On July 16th, 2025, I was informed that Kōji Nikos had died a brutal death. His body has yet to be found, and no one knows where it might be. We have reason to believe it may be resting at the bottom of the ocean, but in reality, we cannot be so sure.
I won't sit here and make up lies about some guy that you never were. You were a shit person, Kōji. The world rests easier knowing you're dead. I do miss you despite all the shit you caused. But that's that, huh? God, you would kill me if you saw all this. The note you wrote me, I can't get it out of my head.
You're dead now, and the world doesn't mourn you. I mean, who would? Maybe your father, and Valentine, and me, but that's about it, huh. You just had to go die. You had so much more time and you're fucking dead. I mean, what the fuck am I supposed to do without you? Didn't we make a pact, that you would always protect me? You always did protect me man, despite your. . actions.
Maybe you would be missed more if you had a positive impact on others. Maybe I'm irrational. Fuck dude I was so worried. I wish you would've talked to me or something. And now you're dead. And everything is not fine. God I never thought this day would have come, but here we are.
You couldn't have died somewhere the body could've been found. I never understood you, Kōji. But then again you were never meant to be understood.
Did you pray before you died? I know you were turning to God or some religious shit like that. Did he answer you? Were you forgiven? Or did you die a pathetic martyr for nothing. You weren't a hero, no, nothing of the sorts.
I miss our late night talks. I miss you. I miss everything. You just had to die and ruin what I had for you, for us. Selfish bastard. I never expected this, not from you.
Whatever Kōji, see you in hell or the next life or whatever you are.
I hate you, but I miss you.
Rest easy, man. You're missed by three, only three.
I won't sit here and make up lies about some guy that you never were. You were a shit person, Kōji. The world rests easier knowing you're dead. I do miss you despite all the shit you caused. But that's that, huh? God, you would kill me if you saw all this. The note you wrote me, I can't get it out of my head.
You're dead now, and the world doesn't mourn you. I mean, who would? Maybe your father, and Valentine, and me, but that's about it, huh. You just had to go die. You had so much more time and you're fucking dead. I mean, what the fuck am I supposed to do without you? Didn't we make a pact, that you would always protect me? You always did protect me man, despite your. . actions.
Maybe you would be missed more if you had a positive impact on others. Maybe I'm irrational. Fuck dude I was so worried. I wish you would've talked to me or something. And now you're dead. And everything is not fine. God I never thought this day would have come, but here we are.
You couldn't have died somewhere the body could've been found. I never understood you, Kōji. But then again you were never meant to be understood.
Did you pray before you died? I know you were turning to God or some religious shit like that. Did he answer you? Were you forgiven? Or did you die a pathetic martyr for nothing. You weren't a hero, no, nothing of the sorts.
I miss our late night talks. I miss you. I miss everything. You just had to die and ruin what I had for you, for us. Selfish bastard. I never expected this, not from you.
Whatever Kōji, see you in hell or the next life or whatever you are.
I hate you, but I miss you.
Rest easy, man. You're missed by three, only three.
Sincerely,
Your 'best friend'
Otis Winter
Your 'best friend'
Otis Winter
