are the 'end all be all', but for basic around-the-house needs, she's pretty handy.
Quirks:
・┇ She has many weird and fun stories of stuff that's happened to her in her life. If asked she has no problem explaining how someone wanted baked bread without the crust, or her fun music teacher from elementary. She's full of things to tell and likes speaking about them.・┇ Aurelia hates people talking over her or cutting her off. If there's a faster way of pissing her off, it's unknown compared to this.
・┇ She can sometimes try way too hard to fit in or impress people. She works better in strange crowds but wants to seem normal despite how difficult that is for her. She's actually a super huge nerd though. From reading books to playing games she knows a lot of stuff, but wouldn't call herself a 'gamer girl'.
・┇ She's a caffeine addict but hates most coffees. Her choices of poison are vanilla/strawberry frappes and soda.
・┇ Aurelia has never had any illegal drugs, surprisingly. She did has gotten drunk at parties though.
・┇ She needs glasses to see but has difficulty seeing up close rather than far away. Basically, far-sighted.
・┇ Aurelia has the smell of vanilla and citrus. This is due to the fact that she carries around vanilla tootsie rolls but her soaps and perfumes are citrus scented.
・┇ She knows barely any celebrities and can't name most.
・┇ Fuckin' loves potatoes.
Equipment:
・┇ Main items: She carries an umbrella, phone, credit card, ID, and car keys.・┇ She will sometimes carry a notebook that she uses to take down notes of events happening around her in Karakura. She strives for knowledge and seeks answers in unlikely places.
・┇ While not always on her, she sometimes has a blue toy lightsaber. She's a huge Star Wars fan and loves Obi-Wan Kenobi (Maybe even a fictional crush). She'd never do so in public, but at home loves to pretend to be a Jedi and do Soresu, the Jedi fighting form Obi-Wan does.
・┇ Aurelia also sometimes carries her music box. It's a Pinnae heirloom that the family almost tossed out but she kept. While she doesn't see much honor in keeping family stuff together, she does honor history and didn't want to let such a pretty music box get destroyed. It's not shiny nor in a proper box as it was in a snow globe, but it functions and she likes the music.
[The song her music box plays]
Hobbies:
・┇ Dungeons and dragons. She's hosted a couple of campaigns even.・┇ Writing. She wants to be an author when she grows up but knows that's difficult to do.
・┇ Singing. Aurelia loves singing, especially sea shanties with her friends at random even if they can't sing too.
Relationships:
・┇ Overall Aurelia is very calm and casual and can easily fit into any friend group. She has a neutrality of some kind and prefers to not be brought into the messes of others. In her family though she doesn't do as well. Her relationship with them is rocky, to say the least. Aurelia hasn't spoken to them in years and prefers it that way. Her siblings were awful, her dad had anger issues and her mother left her when she was 10. Aurelia's uncle was also a known felon and she would get judged harshly because of his actions. She always tried to make sure no one knew who she was related to for that reason, even in Karakura now.・┇ She wouldn't call anyone that she knows in Karakura family, but they are her friends and she isn't one to back down if it's for their sake.
FAMILY:
FAMILY:
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Alice Pinnae | Mother | Alive┇・
[I don't think I'll ever forgive you.]
Her mother left 10 years ago and Aurelia
hasn't seen her since then. Better off that way.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Sean Pinnae | Father | Alive┇・
[Could you ever look at the forest and not your tree?]
Her father tries to keep in contact with Aurelia but
hasn't managed to reach her.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Randall Fischer | Brother | Unknown┇・
[You tried to feign ignorance. You can't hide from it.]
Her oldest brother. While she doesn't remember a
lot about him, she does remember what all of her family did.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Felix Fischer | Brother | Unknown┇・
[I wonder if you're still in jail.]
The middle child of the family. His crimes weren't
just inside the Pinnae household. He's done a lot of
bad in his life.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Alice Pinnae | Mother | Alive┇・
[I don't think I'll ever forgive you.]
Her mother left 10 years ago and Aurelia
hasn't seen her since then. Better off that way.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Sean Pinnae | Father | Alive┇・
[Could you ever look at the forest and not your tree?]
Her father tries to keep in contact with Aurelia but
hasn't managed to reach her.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Randall Fischer | Brother | Unknown┇・
[You tried to feign ignorance. You can't hide from it.]
Her oldest brother. While she doesn't remember a
lot about him, she does remember what all of her family did.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Felix Fischer | Brother | Unknown┇・
[I wonder if you're still in jail.]
The middle child of the family. His crimes weren't
just inside the Pinnae household. He's done a lot of
bad in his life.
・┈・────・┈・
FRIENDS
[It's very likely someone in your friend group knows her]
[Close Friends]
・┈・────・┈・
[It's very likely someone in your friend group knows her]
[Close Friends]
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Daisy Lucia | Childhood friend | Alive┇・
[Do you remember the autumns we spent together?]
Daisy was Aurelia's best friend back home in the US.
While Daisy has moved away from Karakura, they still talk.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Molly Oxenfree | Friend | Alive┇・
[I hope you're okay... The doll is taking you slowly.]
Molly is the first friend Aurelia made in Karakura.
Very bubbly and friendly, just she has a possessed doll
that haunts her.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Loof Loofssonn | Friend | Alive┇・
[You made for a funny ghost.]
Loof used to be a roommate and pulled a lot of
pranks. Being a ghost for example. Good times.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Apollo V. Wigglesworth | Friend | Alive┇・
[Still looking for your own place?]
Apollo is a classmate she met on her first days in Karakura.
Overall he's pretty chill, just doesn't always understand the conversation.
He can be a bit slow at times, but that's okay.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Alexander Stone | Friend | Unknown┇・
[I wonder where you moved...]
Alexander always wears
a gas mask. Apparently, because he has 'an
incurable disease'. Whether or not that's true hasn't been
confirmed.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Rin Hasuke | Caretakee | Deceased┇・
[Still can't believe you're gone...]
Rin was decently close to Aurelia and follows her around the most.
She was always telling him to not get into trouble,
being like his big sister. He did anyways.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Alex Jones | Friend | Alive┇・
[You still collecting shrimp my guy?]
Alex is a friend Aurelia also met very early on through Molly.
They collect shrimp from their own roommate but keep it stored
at the group's apartment.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Qida Antonio Sy | Best Friend | Unknown┇・
[Where did you go Qida...? I miss you...]
Qida is a very good friend of Aurelia. Everything that
happened in Aurelia's life she told him. He used to
live in the apartment beside her. Until he went missing.
・┈・────・┈・
[General Friends]
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Marco K. Rodriguez | Friend | Deceased┇・
[Maybe if the KPD wasn't so useless...]
Marco was an okay friend. They weren't
completely close, but Marco helped her out when
she was at a really bad time. She'll never forget it.
・┈・────・┈・
Lovers
[Aurelia can be hard to get with, but very loyal and sweet]
~♡┈♡────♡┈♡~
♡Johnny Reeves | Boyfriend | ?♡
[...where did you go, Hansy...?]
Johnny is her boyfriend. He's
incredibly sweet to her and caring,
only problem is he's been missing
for a year.
~♡┈♡────♡┈♡~
♡Yakov Sidorvo | Ex | Alive♡
[Why did I ever trust you?]
Yakov is Aurelia's ex. He cheated on her
and then cheated on his later girlfriend.
He's an absolute player and will break hearts.
~♡┈♡────♡┈♡~
My Art Section[Do you remember the autumns we spent together?]
Daisy was Aurelia's best friend back home in the US.
While Daisy has moved away from Karakura, they still talk.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Molly Oxenfree | Friend | Alive┇・
[I hope you're okay... The doll is taking you slowly.]
Molly is the first friend Aurelia made in Karakura.
Very bubbly and friendly, just she has a possessed doll
that haunts her.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Loof Loofssonn | Friend | Alive┇・
[You made for a funny ghost.]
Loof used to be a roommate and pulled a lot of
pranks. Being a ghost for example. Good times.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Apollo V. Wigglesworth | Friend | Alive┇・
[Still looking for your own place?]
Apollo is a classmate she met on her first days in Karakura.
Overall he's pretty chill, just doesn't always understand the conversation.
He can be a bit slow at times, but that's okay.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Alexander Stone | Friend | Unknown┇・
[I wonder where you moved...]
Alexander always wears
a gas mask. Apparently, because he has 'an
incurable disease'. Whether or not that's true hasn't been
confirmed.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Rin Hasuke | Caretakee | Deceased┇・
[Still can't believe you're gone...]
Rin was decently close to Aurelia and follows her around the most.
She was always telling him to not get into trouble,
being like his big sister. He did anyways.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Alex Jones | Friend | Alive┇・
[You still collecting shrimp my guy?]
Alex is a friend Aurelia also met very early on through Molly.
They collect shrimp from their own roommate but keep it stored
at the group's apartment.
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Qida Antonio Sy | Best Friend | Unknown┇・
[Where did you go Qida...? I miss you...]
Qida is a very good friend of Aurelia. Everything that
happened in Aurelia's life she told him. He used to
live in the apartment beside her. Until he went missing.
・┈・────・┈・
[General Friends]
・┈・────・┈・
・┇Marco K. Rodriguez | Friend | Deceased┇・
[Maybe if the KPD wasn't so useless...]
Marco was an okay friend. They weren't
completely close, but Marco helped her out when
she was at a really bad time. She'll never forget it.
・┈・────・┈・
Lovers
[Aurelia can be hard to get with, but very loyal and sweet]
~♡┈♡────♡┈♡~
♡Johnny Reeves | Boyfriend | ?♡
[...where did you go, Hansy...?]
Johnny is her boyfriend. He's
incredibly sweet to her and caring,
only problem is he's been missing
for a year.
~♡┈♡────♡┈♡~
♡Yakov Sidorvo | Ex | Alive♡
[Why did I ever trust you?]
Yakov is Aurelia's ex. He cheated on her
and then cheated on his later girlfriend.
He's an absolute player and will break hearts.
~♡┈♡────♡┈♡~
[This is the art I've made of her, all other art someone drew of her will be in the section under this]
Others Art Section
[This is the art of her others have drawn with links to who drew them]
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